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Benzos Missing Xanax...

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Asphid said:
The other day a buddy of mine game me 60 0.5mg Xanax on Wednesday. I took 4 Wednesday night, 2 Thursday morning, 2 Thursday evening, and 3 or 4 on friday to make the weekend get here faster. So I'll say I should have had 48 this morning. I have 9 now. Is it possible I ate them all? Considering 3.25mg the first time I took them erased the whole day, could almost 20mg of Xanax kill me?

I'm sorry if I seem totally stupid to you guys, I'm extremely new to pills.
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If you ride the xani train,you must leave your brain behind.I get 60 2mg bars every month and sure enough,there is always 1 day when the math doesn't add up.xanax are mind erasers.I try and keep mine in check because I do not want to go through benzo detox again.you probably were feeling good and forgot you ate"just a couple more".Those have always been my famous last words.
and I have taken way more than 20mgs,but I am also a seasoned junkie and not only have a high tolerance,but I have played have played this game for decades.It could kill you. Especially if you are on a bunch of other shit,but then again,what wouldn't,you know.be careful with benzos.highly addictive right of the bat.take less and drink grapefruit juice.the juice is a potentiator for xanax.Just take things in stride until you get a feel,brah.
 
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I had gotten them as a gift, and was hoping to make them last a while... Guess that ship has sailed. I've given up on finding them, if they turn up, great, when they don't, oh well. I doubt if I'll try them again, my buddy took a huge risk getting me those and if I'm just going to eat them all in one night, I don't really really need to keep putting him in that situation. Thanks a million for the information, again.
 
Okay, since you were in class, were you with friends? did any of them notice you slur your speach or popping more and more pills, they seem to magically fall out of your pocket when you have them also, i think thats part of the reason we find them in random places, along with, randomly placing them there. Anyways. You should be able to find someone that talked to you that day, they should be a little help...

Thought, I would have to say, if it were my guess, you ate them, I've done this before a few times also, bought 20 bars, took 2 to goto bed, and woke up with 3 left, I seriously tore the house apart cause I didnt think I had tkane em.
 
Prelude2TragedyII said:
Okay, since you were in class, were you with friends? did any of them notice you slur your speach or popping more and more pills, they seem to magically fall out of your pocket when you have them also, i think thats part of the reason we find them in random places, along with, randomly placing them there. Anyways. You should be able to find someone that talked to you that day, they should be a little help...

Thought, I would have to say, if it were my guess, you ate them, I've done this before a few times also, bought 20 bars, took 2 to goto bed, and woke up with 3 left, I seriously tore the house apart cause I didnt think I had tkane em.
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I took 4 with me on Friday, stuck them in my pocket. Left the rest in the bottle in my sock drawer. never take more than a couple pills with my at a time, so if I get caught or whatever I can just pop what I have and just have DUI instead of possession of a controlled substance or whatever. So I'm fairly certain I ate them after I got home, and now I'm completely out and prolly won't touch them for a long, long time.

EDIT: In regards to friends, I don't actually have any, hence why I resort to drugs for happy.
 
It tough for xanax to kill you all by itself. If you did that and had just one drink, it could kill you. Blackout and loss of memory absolutely. I've done something like this before, not as many as you. Xanax is scary like that, absolutely kills your memory
 
Holy shit. That sort of thing is scary, seriously. Makes me a little nervous thinking about my benzo stash. The damned things are really moreish. I've always managed to control myself, but i have enough to really do some damage if i were to lose control...

I have a harder time controling use of alcohol and carbamates than benzos, but all GABAergics really make me want to redose. Closest i've come is a somewhat unnerving experience with soma, though i stayed out of the stuff that wasn't locked up.

IIRC, there was someone on BL who calculated that he took 330 mg of xanax in a weekend, and another who had phenazepam powder, i think either half g or a g, and took enough to black out, and the next thing he remembered was waking up in the hospital overdosing on heroin, having wrecked his car, blown his bank account, etc in a 3 week blackout phenaz binge.
 
