fernsal1
Bluelighter
ok thanks everyone for the great advice.
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No, it won't ever be like the first time. That's because the first time is a completely new experience, something new and unexpected. However, I can't speak for anyone else, but my first time was not even close to my best roll. I have had many great nights on MDMA that were SO much better than my first one.
Take some time off, pace yourself, surround yourself with good people and good music. Don't compare each roll to your last one, it's not your last one, but it can be better if you let it be.
That's not 100% true. While it will never be like your first time (TM), if you take a really long break (several years) and then drop with the right set and setting, I think it can be pretty much the same thing as your first time.
To the OP:
I'd say it also helps to do it with people who've never done MDMA before. Every time I've rolled with someone who is trying for the first time, it reminds me of my own first experience. It's like I get a contact high from the innocence of their experience.