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Waiting for Payday to get some H....

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ZzopiatezZ

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I know this is a random post and prob some of yall out there can relate but I am ready for payday so I can pick up some tar. Friday is payday and im fiending bad. Im fighting it off with xanax. Just post whatever. i wouldnt mind hearing from someone who is blown out of their mind right now. Some oxy or H would be great. Fucking xanax makes me a zombie.

Just had to say whats on my mind
 
ZzopiatezZ said:
Just had to say whats on my mind
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fair enough....at least your honest.....

im two months sober on bupe........so im not loaded sorry.....

but i for sure know how you feel, and can relate.....
 
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This is journal material, but since it's still open I'll comment.

I keep telling myself I shouldn't fuck around with dope so much (really at all) or I'm going to get strung out again. I've been using 2 or 3 days a week lately, and today is payday for me. I kept telling myself Tuesday and Wednesday "ok this Thursday you're not buying any dope, you're going to stick to weed for a while." Here I sit, waiting for my dope guy to wake his ass up.

Going to get strung out again? More like dangling already.

~CTdopeLove
 
I just scored a nice fat gram of dope, did a decent sized shot, and I'm feeling great. I'm surprised I haven't nodded out in front of my computer yet and burned my fingers with my cigarette. Hey now!
 
not on the dope scene yet, sticking with other opiates (morphine and oxy) at the moment.. right now i got my oxy's for the next week :) but i just got a tax return of $500 nd waiting for a nice deal to pick up... sick of paying the rediculous price of oxy's its madddd i say!!!
 
The price of oxys is why I turned to heroin. I just couldn't justify paying 80 dollars a pill, when I could pay 40 and get high two or three times. At the time I was snorting, but then I had a "friend" shoot me up for the first time some while ago, and I been hooked on the needle since. I'm not sure if it's the rush or the high that makes me love shooting, or if it's the whole ritual of mixing the dope, putting the needle in and watching the blood shoot back into the needle. It's a beautiful sight in my eyes. Red means go.

edit: as stated in my previous post, now im starting to nod in front of the computer since i did another shot or two. ah...tomorrow will suck when i have no money.
 
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Thanks for all the replies fellahs. Im happy people out there can relate. I work in sales so im getting my normal check and my commission check. Its gonna be a good day. Plan on picking up a gram of tar and some diluadid. I would have to say though im happy with my drug of choice. My tar dealers smokes crack and that shit is bad. I have always hated cocaine and ecstasy and all that shit. Stickin with the opiates and I will be flying high by noon tomorrow.

Thanks everyone, happy highs and have nice night
 
Yeahhhh, I mean cocaine and ecstasy does make you feel good but god damn the come down is horrible and you cant fucking eat anyfood. I can take a shot a dope and then go out to dinner with my girlfriend and put down a T bone steak.

But on another point I just woke up this morning I already got my checks so that means I will be loaded before lunch.

TGIF
 
I just got paid and picked up my weekly Dilaudid/Xanax/Soma/Norco.

I had a mindset of only spending "X" amount and I get there and spend "XX" amount even though I really can't afford it.
 
totally understand yeah man. Im currently at my university in class and im about to get out and head to the ATM. I say im going to get 1 gram of tar but that might turn into two grams and then i get the 4mg didaudid too. The thing I dont like about diluadid is that I run through them so quick. I cant imagine how quick I would go through a script of 120. Diluadid definately at the top of the most addictive opiates.

P.S. Update on my dope status. My ride is about to pick me and im going to get cash and I will be back on here later today when im out of school. Nothing better than taking a shot of H and going to calculus. Swear it makes me better at calculations or maybe placebo because im euphoric:)
 
ZzopiatezZ said:
Chi-Blast



Do you get your scripts weekly???? Damn you got a strict doc
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K'd-OUT-in-AZ said:
That's a monthly prescription meant for a manly man =D
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Hahaha!

Unfortunately my connect get's all of those legitimately. We've been doing business together for years now, so I get some killer prices, and he gives me a heads up on his next refill so I can get first pick at what I want. HE does have a great doctor though.
Something like..

#240 10/325 Hydrocodone
#60 4mg Hydromorphone
#30 1mg Xanax
#120 350mg Carisprodol
Monthly.
 
Well everyone out there me and my friend went out and I had my self a successful day. As im writing this post im having trouble not planting my face into the keyboard.. Of course I went through the usual shit and the guy i get the stuff from doesnt even wake up until 3. My buddy and I went in on 3 grams for $300 (pretty good in price for dallas, TX).

But yeah I just wanted to let everyone know that it all went smooth.

Have a nice night and happpy highs!
 
Chi-Blast said:
Hahaha!

Unfortunately my connect get's all of those legitimately. We've been doing business together for years now, so I get some killer prices, and he gives me a heads up on his next refill so I can get first pick at what I want. HE does have a great doctor though.
Something like..

#240 10/325 Hydrocodone
#60 4mg Hydromorphone
#30 1mg Xanax
#120 350mg Carisprodol
Monthly.
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Man! I got to get me a hookup like that someday... Hard to find any of that stuff around this area.
 
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