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I've heard a lot of stories like that. One guy was buying phenazepam from someone really sketchy. The dealer dipped a knife in it and made him take a bump. Next thing he knew he woke up in the hospital 2 days later handcuffed to a bed being interrogated by the police. He had crashed his car and was arrested on DUI/drug charges. He had the phenazepam, some old school barbiturates, Heroin and Meth. He had never done or bought/sold H or Meth before and had no idea where or how he got it.

Not too mention he was pretty seriously injured. Benzos, especially phenazepam are really scary with the blackouts. They're kinda harmless if you don't mix them with anything and you're just sitting at home. But if your out and about your gonna find some trouble somehow. I used to take xanax regularly and there were a couple nights that I had no idea how I got home, but I definitely drove my car. Really scared me a bunch, glad I'm done with that shit!
 
Yep you never think you are fucked up enough on benzo's but you are. I am usually very cautious about my drug intake but when i'm on bars or even a single one i will mix norcos with it and alcohol(reasonable doses). I always think i'm good to do more, i'm not fucked up enough. Thats the danger with benzos
 
Yeah benzos don't really get you high so its hard to judge. I guess for awhile they get you sort of high. They just get me content and after prolonged use they just make me a little tired. Its easy to keep doing more and more and more chasing a high thats never gonna come.
 
This is interesting to me because I am no stranger to benzo's by any means. Especially xanax. And I have gone on xanax binges a hundred times, yet I have never had a problem, not once, with losing pills, or forgetting that I had taken them. I mean, I would always remember when I took the pills, how many I took, and when I dosed again and how much etc...
Of course I always found that after about 10mg's tops of alprazolam there really isnt much more to be gained so I would usually stop there. And I never woke up with less than I thought I should have.
Dont get me wrong, I still always had the blackouts when I took too much or with other drugs, and I would usually forget ALOT of the time period I was on the bars, but I somehow always managed to keep track of how many pills I had eaten. Maybe thats cuz I would always give myself a limit before hand on how many I planned on taking that night or day or whatever, and even though I would get fucked up on the bars, I guess my brain didnt want to go back on its word....i dunno??

So when I read about your missing pills, it makes me feel like you more than likely hid them without relizing it, or else someone took them. You never know who would steal from you. Because if you actually took 20+ mg's of alprazolam with no tolerance, you should of had a SERIOUS benzo hangover. I mean, in my personal experience and in my experience watching others, if you took that much xanax, you would end up sleeping for like 24 hr's. And then wake up and not be able to remember ANYTHING from the past like 2-3 days, and you would feel groggy for a whole other 2 days after you get up. I mean, thats ALOT of alprazolam.
If I were you, I wouldnt give up the search, and dont be shy when questioning possible suspects for theft.
I just have a hard time imagining a newbie to benzo's taking 20+ mg's and then waking up the next day feeling about normal, wondering where his pills went. Your body and mind should have had to deal with ALOT more consequences than that.

Thats just my opinion, I really hope you find the pills.
 
HlPPlE said:
uh you prob got jacked by a fiend, 'pinching the sack'
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yea thats what im thinkin.

that shit happens like 10 times every second all over the world.

and you never know who it could be. my dad stole my sack once. so i just stole it back.
 
jamesBrown said:
yea thats what im thinkin.
that shit happens like 10 times every second all over the world.
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like every-time you let someone touch or see your drugs, be it friend, family or otherwise they will pinch it, and never send some to buy drugs for you or it will be short guaranteed

If i were the OP i would never let whoever stole from you near your again, personally I would kick his ass but this is a harm reduction site so i cant condone that. :\
 
I actually find the benzo 'hang over' to be very nice, not a hang over at all like a serious after glow. The mornings waking up after taking a bar and drinking or something are always refreshing for me, which doesn't seem to happen with any other drug. The trouble comes when that next day has passed, i get a little jittery and general anxiety is increased.
 
F1n1shed said:
I actually find the benzo 'hang over' to be very nice, not a hang over at all like a serious after glow. The mornings waking up after taking a bar and drinking or something are always refreshing for me, which doesn't seem to happen with any other drug. The trouble comes when that next day has passed, i get a little jittery and general anxiety is increased.
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yes, thats how i feel too.......after a bar or two.....this guy supposedly ate more than 20mg's of xanax. BIG DIFFERENCE. I dont care who you are, theres no happy, clear morning for anyone who eats that much alprazolam.
 
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