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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis

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nearjat said:
I'm unimpressed with my most used words on facebook status updates..

* Used 20 times: Fuck
* Used 14 times: Night
* Used 12 times: People
* Used 9 times: Shit
* Used 8 times: Work
* Used 8 times: Man
* Used 8 times: Song
* Used 8 times: Home
* Used 7 times: Ever
* Used 7 times: Time
* Used 7 times: School
* Used 7 times: Think
* Used 6 times: Near
* Used 6 times: Love
* Used 6 times: State
* Used 6 times: God
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LOL

Among my facebook friends it seems like "Fuck" "State" and "Shit" are the most commonly used. ;)
 
Man, I have a lot of tension, anger and hate in me.

Lots of things in the world angering me. Rampant consumerism and yuppies are on my current hate list.

Gah! Bare necessities people!

And what's with this business of throwing things out that work fine or only require a minor fix to be functional, only to get a new version of the same thing.

Our world is so wasteful. Oh and dipsticks (not the kind you use to check your oil).
 
PepperSocks said:
That's cool man, new countries and new people is always so exciting.

For some reason I didn't think you were from the UK for some reason; I thought you were from somewhere else in Europe.
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Yeah, it should be good as long as I put in the effort for the 'ball' to get rolling, otherwise it's just a pointless idea to delay me from doing anything else haha.

And lol, yeah I live in Cambridge, which although architecturally pleasant, is rather dull. I think my main problem is that I school and as i had no real self-confidence I never really got good with the basics of meeting people and being impressionable (of course deep down I know the contrary, as I tend to get on very well with most people, I just find I don't ever give myself a chance as i never put myself out there enough to meet anyone.), and now with school over I'm not really doing anything and it's now even harder to meet people so the problem is just increasing, so in turn i seem to have the idea that change will give me a clean slate without fearing peoples pre-judgement, which although incredibly shallow and stupid, I seem to worry about too much.


willow11 said:
France= the best black metal scene in the world too :) Blut aus Nord, Deathspell Omega, Alcest, Peste Noire, Ameseours, Antaeus, Arkhon Infaustus (hmm, lots of A's there)....

Do you like Deathspell Omega? I'm quite keen to hear their new album Paracletus, its out in a week or so....Should be the usual swirling 5 minute atonal riffs praising Jesus and such...
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Hmmm, I think France's scene is very hit and miss, fopr every good band there is a lot of utter crap. I think I only have Alcest, Peste Noire and Les Legions Noires (Vlad Tepes etc) on my hard drive but i've certainly heard more, it's just I haven't really listened to any proper black metal for a year or so... kinda faded away from it as I started listening to more electronic genres and other genres of music that I used to share with friends while chilling etc (Surprisingly BM is a very aquired taste! haha), I'm sure my taste for it will return at some point.

My friend was in the process of uploading, what I believe to be, the biggest BM collection of music on the internet, he had done A-H in bands and had something like 30gb, but no one really downloaded anything so it was a waste of time for him so he stopped uploading. But yeah, he has an absolutely ridiculous library of BM (well music in general, nearing 1TB.) So most of my knowledge ended up coming from him as I got too lazy to do my own work haha. Deathspell Omega... i think I've listened to the album Fas - Ite, Maledicti, in Ignem Aeternum? No idea what my opinion was on it, I'll have to recap haha.

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Anyway, here is some John Frusciante, wonderful music:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9jsRZzjrgI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GxfB5LN-Ys

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRp1G8Po3tM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4v9CfE90Sts


or even a playlist haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9js...VULXfof0kl7TT1-uJwSQOsvbZs&list=ML&playnext=1

.

<3
 
Wow that peak was intense. I've never known 4-Aco-DMT to be so incredibly visual, full "hive" CEVs. Seems more akin to DMT than anything else I've tried.

I suppose the last dose of my psilacetin couldnt have come at a better time. I'm starting to feel unworthy of profound psychedelic revelations as I dont really act on them. I just revel in it for the time being then do nothing to actually change. I'm glad the drugs are gone for the time being so that I can confront life in a more sane manner. :)
 
Huh, being woken up early and then not eating a proper breakfast can really make me grumpy. Feeling much better now after eating, reading and working out.

I'm actually gaining weight too. :)

I just revel in it for the time being then do nothing to actually change. I'm glad the drugs are gone for the time being so that I can confront life in a more sane manner.
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I think we all come to that realization in time. Drugs can help you see something but more often than not [in SKL's words] you just get very, very high. Drugs are fun and euphoria can be therapeutic but keep that in mind, recreational drugs are recreational drugs.

The real changes happen through living your daily life and the things you think about all that time you're not high.

I'm planning on taking either 2C-D or LSD in the not so far future but it's wholly a recreational pursuit to feel good, not a bad thing in it's own right but it's not going to change my life.
 
PepperSocks said:
Huh, being woken up early and then not eating a proper breakfast can really make me grumpy. Feeling much better now after eating, reading and working out.

I'm actually gaining weight too. :)



I think we all come to that realization in time. Drugs can help you see something but more often than not [in SKL's words] you just get very, very high. Drugs are fun and euphoria can be therapeutic but keep that in mind, recreational drugs are recreational drugs.

