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I remembered some of the side affects of this crazy time I had, so here I will explain it for those of you who enjoy reading. It might be a bit long but hey, some people enjoy this stuff some people don't.

My first ecstasy use (not heavy) started when me and my 2 best friends did it in his basement monthly it was awesome because we bonded so much.

So my heavy ecstasy use started when the perfect group was formed, me and my best friend (like brotherly best friend) hooked up with our old friend who we used to hang out but sort of got disconnected with. We new his girlfriend and her best friend because they went to our school but we never really talked to them at school. I then got introduced to his girlfriends best friend and right from the start we had a thing for each other, this then developed into doing ecstasy every weekend for around 2 months until we took a break. It was the best time of my life because she was my first love and so beautiful.

Day 1 Friday

During our first 2 months of dating and doing ecstasy together towards the last week of that we had this crazy party at her place, but not your typical party. It was around 6 super close friends at my girlfriends place and we got a bunch of super cheap E but it was good. Yellow aliens, one of my friends did 12 caps that day (through out the whole day) but that night I did 7. This was in the span of say around 6 hours. Peaking the whole time <3. It was so intense we were all just sitting around talking doing normal things people do when they roll.

Day 2 Saturday

It was just me, my girlfriend, and her sister, and we all did about 7 caps in the night but these were white channels, they were speedy more un clean caps but they weren't that shitty (I mean the amount we were doing any caps would fuck you up). We snorted some, popped some, parachuted some. What ever we needed to do in different situations to get the buz we needed in the right amount of time.

Day 3 Monday

I woke up at around 6PM on Monday and passed out later that night i don't remember much but i felt like a complete zombie. The next following week - two weeks this is what happened.

For the first 2 days I had sleep paralysis this is from depleted melatonin. To give you a little taste of how bad sleep paralysis is: Imagine waking up but not being able to move (you can open your eyes but your body is paralyzed still and crazy visuals going on you start to panic about why you cant move but slowly you come back. I couldn't sleep alone i had to sleep with my parents that night (not with but on a couch beside my mom) because i literally thought i was going insane It felt like i could dream while being awake and things would scare me that usually wouldn't. Anyways enough about dreaming.

I would get this feeling in my spine were it would almost twitch and tingle and sometimes i couldn't stop it and it would go on for seconds. When this happened i would lose all balance and almost fall over then regain all my balance. If it happened for a while I would almost black out but i never did. Imagine trying to go to school with this shit...

Anyways I never really new what the spine thing was from don't say something simple like the ecstasy draining the fluid in your spine. Feel free to post your experiences if you have any devastating ones.

Just thought Id share.
 
Oh god, haha, sounds crazy.
Once a friend and I went to this really STUPID dealer and I bought 20 white shaped stars off of him for 20 dollars, was hilarious, anyways, they were PACKED with meth.

I drop one, didn't feel anything.
Drop another an hour later, still nothing.
Drop two more an hour later, NOTHING.
Drop one more, start to feel a come up. Now I'm thinking, oh my fucking god, what have I done, this is going to be TOO intense, I won't be able to handle it. So I smoke some weed, and BAM right in my face the peak, and I don't mean the normal MDMA peak I mean full on hallucinations, blacking out, everything is melting and breathing, it was FUCKED. The entire time I was thinking, don't worry, this will only last a few hours.

So 12 hours rolls by and I'm STILL peaking, I'm thinking - Holy fuck what have I done, I'm too high. But my friend who is ALSO high is saying "Don't worry, it's the meth, this is normal."

I tried to sleep, and nothing worked. I drank a pint and a half of vodka, couldn't sleep, I just got more fucked. I took 6 Tylenol 3's to knock me out, stupid idea, the codeine in them got me even higher.

Another 12 hours rolls by. Yes, this is 24 hours since I first dropped them. STILL high as fuck, hallucinating, everything. My friend is having the same thing, he's still high.

It was SHIT. I was SO scared haha, I was NOT expecting it. In total I was high for 38 hours! I couldn't stand it!

I really learned my lesson hah! I have no idea why I decided to keep taking more, it was the worst thing I've EVER done.
 
i love the dream while awake feeling, but i can see why some people would freak out.
 
Wait....did you just say "melatonin"? I think you meant serotonin. Melatonin is what determines your skin color I believe
 
Those sound insane ... 38 hours, seriously? Hah. Last time I was on mdma, I continued to redose and after like 20 hours, it just didn't hit me anymore ... the last like four or five that I took had no effect on me. Maybe if I took more ... but I knew that would be pushing it!

And about the sleep paralysis, I don't get it, but I know someone who does. Is this caused by drugs? Or just "accentuated" because of the drugs? Any way to fix it that you know of?
 
i guess the time I consumed 2 grams of molly in the course of 4 nights would be fitting. My homie told me he had fire molly so I said what the hell and picked up 2 grams. First time buying molly, i didn't really realize how much it was.

First night: I just got it and was excited to test it out so I railed a line, parachuted a bit (I was eyeballing amounts this whole experience...super bad idea I need to figure out actual doses next time instead of just dipping and railing all night until the bag is empty). Took about .3 in all that night and rolled face, it was great because I'd taken a pretty good break before that. It was a wednesday night, I just sat at home and chilled.

2nd Night: Did the exact same thing, ate about .3 and chilled at home and rolled pretty hard, almost as good as the first night. I didn't even really feel that bad either the next day, rolling 2 days in a row for isn't a first.

3rd Night: I kind of knew I shuoldn't roll and I was planning on just drinking but I went over to my homies house and 3 of my homies were down to roll, (and they usually never are) and I stupidly thought, hey i got a shit load of molly, who cares if I rolled the past 2 nights I can still have a good time. Gave them a little bit and parachuted some myself. Took me way longer to come up that night, I was redosing pretty consistantly throughout the night. Went around to some parties, I don't really remember much but eventually I got back home.

I'd gone through a gram at this point and pulled out the other. I remember sitting in my room railing lines bymyself until sunrise, it was scary because I just couldn't stop. I would rail a line, feel it for about 20 minutes, and then rail another. I woke up in the morning and had about half a gram left, which means I ate/snorted about 3/4 of a gram in a night.

4th Night: ate the remaining half a gram and went to some house party. I came up slow, and although I could feel the physical side effects of the molly, I honestly had no empathy or happiness. I was just starting to feel shitty about the whole situation, and I was pissed that I couldn't roll good. I was out of molly though so I got pretty drunk and then went and got a gram of coke. Blew through a bunch of that later in the night, it was good coke so it satisfyed me for the moment but the next morning I woke up feeling like shit.

Next 2 weeks were straight hell, I never want to roll even 2 nights in a row ever again. I think I may have damaged myself for a long time, I've tried rolling twice since then and it wasn' that great both times. I plan on taking a 6 month break, or longer if no opportunities arise. Lesson def learned, that is by far one of the stupidest things I have ever done. This experience made me like mdma a lot less, as of right now I have no desire to roll for a very long time but we'll see as time passes.
 
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