marienbad
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So, in the past few months I've only gotten stoned a handful of times. I used to smoke daily, or at the very least weekly, and this is probably the longest I've gone without so much weed in at least 2, maybe 3 years. But after doing a good amount of acid several times recently I feel like cannabis is no longer something I need anymore. In fact, I've come to kind of dislike several aspects of it, especially in comparison with LSD and psychedelics in general.
Simply put, I feel like cannabis fogs up my mind. Conversation becomes difficult, stilted; I say things I don't mean or things simply come out the wrong way, and I feel self-conscious about it as a result. This is why I enjoy being stoned alone more than with others. It's because when I get stoned I just want to sit around, listen to my favorite music, chill on the internet, eat endless amounts of food, etc. In other words, just fulfill my most base desires. It's essentially, at least for me, more of a selfish drug than one fit for interacting with other people and taking into consideration others' desires and feelings.
Acid though (to take just one psych as an example) really supercharges conversation. It may come out awkward sometimes, but there's always a constant flow of novel (usually humorous) ideas. And - this is what makes such a difference for me - I don't feel the fogginess I do with weed. I can watch a particularly complex film that I already love, and I can really get into it and discover new things, perceive it in an intense, heightened way that resonates even long after the trip whenever I watch the same film again sober. But I can never watch my favorite movies stoned. My attention goes to a million other things at once, I can't make total sense of what I'm seeing let alone process complex ideas or symbolism... I just feel totally distracted and zoned-out.
Generally I just think I've gotten everything I can out of weed, whereas psychedelics always have something new to show. I mean, I used to be amazed at the ideas I would get stoned and the way my thought process changed but now it's no longer interesting to me, it's just familiar and boring because I'm not getting anything new out of it.
I'm going to wrap it up here because this is a long post, though there's more I could probably say... but yeah, I just wanted to start a discussion on cannabis and psychedelics and whether you guys have had a similar experience, of tripping turning you off getting stoned a bit.
Simply put, I feel like cannabis fogs up my mind. Conversation becomes difficult, stilted; I say things I don't mean or things simply come out the wrong way, and I feel self-conscious about it as a result. This is why I enjoy being stoned alone more than with others. It's because when I get stoned I just want to sit around, listen to my favorite music, chill on the internet, eat endless amounts of food, etc. In other words, just fulfill my most base desires. It's essentially, at least for me, more of a selfish drug than one fit for interacting with other people and taking into consideration others' desires and feelings.
Acid though (to take just one psych as an example) really supercharges conversation. It may come out awkward sometimes, but there's always a constant flow of novel (usually humorous) ideas. And - this is what makes such a difference for me - I don't feel the fogginess I do with weed. I can watch a particularly complex film that I already love, and I can really get into it and discover new things, perceive it in an intense, heightened way that resonates even long after the trip whenever I watch the same film again sober. But I can never watch my favorite movies stoned. My attention goes to a million other things at once, I can't make total sense of what I'm seeing let alone process complex ideas or symbolism... I just feel totally distracted and zoned-out.
Generally I just think I've gotten everything I can out of weed, whereas psychedelics always have something new to show. I mean, I used to be amazed at the ideas I would get stoned and the way my thought process changed but now it's no longer interesting to me, it's just familiar and boring because I'm not getting anything new out of it.
I'm going to wrap it up here because this is a long post, though there's more I could probably say... but yeah, I just wanted to start a discussion on cannabis and psychedelics and whether you guys have had a similar experience, of tripping turning you off getting stoned a bit.
