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Bad idea to roll with someone i like?

billy_m100

billy_m100

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So i liked this girl a lot before we rolled together, and one day we wanted to roll with some friends of ours. We got very close not sex or kissing but some cuddling. Afterward i feel like i fell in love with her. I thought about it for months and i told her i like her today.

She rejected me and she felt awkward. So now not only am i embarrassed but my feelings are really hurt and it made me feel awkward that she felt awkawrd:(. I don't know if anyone has ever felt something click with a girl while rolling and later get rejected but it sucks.

I don't know if I should roll with her anymore considering i felt feelings of love towards her the last time and it'll happen again. I don't want to ruin what friendship i have left.

Should I not roll with her anymore?
 
I'd say that it's a bad idea. You caught feelings (and she knows) but she doesn't feel the same for you.

Add MDMA to the mix is a no no imo
 
Agreed- rolling will just intensify your affectionate feelings towards her, and you'll feel like shit after :( don't do it hoping it will give her feelings for you either- baddd idea.
 
And when you're rolling, if you think about the situation as it is, you could really go into a very very sad state. Don't do it buddy, chin up, fish in the sea :)
 
Yeah man...sounds like a recipe for more pain. It's okay to feel let down, it sucks when feelings are not mutual. But getting the situation mixed up with MDMA will just make it a lot messier.
 
if i were u i would stop talking to her all together and start working out. exercise is always i great way to get over a lady and whether u need it or not start feeling better about ones self.

i would advise not rolling with her either. life can cruel, im sorry.
 
I have alot of experience with this....

Firstly, I was with a girl for a good 2 years, I trusted her (despite my trust issues) and one night, just when i started peaking on 3 strong E's, she decided to tell me that she had cheated on me. It was the most devastating feeling man.....only amplified to momentous magnitude due to the empathetic feelings and heightened emotional response of MDMA.

So I do know how you feel with getting your heart broken on E.
BUT MAINLY and more to the point...

I was head over heels in love with this girl who was my best friend and coincidentally going out with my other best mate. I knew her before i knew him.

I gave thm mdma and meph for the first time and she started getting insanely touchy feely with me, cuddling me and stroking my legs under the duvet that we were all under. IT was horrible....i felt guilty for letting her do it, but so insanely euphoric.

Anyway,cut a damn long story short, we all sesh'd on Mephedrone, MDMA and Acid everysingle weekend. every weekend my feelings grew stronger and i knew she felt it too.

I tld her i had feelings for her (aftr a mad ambien, nitrous, salvia, acid, mdma, meph, rum, valium 3 day binge) and burst into tears because she didnt reciprocate.

Fast forward a month or two and every weekend, my heart was crumbling watching her kiss my best mate. I felt horrible for feeling that way, but couldnt help it.

Every weekend was torturous. Then we would have a moment alone and she would cuddle up to me and say "I love ya so much" etc and it was MAJOR HEADFUCK CENTRAL.

Anyway, one night, just me and her, she went in for the kill but i rejected her. Nothing was said....

Fast forward up to 2 months ago and we finally fuck. In the toilet of the local scummy pool/snooker bar.

At least I potted the pink in the end ;)

But mate, you will only amplify your feelings by rolling with her. I would say either :

1) get her so trashed that she HAS to love you
2) have a break frmo both her and the drugs until your emotions are in check

if u need any advice, gimme a shout man cos i feel your pain.
 
Yeah dont roll again until either you talk to her about it in an adult fashion as in you both agree that it can ever happen and you take it like a man and accept it or you pretty much just get over her. So anyways I use to go to raves with a certain group of friends and I always had crush this one chick that came along with us but she had a bf and he always come along too. And then one night at an event where her bf didnt come along she told me shes had a crush on me for the longest ( it was during when ATB was starting his set with ' ecstasy (club mix) ' i thought it was magical lol ) so we just talked and chilled for the rest of night and I didnt take advantage of the moment which I thought I should of did but I scored points for not taking advantage because she told me like 3 days later since we were all hibernating she liked me even more for not taking advantage. Anyways my point is now that her bf comes along its kind of a little weird because she doesnt really hang with her bf when we all go to events now she tries to stay away and comes and talks to me once in a while but I feel a little weird to the point I dont really enjoy my roll much because I have respect for her bf. All in all avoid those situations at all costs! lol
 
dont do it. my roll before the last one, i rolled and was hanging out with this chick i had mad feelings for over summer but that ended up dating another guy this year (she was sober). to top it off shes sort of anti drug, and she kept saying to me i should only roll once a month which although is true is annoying as fuck to hear when your rolling for the 2nd time in 8 days. needless to say, it was a bad roll and i was depressed for like a week after.
 
Shouldn't have waited so long to tell her.

If your going to get feelings for someone, do it shortly after or during the experience.

I met my girlfriend rolling at a rave. We made out for a couple hours and then decided to see each other again and see how we got along.

8 months later, still with her.

A friend of mine split a gram of molly between him and this girl he was visiting over a thousand miles away. They fell in love in a bath tub over the next 5 hours.

Almost 2 years later, they are still together and happy.

Another friend of mine met his girlfriend in the bathroom of a party, more than a year later, still together and happy.

I did roll with this girl i previously had feelings for and i was initially pretty hesitant about it because MDMA really can cause feelings to develop between people and i wanted nothing physical out of this roll. But she convinced me that she wouldn't try and get all touchy feely with me. I did give her a back rub, but everyone should get a back rub the first time they roll.
 
yep imo its a bad idea even if u dont like the person aswell. i was rolling once and i knew a girl liked me but i didnt really like her in that way but because i was all loved up i ended up kissing her anyway now she thinks i like her and it was awkward everytime i saw her for about a month.
 
headfuck123 said:
yep imo its a bad idea even if u dont like the person aswell. i was rolling once and i knew a girl liked me but i didnt really like her in that way but because i was all loved up i ended up kissing her anyway now she thinks i like her and it was awkward everytime i saw her for about a month.
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aghhhh, i once was so horny whilst rolling that i told this girl who i didnt even like all that much that i was totally in love with her.
i was once dating her best mate so she was saying "i cant do that to her" but after a little persuasion and ages of saying how much i loved her, always liked her etc etc.
I got her in the sack, did the deed and left.
Never replied to her texts or picked up her calls again.
Bumped into her 2 months later, apologised, rinse and repeat.


Never spoke to her again.

good times
 
I'm in a similar situation.

Became really good friends with this chick while I was with my ex. We broke up, then really quickly I fell for my friend. We've been best friends for 4 or so years, and I tell her constantly I have a huge crush on her, and yet we'll always remain friends even with my feelings for her.

We're going to roll together at New Years and neither one of us can wait. Interested to see what's going to happen when we're both under the influence though.
 
attempt4 said:
aghhhh, i once was so horny whilst rolling that i told this girl who i didnt even like all that much that i was totally in love with her.
i was once dating her best mate so she was saying "i cant do that to her" but after a little persuasion and ages of saying how much i loved her, always liked her etc etc.
I got her in the sack, did the deed and left.
Never replied to her texts or picked up her calls again.
Bumped into her 2 months later, apologised, rinse and repeat.


Never spoke to her again.

good times
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thats kind of fucked up...

just sayin....
 
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