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Going in and out of reality, don't like this

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hardcheeba

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I've been really into Klonopins lately (never thought I'd leave opiates), but something that infuriates me more than anything is one minute I'm feeling completely sedated and at ease without a care in the world, then all of a sudden reality comes back to me in a menacing way. I mean I'll admit I just want to get high, but who doesn't. I'm not trying to escape reality, but when I take the pill i expect to be in my own world for a couple hours. Is this just a mental block of sorts that I have or do i just need more?
 
Benzodiazepines such as Klonopin don't really provide an "escape" from reality. I suppose if you take an ungodly amount of them you'll be out of reality for at least a while, but so much in a good way, at least in my opinion.

Benzos work on your GABA receptors, and are great for anxiety, muscle relaxation, sedation, and so on. If you are truly wanting to escape from reality, perhaps try a different class of drugs. Hallucinogens are great for the experience and insight they are capable of providing; there are literally thousands of Phenylethylamines and Tryptamines, thanks to Alexander Shulgin, which can provide many different temporary paths away from reality. These drugs should be treated with respect though, and are not for everyone, so do your research before you consider taking anything new.

If you just want to get high, smoke some weed. Have a few drinks and pop a Klonopin. I'm not going to tell you where to go from there if those substances aren't cutting it. If you are set on finding out, I suppose you'll find your way there eventually.

Don't abuse Benzos though, seriously. It is the worst class of drugs to play around with and end up addicted to, maybe with the exception of Barbiturates.
 
You might be spacing out, or dissociating, which may make you feel kind of unpleasant when you are coming back to focusing in reality. I don't have any suggestions, beyond possibly not using clonazepam or other benzos daily, and tapering if you must to get to that point.

morphonorconic said:
Don't abuse Benzos though, seriously. It is the worst class of drugs to play around with and end up addicted to, maybe with the exception of Barbiturates.
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I agree with this. Just look at how many famous people died due to an overdose/intolerance to Seconal.
 
Not to mention all the not so famous people..^^ but who cares about them.8)




Just kidding, i know you didn't mean it that way. =D
It's still a good point none the less. As well as the point about benzos. If you want a sedated dreamy escape, i would recommend opiates. But even then, out of the sake of harm reduction, please don't do them everyday. If you must its a better choice then opiates but even so it won't be fun down the road, and not as far down as you might think.
 
Benzo's can lack that "excitement" kind of high that you can get from other drugs. Like the euphoria from opiates, along with the opiate rush, and the rush and intense experience a stimulant can provide, as well as the out of body/out of mind experience that psychadelics can give you, etc....

Benzo's are more of a functional drug, in that they are used for a certain purpose or function.....calming effects and possibly muscle relaxtion......and thats it really. And those effects rarely, if ever, bring a sort of "spark" to the experience that the other drugs I mentioned can do....but thats also why most of the drugs I listed are illegal, because that "spark" usually comes with some serious consequences and therefore should not be taken lightly. Well, benzos should not be taken lightly either, but if used correctly, you really shouldnt be able to tell if they are working on your body/mind at all. See what I mean?
 
