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The Social Thread Cuddle Puddle!! Ver. Thizzlam's mom is watching

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Wow, I had just one of the most magical nights I ever had with this substance. 3 persons, 2 of them with little to almost no experience, one of them candyflipping for the first time, resulting in the huggy cuddly PLUR 'arms around everyone' unit of pure pleasure, floating around the dance floor. Sharing smiles and good energy with the rest of the crowd. That was really sensational and even if my memory is a bit too 'dream state like', I think I will never forget this.

Thanks for this night and beautiful substance <3

€: I have to say that I haven't rolled so often on partys so far and when I did there wasn't always someone areound I knew who would like to roll with me :(.
 
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Yes, yes, I am rolling.. so fucking hard. I just walked across the street to the gas station to bum a smoke, and somehow ended up with a free half gram of tar and a ginormous key-bump of molly.... I swear to God this day just went from zero to eleven faster than the speed of light! :D

It was totally fucking crazy. As this was happening, a double rainbow appeared in the sky out of nowhere. It wasn't even raining. I'd like to think it was some sort of sign! Or perhaps I'm just really fucked up.. idk.

*hugs everyone and runs down the street with a huge shit-eating grin.*
 
What would you give to relive Honeymoon?

My honeymoon was beautiful. I got the full MDMA experience.Raves, girls, lights, close ties, private parties and good highs. Sure there were some dark times, but mostly the good memories stand out to me....so many awesome rolls....

I wouldnt want to change any of them. Like that song by Jose Amnesia and Jennifer Rene

I wouldnt change a thing.

So many awesome roll partys, EDC07...TAO08... rolling by the ocean...getting close with people I cared about. Taking that yawn of bliss when your eyes roll into the back of your head and you let the music carry you away and let out a deep breath of menthol.

It makes me sad to think those days is gone. I want to re-live them. I cant believe its all gone by already. :(

Now I chase the high with shitty neoraver pills who contain god knows what and chase it with a bud light, hoping I could chase the high or re-capture the magic. Yes Mastersplinter has a sad story indeed, blah blah blah.

But I wouldnt change those early years for nuthin. :D <3

Would you change anything?
 
The only thing i'd change is maybe I should have been slightly older in the glory days. 14-16 is too young to be abusing mdma - some amazing times I wouldn't change though. :)
 
I would change just the time that I abused it. I have some friends that are barely getting into it and they want to do it again right away after their first time and I gave them a pretty good lecture on spacing out their rolls and I told them that I wish I had somebody tell me this when I started, hopefully they'll listen. I understand what you mean Master.. I have never seen so many bunked pills going around now a days and its ruining first experiences for a lot people and question why many of us do it. It sucks when something gets so popular and when shady people find out that they can make a quick buck out of it they tend to ruin it. Kind of like how electronic music is gaining momentum here in the U.S.A because the mainstream record labels found out they can make money off of it since E is so popular now and they know that so it made the rave scene more mainstream and got more the authorities attention. I remember all I needed was one and a half pressed pill or 2 pure molly capsules and I would be good for the rest of right and peaking for hours on in and now I get some good ones once or twice a year but most im just chillin and peaking for a little while but im still good and I dont want to take more because I dont want my tolerance to go up. Different vibes now a days.. I use to like to escape the realities of life and get lost for one night in music and good vibes now you gotta watch your back more often because theres more shady people around. But anyways my highlights were TAO08 also and tiesto's elements of life tour when it came through LA like 3 years ago. His last good performance in my opinion.
 
While, I don't think my MDMA experiences will ever be so mind blowing as my first time, I still have some fucking awesome experiencing that come really close. And this is 2.5+ years after I first tried MDMA.

Imo, like with any psychedelic, it's all about set and setting. If you don't over do it, and drop only with cool people in a cool environment. Any roll can be almost like your first.
 
Gonna roll on friday at a friends birthday! Can't wait! Gonna try and invite this chick who just started working at our office, hopefully she'll join in on the fun. :)
 
I dont think my honeymoon period is over yet? Yes the experiences are different now but not worse by a long shot.

I know I say this a lot but if you space out your rolls you can continue to use MDMA for years to come - so many people on here have abused the hell out of the drug and are now complaining it no longer works/magic has gone etc.

