☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis

[Flarestar89]

oh yeah flarestar, in case you didnt know, last night i fuckign SHARED my goddamn molly.
alone i was not
so fuck off. 8)

Jesus Christ, was the calmness and kindness in my message not apparent? I suppose I did make an assumption, and I apologize for that; but in that assumption I in no way expressed the sort of negativity you have felt the need to respond with. I have not spoken to you in this manner, and I do not appreciate being spoken to this way.

 

[adrian89987]

raar

 

[Flarestar89]

rawrrrrrrr!

 

[Delsyd]

awww

rawr back at ya

 

[Assphace]

img fail?

 

[Delsyd]

img fail?

post fail

 

[Assphace]

ah well, whatever works i suppose.

i've had a lot of desire to do a lot of dxm lately... i've done it thrice in the last two weeks, and i'm thinking about doing it again tonight.

but i figure it'll be alright cause i'll do it a while then i won't touch it again for months.

 

[Delsyd]

im only messin around.
the image didnt work and i changed it.

id lay off the DXM for a bit.
It cant be good to do it too often.

 

[Flarestar89]

ah well, whatever works i suppose.

i've had a lot of desire to do a lot of dxm lately... i've done it thrice in the last two weeks, and i'm thinking about doing it again tonight.

but i figure it'll be alright cause i'll do it a while then i won't touch it again for months.

I've never done DXM (though it sounds interesting, I'm really just not comfortable ingesting that much cough syrup, though I suppose you can get it just the compound), but is there any particular reason you don't have to touch it in months? Is is habit-forming?

If not, do it as you will, I suppose. I mean, I guess I'd say... I've kind of learned that trips that I just sort of end up doing without huge motivation ("Hey, I've got drugs, I could be on them. Why not?") aren't always the most rewarding. Maybe that's just me?

I almost linked a cute picture of a baby in a dinosaur outfit... that's on a family's blog. They really should make those private. be kind of odd to have your kid end up on PD social. Just saying...

I was thinking the "I love you" thing, too! And on that note,

Rawrrr!

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

 

[Roger&Me]

It's a celebration, bitches :D
-Rick James

 

[Assphace]

yeah, you're prolly right.

last time i did it was tuesday, i ate 300mg of gelcaps at 10 and drank a large delsym 3 hours later. that was a great night. i must have smoked like 10 cigars between tues night and wed. i was still feeling it a little on wed when a buddy invited me over, he smoked me out and we played some gin. after the first joint i was pretty strongly feeling it, and by the time we finished the second i was full blown gone, there's no way in hell i should have driven home like i did. i was supposed to drive to georgia on wed, but i didn't want to drive while i was still felling it the little bit that i was. kinda glad i decided not to and hung out with my buddy instead. was a little late to thanksgiving though lol

 

[Assphace]

I've never done DXM (though it sounds interesting, I'm really just not comfortable ingesting that much cough syrup, though I suppose you can get it just the compound), but is there any particular reason you don't have to touch it in months? Is is habit-forming?

If not, do it as you will, I suppose. I mean, I guess I'd say... I've kind of learned that trips that I just sort of end up doing without huge motivation ("Hey, I've got drugs, I could be on them. Why not?") aren't always the most rewarding. Maybe that's just me?

it's not really habit forming, no. it's supposed to be able to create a psychological dependence, but i'm not really too worried about that. the only reason i don't touch it for months is that it might be bad for you, i'm not for sure and cba to look it up lol. well, and the tolerance to it is really supposed to be a bitch and takes forever to get over.

i've never taken dxm for any kind of insight or anything, i just really like how it makes me feel. so it's always rewarding in that sense.

 

[helium-4]

Me myself I'm a heroin addict.I'm not sensitive about it. (I expect things like, for instance, my yuppie fuck of a step brother to act like an arrogant prick to me when I'm home for Thanksgiving because he thinks I'm a junkie lowlife. What can you do.)

LMA you seem quite sensitive about your drug use which is a sign of not being comfortable with it which says to me its something to be examined and thought over

And btw I'll be fucked if I sit on a harm reduction forum and encourage drug use I consider harmful, I dont really care of people are listening or not, I'ma preach it how i feel it :D

The guy was rolling... What the hell do you expect him to share with us (A DRUG FORUM).

I think it was a little ridiculous that you needed to point out that you believe he needs to question his drug use, or however you want phrase it, which he was in the middle of a roll, sharing his experience and his thoughts. Like he said, it was harshing his mellow. This is a psychedelic drug forum for fucks sakes, no one wants to hear some downer shit when your minds in more sensitive mode.

I understand the need to share the message of harm reduction, but like i said, I thought it was a little inappropriate. But that is just me.

 

[Flarestar89]

it's not really habit forming, no. it's supposed to be able to create a psychological dependence, but i'm not really too worried about that. the only reason i don't touch it for months is that it might be bad for you, i'm not for sure and cba to look it up lol. well, and the tolerance to it is really supposed to be a bitch and takes forever to get over.

i've never taken dxm for any kind of insight or anything, i just really like how it makes me feel. so it's always rewarding in that sense.

