silvercrimson
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youre down to your last 50 rigs and getting a little worried, because youre running low.
You might be a junkie if.....(version 2)
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villian
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if you own one of these
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^Thats pretty cool, be good for baking.
flacky
Bluelighter
Wow! This happens to me when I'm on dope and pulling an all-nighter. In between nods, I keep on thinking my pen is a rig!
Jimi Thing
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Looks plastic though
RaptureofVertigo
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I've been lurking bluelight for quite some time, but finally made an account just to post in this thread.
That's so true about getting angry when people call pot 'dope'. One time I was sick and couldn't find any black, so I went over to a friend's house to see if there was anyone they could call. This old guy (in his 60s I'm assuming) came out and asked what I was doing. I said I was real sick and looking for black. He replied: "Oh, I'll smoke some dope with you." and immediately the clouds parted and the angels started singing... then he pulled out a bag of weed. /rage
You know you're a junkie if...
- You dream about dope, wake up realizing it was a dream and then are so depressed that it was just a dream that you can't get out of bed
- Or you wake up not wanting to get out of bed, then realize you still have some dope from the day before. Suddenly the day is filled with possibility
- You're plan for the apocalypse: Run to the nearest pharmacy, loot it, then blast off into oblivion
- Your boyfriend has given up on you getting clean so he just lets you use
- Being on Suboxone is being clean to you
- You often wish you could just smoke pot/drink like everyone else
- The only reason you don't IV is because your veins literally are too small (Even the doctors/nurses have to spend a half hour fishing around)
- You get prescribed Klonopin or some other wonderful benzo and have to keep yourself from smiling like a loon until you're out of the doctor's office
- Going to detox/rehab is a great opportunity for new connects
- You run into old dealers/user buddies at court
- Having to take a shit is a sign that sickness is not far away
- Whenever you have to walk somewhere you secretly hope you get hit by a car for the insurance money and medication you get at the hospital.
- I used to work at a deli where we would have to make subs and for people, and one time I fell asleep during the lunch rush while making sandwiches, while the entire lobby proceeded to look onwards in disgust and concern.
- If you're a girl, you constantly use your period as an excuse to go to the bathroom frequently.
- Your pharmacist knows you well enough to front you your Suboxone script until you get paid.
- You long for the kind of nod people in this thread have wrote about
- Everything from your pants, to your counter, to your couch, etc., is covered in black marks from the back of the foil.
That's so true about getting angry when people call pot 'dope'. One time I was sick and couldn't find any black, so I went over to a friend's house to see if there was anyone they could call. This old guy (in his 60s I'm assuming) came out and asked what I was doing. I said I was real sick and looking for black. He replied: "Oh, I'll smoke some dope with you." and immediately the clouds parted and the angels started singing... then he pulled out a bag of weed. /rage
You know you're a junkie if...
- You dream about dope, wake up realizing it was a dream and then are so depressed that it was just a dream that you can't get out of bed
- Or you wake up not wanting to get out of bed, then realize you still have some dope from the day before. Suddenly the day is filled with possibility
- You're plan for the apocalypse: Run to the nearest pharmacy, loot it, then blast off into oblivion
- Your boyfriend has given up on you getting clean so he just lets you use
- Being on Suboxone is being clean to you
- You often wish you could just smoke pot/drink like everyone else
- The only reason you don't IV is because your veins literally are too small (Even the doctors/nurses have to spend a half hour fishing around)
- You get prescribed Klonopin or some other wonderful benzo and have to keep yourself from smiling like a loon until you're out of the doctor's office
- Going to detox/rehab is a great opportunity for new connects
- You run into old dealers/user buddies at court
- Having to take a shit is a sign that sickness is not far away
- Whenever you have to walk somewhere you secretly hope you get hit by a car for the insurance money and medication you get at the hospital.
- I used to work at a deli where we would have to make subs and for people, and one time I fell asleep during the lunch rush while making sandwiches, while the entire lobby proceeded to look onwards in disgust and concern.
