muntedmunter
Bluelighter
I posted in a thread a while back where a user told me not to have xanax again etc etc, I said I wouldn't... Fast forward two weeks after that and 
- I did it again!...
This was my second time trying them....
So I took two days off work being Monday, Tuesday and had a party... I picked up a bottle of xanax (2mg) and had a 1/4 before the 21st and drank all night, felt pretty drunk but not that bad...
SUNDAY
We got back to the hotel I was staying at with like 10 people lol, smoked some weed, popped a few pills and just chilled on the balcony, everything was sweet... The others went to bed so I popped a zanny and dozed off at 5am then woke up at 3pm with no one in the hotel, felt refreshed, no hang over, no scatness, nothing!
MONDAY
I wake up, punch a few cones and get ready for another night... My mate came over to the hotel and we popped another zanny, then I popped another one and we hit the town, I was just so out of it we came back to the same hotel to chill again, I ended up getting a gram of coke, sniffed it all, then another gram and had that too... I don't remember too much but he left and I had a bottle of zannies there so I popped another one and I don't know how many more but I passed out on my bed...
TUESDAY
The next thing I realise is me waking up with an ambulance officer in the hotel room and one of the hotel staff members on the front door... I woke up and said to the ambo dude "I'm not going to get introuble am I?" he said "naaa mate, I'm only here to help".. phewwwww... There was a bong in the hotel room, zannies on the bench and in the bottle and the place reeked of weed. So the ambo dude left and the hotel staff member told me to flush the zannies down the toilet, which I did, then he kicked me out and barred me for life from the hotel and I lost my 100.00 deposit! lmao...
I found out later that my mate organised me room service for 8am and because I didn't wake up for it, the hotel worker opened the door and saw everything - grrrrr...
I then left the hotel still lost, confused but feeling fine and kind of like wtf just happened, nothing really registered with me - so what did I do? I bought another bottle of zannies and went to the next hotel 15km away and checked in there - not even caring I had work on Wednesday.
I checked into the hotel, popped another zanny or two and just went walking... I don't remember too much but I went to a pub and went on the pokies putting in 50 after 50 after 50, I was barely conscious yet the pub staff just let me press away... This was at around 9pm... I can't remember how much I put in but it would of been well over $800.00 and considering I only ever put in 50 max this pissed me off....
WEDNESDAY
I woke up in the afternoon at ANOTHER hotel, how the fuck did I get to this hotel??? Everything was set up, weed was chopped, rubbish on the ground, music playing, chairs out for people... I looked down on my leg and I got a stitched tattoo which said "X" on the back of my leg, my first ever stitched tattoo?? And I got an 'X' on it?? wtffffff
I later found out that all of Wednesday (DAY TIME) I was with a group of mates, we went shopping, got food, I bought a new shirt, shoes etc - I have no recollection of this at all! So so so so so weird.....
So I woke up and no one was there, I'm confused as hell so I pop a pill (xtc), punched a few more cones then comes 7pm and I popped another zanny with a mate, we went to a night club and I was kicked out within 30 minutes, too drunk... Shit night... So I got a cab back to the hotel had more zannies and went on another one of my walks (which I don't remember)...
Later on (again) I found out I sent an email to the managers at work telling them why I wont be at work for the entire week, reading the email in my outbox is just soooo embarrassing... It was riddled with stupid obvious lies and I cracked a few jokes which were superrrrrr lame... The email I sent was at 3am from a netcafe, thing is... I sent emails to a lot of people and made a lot of calls and spoke to people and I don't even know what I said?? Just made an idiot out of myself.. I was at this netcafe for approx 4 hours!!
THURSDAY
I wake up at around 12pm once again having 0 recollection of the night with 2 empty bags of coke, 4 pills in the draw, andddddd a full bag of coke in the side draw!! WTFFFFFF.... So since I woke up late and the hotel staff couldn't get in and I suppose they didn't want to intrude I got permanently barred because of heaps of noise complaints from other people there.... Nearly all the hotels in the area had me black listed and I wanted this week to keep on going!!!
