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Mephedrone Addiction

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went on a 16 hour meph and booze bender on the weekend, been feeling dizzy and fucked for days. lost count of how many times ive told myself ive gotta lay off it and never touch it again
 
same here, been up for 24 hours here in NY and still very high on meph. Ive been using it for over 8 months and my last dose was an hour ago, thinking about another one but not sure since it does give a little bit of palpitations. Since the ban In the UK, i told myself i would stop (there final hits and final hits) Getting mephedrone has only got more easy since now there are multiple vendors that's sell it in the US. The come down is horrible, you cant even walk up stairs without even feeling your blood pressure ride.

I think i may have really messed with my dopamine levels now that ive been using about 20gs a month for a few months. any suggestions on supplements i can take to maybe help with the withdrawal? i know L-tyrosine but anything that might make it easier to stop.
 
ColtDan said:
went on a 16 hour meph and booze bender on the weekend, been feeling dizzy and fucked for days. lost count of how many times ive told myself ive gotta lay off it and never touch it again
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I dunno if "never touch it again" might be a little unrealistic given your usage. My mum was a heavy smoker throughout her adult life & tried to stop smoking a hundred times but never did... until (1) Her doctor warned of death within 5 yrs & (2) it was too late anyway...

Far better to have a habit & CONTROL it, than to reform entirely. But if reformation is your ultimate aim, in some cases exerting control over your problem is an excellent first step. Equally, some people cannot "cut down" & have to cold turkey it.

The trick is to learn what works for you, make a serious decision & commit yourself 1000%! You can do it, we all can do it!

& when coming across new intoxicants, moderation, moderation, moderation! Dont go headfirst into regular use of ill-researched new chemicals, or anything you arent thoroughly familiar with.

& sorry if I sound preachy... I dont mean too, I'm just trying to help & promote harm-reduction.

Good luck once again, & big peace out to all & anyone battling all & any addiction!
 
my habit is under control, no more than 500mg a night one night a week. i trigger my habit off with alcohol, i cant seem to go out and drink without wanting this nasty shit. then i end up doing some and regretting it, as it makes me feel awful for days. plus all the meph is horrible and cut. i do have quite a good amount of self contol, i cut down from smoking 10 cigs a day to smoking only on the evenings of weekends. meph was amazing... now its taking its toll
 
it's really hard to not take it if you have it near to you, best thing is to not buy it and wait 2-3 months and then you wont feel the addiction anymore, its like to forget the nice effects.
 
even when i dont have it i go out trying to find it. but only when im drunk. i need to stop drinking for awhile
 
Not really sure how this forum works. Im new! Thought id add my 2cents worth. started doing mcat just at weekends, for about a month and a half this was plain sailing. then ended up doing it in college *just a few keys* to sort out my comedown.!. ended up dropping out of college 3 months later. 4 grams a day was a minimum standard. As i was selling it this was nothing to me at the time. Friends and debts, it turns out, dont go together. for 6 months after that. It was an all day every day kinda thing. Mephedrone Psychosis Is no laughing matter. For 3 months Iv been off it now, And on the right track. Iv a girlfriend and a part time job. But because i messed up my college, Iv watched all the people i grew up with go off to university. I was an addict. The past year and a half is a blur.
 
Heavy!

For anyone interested, I've found combining very low doses of meph with MDAI makes the experience last longer & reduces the amount of Meph I use in any given evening. I swallow the MDAI & sniff the meph & found my usage easier to control.

50mg of MDAI oral (the white crystal, not that brown/tan stuff), with a couple 20 or 30mg lines Meph.
 
Higglethehoff said:
Not really sure how this forum works. Im new! Thought id add my 2cents worth. started doing mcat just at weekends, for about a month and a half this was plain sailing. then ended up doing it in college *just a few keys* to sort out my comedown.!. ended up dropping out of college 3 months later. 4 grams a day was a minimum standard. As i was selling it this was nothing to me at the time. Friends and debts, it turns out, dont go together. for 6 months after that. It was an all day every day kinda thing. Mephedrone Psychosis Is no laughing matter. For 3 months Iv been off it now, And on the right track. Iv a girlfriend and a part time job. But because i messed up my college, Iv watched all the people i grew up with go off to university. I was an addict. The past year and a half is a blur.
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well going to uni is fun but how many of them will come out with a degree and sail into work? not that many.

go back to college but once you get your a levels THINK about the job at the end of a degree if you want to go. uni leaves you with shitloads of debt, make it worthwhile
 
Higglethehoff said:
Iv watched all the people i grew up with go off to university.
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and straight into Tele-sales.