The real changes happen through living your daily life and the things you think about all that time you're not high.
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It's really really hard for me to stop using drugs.. the first 24 hours are the hardest though. Once I'm on a roll it's pretty easy for the most part. The real work is making sober life fun while dealing with depression/mania/anxiety etc
 
nearjat said:
The real work is making sober life fun while dealing with depression/mania/anxiety etc
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Agreed on that one. I guess what I mean by "sober" is no strong monoamine or sedative.

I take ginseng and caffeine every day. I get a stimulated high from it; mild as it may be, but it's a bit fun and lifts the depression a bit.

SJW is a decent SSRI; it's done good things for my anxiety.

Having a little Kava or phenibut every now and then is anxiolytic and fun too.

You can lead a "sober" life while taking mild drugs to give you little bits of fun here and there. :)
 
PepperSocks said:
Huh, being woken up early and then not eating a proper breakfast can really make me grumpy. Feeling much better now after eating, reading and working out.

I'm actually gaining weight too. :)



I think we all come to that realization in time. Drugs can help you see something but more often than not [in SKL's words] you just get very, very high. Drugs are fun and euphoria can be therapeutic but keep that in mind, recreational drugs are recreational drugs.

The real changes happen through living your daily life and the things you think about all that time you're not high.

I'm planning on taking either 2C-D or LSD in the not so far future but it's wholly a recreational pursuit to feel good, not a bad thing in it's own right but it's not going to change my life.
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yeah man I have to eat too in the morning. I wake up and immediately get a whole food shake (liquid egg whites, sweet potatoes, banana, yogurt, whey/casein and hemp oil). I eat that then drink my coffee. Wait about 1 hour. Drink one more shake. Wait one hour. Eat a meal with 50g carbs, 50g protein, 15g fats. I start every day like this and I've gained quite a few pounds of muscle since getting straight on my diet. I continue on and eat 2 more meals with 50gcarbs/50gprotein/15g fats and then I end the day with 2 more shakes spaced apart by 1 hour. So 7 meals total. And progressively overloading the barbell while training of course ;)
 
Matsuo Munefusa. said:
yeah man I have to eat too in the morning. I wake up and immediately get a whole food shake (liquid egg whites, sweet potatoes, banana, yogurt, whey/casein and hemp oil). I eat that then drink my coffee. Wait about 1 hour. Drink one more shake. Wait one hour. Eat a meal with 50g carbs, 50g protein, 15g fats. I start every day like this and I've gained quite a few pounds of muscle since getting straight on my diet. I continue on and eat 2 more meals with 50gcarbs/50gprotein/15g fats and then I end the day with 2 more shakes spaced apart by 1 hour. So 7 meals total. And progressively overloading the barbell while training of course ;)
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That sounds like a lot of work. ;)

Forget trying to implement that one if you have to get to work in the morning. :D

Agreed on pigging out on good foods though.
 
I can really relate Volundr.
Many times i've thought traveling to a different country would give me that kick start i need to make a new life for myself and overcome that prejudgement anxiety, but have never followed through as of yet. Sometimes it feels like i must be one of the most socially awkward people going! ahh man i try but my stammer really doesn't help things :\.

On a happier note i'm still riding the benefits of a beautiful mdma and dmt experience for my 21st last weekend :)

Heres a fantastic tune for all you lovely PD people.
Caribou - Odessa
 
Once again I'm too lazy to reply to everything I want to reply to, so I'm just gonna say this:

All of you guys are seriously awesome, seriously. <3

I hope one day I will reach those levels of awesome-ness :)
 
He isn't as willing to give out love and kisses
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Aw, Ollie gives me kisses. <3

Sad we didn't get to come over. I have been sick in bed for two days now, MISSED Halloween. So so pissed. It's my favorite holiday and something has caused me to miss out on it for the last 4 years or so, every time. I'm starting to think I'm cursed for Halloween. I wasn't even able to sit up and watch a scary movie at home. Grrr :(

Hope everyone had fun.
 
Sorry to hear that, deja! You should pick a random day next month to dress up and tell people it's Canadian Halloween ;)

I'm still recovering from my Halloween weekend... Pretty sure every last serotonin molecule got depleted Saturday night. I'm glad I don't get nasty MDMA hangovers like some people do, or I'd be in hell right now. Instead, I just feel tired and lazy and wanna curl up in a comforter with my computer and my bong :)
 
solistus said:
Sorry to hear that, deja! You should pick a random day next month to dress up and tell people it's Canadian Halloween ;)

I'm still recovering from my Halloween weekend... Pretty sure every last serotonin molecule got depleted Saturday night. I'm glad I don't get nasty MDMA hangovers like some people do, or I'd be in hell right now. Instead, I just feel tired and lazy and wanna curl up in a comforter with my computer and my bong :)
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LOL yes! Great idea! :D

Forget trying to implement that one if you have to get to work in the morning
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Yeah, our lifestyle is definitely a lot of work. For me, I wake up 3 hours prior to when I have to be at my job (in other words 5am ugh) and start the day with fruit first, then usually an omlette (how the hell do you spell that word?) about a half hour later, then coffee. I just intermix my shower and doing my hair and makeup in between the meals. It sucks having to prepare all your own food from scratch sometimes but I'd take that any day over going through the Macdonalds drive through. :)
 
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