This stuff is intense.
It really took me by suprise actually, and was not what I had seen other folk report it as. I had pre-conceived ideas based on others' reports (tut-tut) that it is a mild eye-candy or mushrooms without depth. It is completely different from psilocybe mushrooms, just like 4-ho-dipt is: the 4-substituted tryptamines are way too often compared with shrooms. And it has depth.
A starter museum dose opened up to a splendid walk in the park, autumn colours, trees, grass, nature, dogs, children, clouds, opening up the heart chakra. Later it turned more intense, with fractal twigs against the sky flashing erotic neon lights around them. Things around my house never before noticed. Conifer trees surrounded with jeweled colours that really synaesthetically stimulate the opening of chakras from bottom up, with intensity centered around the lower chakras. Two rectal booster doses blasted my head inside-out. Literally seeing my thoughts, my ego reflected on the outslide sensorium. Close to complete ego-dissolution. Mischievous elf-like reflection of the entangled mind, like being in a hall of mirrors and asking questions, and getting silly but completely sensible answers. Fully engulfed CEVs like an Alex Grey painting, looking at the inner light in hyperspace, showing every knot and tangle where thoughtforms have gone bad and need correcting. Tentacles of light radiating out from an inner core, meditation on controlling thoughts and smoothing out the loose cannons and masculine dominance. Needing the Divine Feminine. I'm asking Sophia (Holiest of Holies) what is real in the sensorium, but I get only mischievous answers from this elven personality. Absolute hilarious surrender to Sophia, and the re-realization that we know next to nothing about it all, about Her world.
A second milder experience at a Goldfrapp show was perfect. All the mischievous silliness there again in the lights, and people's faces. Emotional, tears on the way home, feel like going back to being a baby and not ashamed. Trying to take the whole of Sophia's imagination into my head, cartoon-like joke of simultaneous wonder/surrender. Spiritual orgasm on the train - erotic, teasing jeweled colours from fluorescent lights.
Both times I've used 4-ho-met have been huge experiences. For me, what characterizes the nature of this experience is an initial eye-candy lift, with very natural and smooth body feelings. Then as it gets further in, more jovial and emotional attatchment to the sheer colours and visual suprises. Slight mischievous mind-fuck. Slight eroticism. As it progresses a few hours, colours become ridiculous - neon auras and super-saturated hues. Becomes very erotic. Immersive CEVs, ego and boundary dissolution. Spiritual contact. Difficult to sleep afterwards.
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