The only hotel I could get in was the fancy, 4 or 5 star hotel which cost 500 for a night... I'd NEVER EVER spend that much, but I did......
I checked in and finished the bag of coke and o fcourse had more zannies, sigh...
FRIDAY
This time I woke up and the hotel room which was the flashes place I've stayed in was absolutely trashed andddddd there were two randoms in there who I have never met before (well I obviously had) smoking my weed, new my name, calling me a legend etc (free drugs), I had no idea who they were and was kind of freaked out about it... I chilled with them for a bit, and they told me I went to some place and paid 150 to get my hair styled, went to the hotel sauna, ordered heaps of room service etc... and then they finally left... thank god! I called room service (wasn't thinking clear, TBH I had no idea wtf I was doing) and booked another night!
That night I didn't take any more zannies, I just popped a few pills (xtc) and went out and had a good night...
SATURDAY
I woke up, remembering last night and kept reminding my self "no more zannes, no more, no more, no moreeeee". I then went to check my bank account balance and here is where it gets realllly bad....
In the 6 or so days I had blown through 8.5k!!! YES 8.5K, BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
fehoihfiowee oehiohdewiodio iodh iojheodjweojdowjwjddj
I only had around 500 bux left and I had to pay the hotel!!!! And I booked another night........ farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrk! I couldn't believe it, I spent everything!! So I wrote a note for hotel staff saying
"Im so so so sorry, I can't pay the bill, please trust me, I will pay it back in one weeks time, Im so sorry!" I left it on the bench and made a runner with it, put bong in bag, cleaned place up and furiously throwing the remaining zannies in my bag...
That night I stayed in a cheap hotel and just felt sorry for myself, but I wasn't depressed or sad, just shocked.... I had another zanny and just dozed off...
SUNDAY
I woke up in the morning still fuming, broke as, no drugs left, no memory of my week, nothing... Just a hole heap of random receipts in my pocket, phone videos and just heaps of stuff on me which I have no idea about?? I gave the rest of the zannies away and went back home ready to face the consequence...
In summary: I spent around 9k in 1 week and only remember 25% of the entire week... All because of stupid zannies and stupid me!
I couldn't sleep for a few days after that even though I was tired, I got little random shakes, I had bad anxiety, felt scat, felt like I was going to spew and I had work Monday to Friday... It was a tough tough week...
If anyone is trying zannies for the first or any time... Just have one or two then HIDE the bottle, or don't even touch them. I say hide them because I would get back into them without knowing it and then I'd screw things up...
Since that week I haven't had any more and haven't been drinking, nothing... Still pretty shocked when I keep hearing things I've done and can't even remember...
I love yet I hate xanax so muchhhhh!! Yet I know I am going to have them again one day... I am just going to try limit myself!
Thanks for reading...
MM
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- I did it again!...This was my second time trying them....
So I took two days off work being Monday, Tuesday and had a party... I picked up a bottle of xanax (2mg) and had a 1/4 before the 21st and drank all night, felt pretty drunk but not that bad...
SUNDAY
We got back to the hotel I was staying at with like 10 people lol, smoked some weed, popped a few pills and just chilled on the balcony, everything was sweet... The others went to bed so I popped a zanny and dozed off at 5am then woke up at 3pm with no one in the hotel, felt refreshed, no hang over, no scatness, nothing!
MONDAY
I wake up, punch a few cones and get ready for another night... My mate came over to the hotel and we popped another zanny, then I popped another one and we hit the town, I was just so out of it we came back to the same hotel to chill again, I ended up getting a gram of coke, sniffed it all, then another gram and had that too... I don't remember too much but he left and I had a bottle of zannies there so I popped another one and I don't know how many more but I passed out on my bed...