Listen to these people - abuse it and lose it.
 
Even if yer spacin out your beans and bein whats even semi responsible its just part of gettin older and then the experience is whats meant to change.

The people you enjoyed doin it with move on or swear it off, the parties gettin filled with wankers, the pills getting dog shittier...and people got less money to enjoy the party.

Even if you moderate it still change
 
MasterSplinter said:
Even if yer spacin out your beans and bein whats even semi responsible its just part of gettin older and then the experience is whats meant to change.

The people you enjoyed doin it with move on or swear it off, the parties gettin filled with wankers, the pills getting dog shittier...and people got less money to enjoy the party.

Even if you moderate it still change
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I hate these posts. Gets me depressed. Out of curiosity....how long on average does the honeymoon last? I just did it for the first time in June and once more (light dose though) on halloween. I want to know how much longer I can expect to enjoy this amazing chemical.
 
I agree with levictus, When i first started taking rolls 10 yrs ago, sure the pills were better, however hardly any of my friends did the drug and the few of us that did had to go to clubs that played shitty music with a poor atmosphere. Believe it or not, my best experiences off this drug were about 3 yrs later when i was in the service. The clubs and people i met will forever b etched in my memory.
 
EpicurusFire said:
I hate these posts. Gets me depressed. Out of curiosity....how long on average does the honeymoon last? I just did it for the first time in June and once more (light dose though) on halloween. I want to know how much longer I can expect to enjoy this amazing chemical.
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if youre spacing out your rolls by long periods of time and you're constantly getting clean pills, the honey moon will last for a LOOOONNNGGGG time.
i kind of abused my first year but i would say my first 7-10 rolls were amazing. they are sitll amazing today but those first several times were ridiculous!
 
MasterSplinter said:
Even if yer spacin out your beans and bein whats even semi responsible its just part of gettin older and then the experience is whats meant to change.

The people you enjoyed doin it with move on or swear it off, the parties gettin filled with wankers, the pills getting dog shittier...and people got less money to enjoy the party.

Even if you moderate it still change
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You said it - of course it changes, everything does as you get older. This doesnt mean it gets worse - we call it the honeymoon phase where everything seems perfect. Even after being married for 40 / 50 years people still enjoy being married but in a different way - if you continue to chase the high your only setting yourself up to fail.

EpicurusFire said:
I hate these posts. Gets me depressed. Out of curiosity....how long on average does the honeymoon last? I just did it for the first time in June and once more (light dose though) on halloween. I want to know how much longer I can expect to enjoy this amazing chemical.
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I've been using for over 20 years - the last time was two month ago when I had a fucking blast! Ibiza - thousands of clubbers all going mental :)

crobarkid said:
I agree with levictus, When i first started taking rolls 10 yrs ago, sure the pills were better, however hardly any of my friends did the drug and the few of us that did had to go to clubs that played shitty music with a poor atmosphere. Believe it or not, my best experiences off this drug were about 3 yrs later when i was in the service. The clubs and people i met will forever b etched in my memory.
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Again with age comes experience (Sorry if Im sounding like Yoda) - but a lot of people on here are using MDMA when they have to worry about school, living with parents, funding, being found out etc.

When you are your own boss, have a lovely home, dont have any worries about having to come down, being 'caught', having saucer eyes, finaces and you have learned not to give a flying fk about what people think of you then the experience changes. Is the experience the same as it was 20 years ago = NO, are the pills the same = NO, are the clubs/massives the same = NO - BUT is it still fun/do you still enjoy the experience/do you still get goosebumps when you hear that certain song, does the hairs on your neck/arms stand up when the beats are pounding, do you get a hugh grin on your face when the music starts and the rushes course though your body = HELL YEAH!
 
You know I can honestly say my days arent over. I rolled I think 2 weeks ago hoping that I hadnt lost the magic and lets just say I didnt because that was one of the bombest rolls Ive ever experienced.

Taking breaks really do help, my next roll wont be for another month, a friend of mine is coming through with some molly.
 
Bearlove said:
I've been using for over 20 years - the last time was two month ago when I had a fucking blast! Ibiza - thousands of clubbers all going mental :)
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Wow Bearlove thats a long time. How long do you wait in between your rolls?
 
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