imagine just starting to come down off a sick 4 day twak attak then of course your not in the best place so you pop some happy pills which are in this case 4mg lorazepam and 1400mg soma.. new mix.. stratin to feel it pretty good on the fone with a friend.. u get off and call them bak asking wen r they comin they say wut r u talkin bout u tell em off and hangup. You are on your computer bored then you see 1 of your friends(sort of a fuzzy picture) and strike up a conversation. he randomly dissapears wtf. im still expectin 2 be picked up so you sneak to unlok the doors so itz easier 2 open tha doors wen they get here.(dont 4get they arnt comin)And u go bak to ur room to wait and your friend and an asian dude uve seen at a dopehouse is just chillen and start talkin bout bs then somehow another homegurl shows up and were all chillen. but u turn ur head 4 asec and there gone. WTF. "comeon guys were are you??" you think they are up to something.. u really start to take it serious and then more shadows come at u like its crawlin on the floor, behind your computer all over so u pretty much so u go chasing 2 catch ur friends and with out fail u cant catch even1. so u get really mad and decide punching relentlessly mite work.. hmm... wont. well they drift off and ur back at ur computer 4 awhile when you hear whispers and you walk out your room and circle the premises and come back thinking the coast is clear.. then you hear it again from ur closet and decide your gettin robbed and decide ur best homeboy is in charge. so u bargain 4 him to come out and be like gotcha homie.. but he doesnt.. so this enrages you so u get a knife and a soap in a sock and go lookin then you open it to let em noe ur there but they dont budge you try to make them respond verbally or physically but they just wont budge... u leave 4 a sec and come back to find them hiding inside the bagged up and realize it wasnt ur homeboy cuz i saw the two burglars hair.. and u realize they are pretty pro because it looked like they sealed them selves inside the fake christmas trees.. u think to urself they are really sneaky. huh so u wanna let em knoe they arent and say whats up not that sneaky are we.. and u tell em u just robbed the rong pad.. and say if ur not gone in about in 10 seconds u are gonna take off on them... 10 seconds go by and u pound him hard the other 1 wuz female so.. and u tell em if ur not out itz just gonna get worst qwick. and they are some hard headed mofos. so u start workin ur foot in there face and u see him bleeding with his head popped a little out the bag. then u decide to scare em by stickin the knife in the bags but not deep enough to make contact. still will not budge then ur just like fuck the bullshit so u picked up the bag with the gurl in it like a sack of potatoes and the guy on the middle of the floor and looked at there faces.. they r some people u thot wer chill wit me so u let his ribs just have it hard and tell him hez fukin wit tha rong dude and i turn around and hes on the top shelf on the closet and im tryin to get him down 4 a while then he falls...My door opens its my dad and u tell him were getting robbed and u get a few more hits, kiks in and leave him behind the door and go over to him and he slowly gets to tellin u there is no one there and u tell him thats bullshit and that they prolly got away cuz we left so u run into the street tryin 2 find em but no luck.. then ur freakin out and ur parents are like chill and ur like wtf some1 just broke in my room and tthere like go smoke and chill then it hits u.. u kinda think u were trippen but kant tell... u pass out and wake up 2 the biggest mess allover ur roomm... 1NS4N3 1N TH3 M3M8R4N3!!** HAHA
any comments or reasoning on why that trip was so intense.. any experience like that???
 
muvolution said:
^ chill out dude. nobody should be that out of reality.[/QUOTE


wutever dude just a crazy experience i wanted 2 share and obviously you arent on my level.. appreciate the good and bads of you highs dont hate on others either if u cant relate..
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Well Klonopins don't really give you much of a high(unless you take a REALLY high dose) it's used for general anxiety NOT panic attacks..If you want to get F*CKING HIGH off a benzo take 2 or 3 xanax bars. Haha.
 
morphonorconic said:
Benzodiazepines such as Klonopin don't really provide an "escape" from reality. I suppose if you take an ungodly amount of them you'll be out of reality for at least a while, but so much in a good way, at least in my opinion.

Benzos work on your GABA receptors, and are great for anxiety, muscle relaxation, sedation, and so on. If you are truly wanting to escape from reality, perhaps try a different class of drugs. Hallucinogens are great for the experience and insight they are capable of providing; there are literally thousands of Phenylethylamines and Tryptamines, thanks to Alexander Shulgin, which can provide many different temporary paths away from reality. These drugs should be treated with respect though, and are not for everyone, so do your research before you consider taking anything new.

If you just want to get high, smoke some weed. Have a few drinks and pop a Klonopin. I'm not going to tell you where to go from there if those substances aren't cutting it. If you are set on finding out, I suppose you'll find your way there eventually.

Don't abuse Benzos though, seriously. It is the worst class of drugs to play around with and end up addicted to, maybe with the exception of Barbiturates.
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I thnk OP wants to get F*CKED up...and weed is NOT the way to go for that. I personally use marijuana to calm me down from any drug im on..although weed is suppose to get you as close as "psychosis" as you can
 
istayawake!! said:
muvolution said:
^ chill out dude. nobody should be that out of reality.[/QUOTE


wutever dude just a crazy experience i wanted 2 share and obviously you arent on my level.. appreciate the good and bads of you highs dont hate on others either if u cant relate..
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your post was not in any way legible or pertinent to the OP's question. Since you are still a Greenlighter, check out the GL's guide to Bluelight at the top of your screen.
Was not at all trying to flame you.

as for the OP, benzos can cause adverse contraindictory reactions in some people leading to rage/ anger/ panic.
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