If it always works, perhaps you should plan it out, almost like on a calendar? Then you'll be sure not to have a nasty tolerance, OR nasty anything else. Also, though you're not worried about it, if the timing of substance use isn't of your own choosing, it's less likely to become a habit (because it's not based on certain situations, circumstances, so on).

Um, not that I'm suggesting this of course, but aren't there ways to get yourself pure DXM?

 

[SKL]

Rog et al., I find the anti-psychiatry/anti-psych med viewpoint to be extremely problematic. Most of us as drug users in our scene subscribe to the idea of "better living through chemistry;" I do not see any difference between BLTC via psych meds and BLTC through other chemicals, as long as it is well-informed and responsible. I think it's hypocritical in the extreme to denigrate one while advocating the other. Myself and a lot of other people here have been helped a great deal by psych meds. Now, I don't agree with the over-prescription of them in society in general, particularly SSRIs (which are drugs that I have serious reservations with and I consider to be the example par excellance of Big Pharma shoving harmful drugs down peoples throats unnecessarily) and ADD meds for kids. But people have real psychiatric needs and medications can be really helpful, and I do not think it is in the interests of harm reduction to encourage people not to do what can be helpful. It is in the interests of harm reduction however to encourage people to become well informed and consider the pro's and con's. But I get really bothered when people who otherwise advocate drugs start to get uptight about psych meds.

Cloudy, this is not just a DRUG FORUM, but it is a HARM REDUCTION forum. It is in no way reducing harm to cheer people on who are being self-destructive. If I share about my heroin use I wouldn't be shocked if people say that it is a problematic thing and something that I should work on. I consider LMA's MDMA use to be problematic and self-destructive, and it is something that he needs to think on deeply. And I would hope that the openness and introspection that can be generated by this drug could be put to use for him to reflect on what is going on in his life and his drug use. That's utilizing the therapeutic potential of the drug, not just shoving chemicals into your brain for sheer hedonism. Like I said, I think bluelight is a place for people to discuss drugs,and to be honest and supportive of one another. I refuse to be an enabler for something that I see as problematic. And here you have a guy who essentially does very little other than post about how high he is, and that in itself I see as a problem, and I think it's only appropriate that people post in response to those posts how much of a problem him getting high all the damn time is. I really wish that when I was his age people had been more harsh towards me about my drug use and less encouraging and enabling. It might have saved me a lot of pain,suffering & misery, or it more likely just would've ticked me off, but then again, it probably would have to some extent given me pause and given me something to think about. LMA needs something to think about as regards the path he is going down which is a dark one.

 

[Flarestar89]

SKL's first paragraph pretty much summarizes what I was trying to get at. Though I rambled a bit more. I have seen people on here criticized or treated harshly when speaking of their psychiatric drug use, and I think that's the opposite of harm reduction. It's kind of like making fun of a diabetic because he uses insulin. It really is like that, if the person has a mental disorder. Life is a lot fucking harder (like not having insulin...) without the treatment.

 

[Flarestar89]

Like he said, it was harshing his mellow.

What do you think he's doing to everyone else when he literally cusses us out for showing concern, or giving advice? In my case, overall, KIND advice. Though yeah, one could think SKL is being harsh, at the least he's giving coherent thoughts and responses and not just cussing out anyone who says what he doesn't like to hear. Quite honestly, we're some semblance of a community at the LEAST, we're not just a bunch of comments at the end of a web page. And I think it's bullshit for anyone on here to talk to me like that, or to anyone else.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

how is rolling OCCASIONALLY so harmful?
leave me alone.

 

[SKL]

SKL's first paragraph pretty much summarizes what I was trying to get at. Though I rambled a bit more. I have seen people on here criticized or treated harshly when speaking of their psychiatric drug use, and I think that's the opposite of harm reduction. It's kind of like making fun of a diabetic because he uses insulin. It really is like that, if the person has a mental disorder. Life is a lot fucking harder (like not having insulin...) without the treatment.

yep

What do you think he's doing to everyone else when he literally cusses us out for showing concern, or giving advice? In my case, overall, KIND advice. Though yeah, one could think SKL is being harsh, at the least he's giving coherent thoughts and responses and not just cussing out anyone who says what he doesn't like to hear.

I totally do sound harsh these days. I've learned a lot of hard lessons in the past year or so (well,longer than that,but the past year or so--while I was absent from BL--I learned a LOT.) And I just dont believe in pulling punches anymore. People are gonna know what I think. And every time that I am criticizing people around here for their drug use, deluded worldviews,whatever, I am doing it out of LOVE, because I care about you guys, all of you, even the ones that irritate the hell out of me,and I believe that as a community we need to support one another even if that entails some tough love.