You should cut your self up about the fact your mates are all of to Uni. Unless they are all studying Law, Medicine, accountancy most of them will get middle of the road jobs as degrees are so de-valued.
 
I've forgotten what it's done to my memory... ;)

I left school at 15 & honestly, I've never looked back. I hated school, it's indoctrination, not education! I was bored, & pretty much sleep-walked through my classes. The only time I failed at anything was when I had to work at it, coz I couldnt be bothered... I couldnt stand being told what to do by teachers or prefects or anyone else for that matter. I hated all the cliques & hierarchies, & only rarely got on with my peers (if you can call them that Lol). I learned more in the 6 months after I quit school than I did in my years of indoctrination coz I had all the time in the world to read my dads books & I wasnt so tired after a day-of-crap-at-school that I couldnt sneak into town late at night after my mum had gone to bed & educate myself in the pleasures of the night ;)

I appreciate that I may have missed a social scene at uni but I was conning my way into 18 & over nite-clubs by 16 so I didnt miss out on anything imo!
 
I myself went threw a real bad stage in my life with mephedrone,bubbles. I managed to come off them april this year. I first started taking the drug about the start of last year, i was working as a floor layer on alright wages and took my first bubble i had took ectasy before and a healthy weed smoker. i wouldt say i was hooked straight away on the drug but it did become my weekend drug where i would go out with all my mates get steaming drunk then order a gram of mephedrone. i could squeeze 14 to 20 lines out a gram back then, then when it moved closer to october time i began partying in at my friends house still drinking and taking drugs but now the bubbles were out and i was getting them cheap off a good friend, i started buying them to sell to my friends, then i realised how much i could make so talked to my good friend about getting layed on, i first started on 50 but soon grew to selling 600 capsuals a weekend 4 pound per capsual not bad... (FORGOT TO MENTION I LOST MY JOB BY NOW FOR GOING IN ON BUBBLES) but i was dabbling into my profit fair enuf i still came away with 400 quid or so. but then i started punting the grams of mephedrone, i started taking a shot glass putting a gram of mepherdrone (PF) into the glass and some red bull then heated in microwave for 8 seconds bang oot my nut, i then started getting very paranoid thinking i had pissed my self nd people were talking about me i would continue to use the drug, then the last straw came when i started stubbing fags out on my head and running about shop roofs i got arrested then released i dont know why, walked into the shop got a bottle of vodka and red rooster ended up drinking that feeling horribble the next day and thats when i realised i had to stop pretty much it was hard i have to admit.
 
ive took the odd line from here and there and still say its not for me cause i just get sweaty on it and dont see the point
 
Plunkeye said:
ive been struggling with mephedrone addiction for over a year now. how the fuck do u just give this stuff up? longest ive gone without it is three weeks. but first oppurtunity and i buy again? i hate it but its so good? since the ban on head shops its been hard to get and has been cut with other crap so much u dont know what your doing. help anyone?
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i give it up when it got banned and turned to shit.. after a year and a half on it. at the start it was about 4 times a week then i simply said no more and cut down to once a week. didnt take much will power as i find it more moreish than addictive.
i would still have the odd bit but only if its from someone i trust and i know its good. but most available now is shit.. although i tried an rc i was recommended the other week and found it very similar. closest iv tried by far and better than any of the cut shit about.
dont like taking something i dont know what it is but.

you much experience with other drugs?
 
i've tried mephedrone quite a few times. it's really amazing stuff. my last experience with it, 3g up my nose over about 12 hours. i couldn't have felt worse. awake for so long, heart pounding, horrible paranoia. it's too fiendish. i've decided to never go near it again.

i will miss her though. at least methylone exists :)
 
yeah its fucking fiendish.

the morishness is the worst part of mephedrone.

i do miss it tho.
 
ColtDan said:
went on a 16 hour meph and booze bender on the weekend, been feeling dizzy and fucked for days. lost count of how many times ive told myself ive gotta lay off it and never touch it again
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16 hours? - Not bigging myself up but try 168+ (A week and however many hours into that week before crashing)
 
It's mega-fiendish! The longest I stayed with it was 72 hours. The last few lines I did, I was seeing letters and numbers run out of the crystals I was crushing up, like in the Matrix. I will never go near it again.
 
just a quick ?, kinda off topic, I have used for two months now, regularly, and have developed a sore inside my nose, pus, pain, not really infected though....is this common? and what can be done to fix it?
 
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