- If you're a girl, you constantly use your period as an excuse to go to the bathroom frequently.
- Your pharmacist knows you well enough to front you your Suboxone script until you get paid.
- You long for the kind of nod people in this thread have wrote about
- Everything from your pants, to your counter, to your couch, etc., is covered in black marks from the back of the foil.
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candycandy
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So fucking true... I was at a bar recently and I was fucking miserable. I WISH alcohol did anything for me, but I hate it... I'm not sure how I'll be able to enjoy night life now that I'm H-free. Actually dealing with drunk people without going crazy... that was a real nice thing about H.
re: girls and period,
you might be a junkie if your period just stops happening... or you get it every few months... at the height of my usage my periods were FUCKED.
Just might be if:
You dream of being able to walk into a bar and say to the bartender, "Sir, I'd like a glass of your finest laudanum, on the rocks."
Getting bitten by a mosquito or other bug gives you cravings because bug bites make you itch, and itching reminds you of getting high.
You get logged out before you finish three of these cause you keep do-doing.
beeteedub I call it "do-doing" as in "fais-do-do" which is literally, "to do the sleep" in french. pronounced doe-doe
You dream of being able to walk into a bar and say to the bartender, "Sir, I'd like a glass of your finest laudanum, on the rocks."
Getting bitten by a mosquito or other bug gives you cravings because bug bites make you itch, and itching reminds you of getting high.
You get logged out before you finish three of these cause you keep do-doing.
beeteedub I call it "do-doing" as in "fais-do-do" which is literally, "to do the sleep" in french. pronounced doe-doe
ollieideal
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when u save ur own piss after a draught to give more clean tests
candycandy
Bluelighter
I don't know about on the rocks part, but otherwise it sounds fucking awesome. Too bad it'll never happen in this prudish country.
TwistedReality
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You smoke like three cigarettes a day, but go through three lighters a week.
Every article of clothing you own has either cigarette burns from nodding out, or random splotches of color from wiping the coating off pills.
You think it's weird that people actually blow up balloons and use them for parties.
Every article of clothing you own has either cigarette burns from nodding out, or random splotches of color from wiping the coating off pills.
You think it's weird that people actually blow up balloons and use them for parties.
I was always a very regular cycler, 28th of every month to the tee even off the pill. After a year of IV heroin, I missed 8 months completely. It resumed my 6th month into MMT and I got pregnant a week after my first cycle. I did not carry the pregnancy to term, and did not cycle again for another 8 months or so. Case in point, dope has been relatively gentle on my body (great physicals and blood work) but has wrecked absolute havoc on my reproductive system.
flacky
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Just now:
You nod out and your last rig falls into the trash can next to your desk uncapped. Knowing that you'll need it, you take it out and put some alcohol on it so it will be "all good"
Plus, almost everything in there is alcohol pads, toothpicks, and used qtips anyways.
You nod out and your last rig falls into the trash can next to your desk uncapped. Knowing that you'll need it, you take it out and put some alcohol on it so it will be "all good"
Plus, almost everything in there is alcohol pads, toothpicks, and used qtips anyways.
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RaptureofVertigo
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I feel the same way. Like I avoid situations where I know people will be drinking because I know there's no way I can deal with drunk people sober. I used to drink a lot before I started using H, but now even the smell of alcohol puts me off.
GoldenLovely
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Oh God, this....So much!
I was actually thinking this very same thing the other day. Seems everyone I know loves pot and goes on about how awesome it is. It does NOTHING for me.
Well, no that's not quite true...It does make me feel hungry and paranoid, but those aren't what I consider enjoyable states of being.
And drinking just makes me feel dizzy and for lack of a better term, icky. I don't know how anyone can enjoy it, but seems like most people do.
The only drugs that makes me feel decent are those that caress my opiate receptors. I wish it were different, but its just the way my brain works.
ech0s85
Bluelighter
if when you take a shit you have to wipe your tears instead of your ass
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