TUESDAY
The next thing I realise is me waking up with an ambulance officer in the hotel room and one of the hotel staff members on the front door... I woke up and said to the ambo dude "I'm not going to get introuble am I?" he said "naaa mate, I'm only here to help".. phewwwww... There was a bong in the hotel room, zannies on the bench and in the bottle and the place reeked of weed. So the ambo dude left and the hotel staff member told me to flush the zannies down the toilet, which I did, then he kicked me out and barred me for life from the hotel and I lost my 100.00 deposit! lmao...
I found out later that my mate organised me room service for 8am and because I didn't wake up for it, the hotel worker opened the door and saw everything - grrrrr...
I then left the hotel still lost, confused but feeling fine and kind of like wtf just happened, nothing really registered with me - so what did I do? I bought another bottle of zannies and went to the next hotel 15km away and checked in there - not even caring I had work on Wednesday.
I checked into the hotel, popped another zanny or two and just went walking... I don't remember too much but I went to a pub and went on the pokies putting in 50 after 50 after 50, I was barely conscious yet the pub staff just let me press away... This was at around 9pm... I can't remember how much I put in but it would of been well over $800.00 and considering I only ever put in 50 max this pissed me off....
WEDNESDAY
I woke up in the afternoon at ANOTHER hotel, how the fuck did I get to this hotel??? Everything was set up, weed was chopped, rubbish on the ground, music playing, chairs out for people... I looked down on my leg and I got a stitched tattoo which said "X" on the back of my leg, my first ever stitched tattoo?? And I got an 'X' on it?? wtffffff
I later found out that all of Wednesday (DAY TIME) I was with a group of mates, we went shopping, got food, I bought a new shirt, shoes etc - I have no recollection of this at all! So so so so so weird.....
So I woke up and no one was there, I'm confused as hell so I pop a pill (xtc), punched a few more cones then comes 7pm and I popped another zanny with a mate, we went to a night club and I was kicked out within 30 minutes, too drunk... Shit night... So I got a cab back to the hotel had more zannies and went on another one of my walks (which I don't remember)...
Later on (again) I found out I sent an email to the managers at work telling them why I wont be at work for the entire week, reading the email in my outbox is just soooo embarrassing... It was riddled with stupid obvious lies and I cracked a few jokes which were superrrrrr lame... The email I sent was at 3am from a netcafe, thing is... I sent emails to a lot of people and made a lot of calls and spoke to people and I don't even know what I said?? Just made an idiot out of myself.. I was at this netcafe for approx 4 hours!!
THURSDAY
I wake up at around 12pm once again having 0 recollection of the night with 2 empty bags of coke, 4 pills in the draw, andddddd a full bag of coke in the side draw!! WTFFFFFF.... So since I woke up late and the hotel staff couldn't get in and I suppose they didn't want to intrude I got permanently barred because of heaps of noise complaints from other people there.... Nearly all the hotels in the area had me black listed and I wanted this week to keep on going!!!
The only hotel I could get in was the fancy, 4 or 5 star hotel which cost 500 for a night... I'd NEVER EVER spend that much, but I did......
I checked in and finished the bag of coke and o fcourse had more zannies, sigh...
FRIDAY
This time I woke up and the hotel room which was the flashes place I've stayed in was absolutely trashed andddddd there were two randoms in there who I have never met before (well I obviously had) smoking my weed, new my name, calling me a legend etc (free drugs), I had no idea who they were and was kind of freaked out about it... I chilled with them for a bit, and they told me I went to some place and paid 150 to get my hair styled, went to the hotel sauna, ordered heaps of room service etc... and then they finally left... thank god! I called room service (wasn't thinking clear, TBH I had no idea wtf I was doing) and booked another night!
That night I didn't take any more zannies, I just popped a few pills (xtc) and went out and had a good night...
SATURDAY
I woke up, remembering last night and kept reminding my self "no more zannes, no more, no more, no moreeeee". I then went to check my bank account balance and here is where it gets realllly bad....
In the 6 or so days I had blown through 8.5k!!! YES 8.5K, BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
fehoihfiowee oehiohdewiodio iodh iojheodjweojdowjwjddj
I only had around 500 bux left and I had to pay the hotel!!!! And I booked another night........ farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrk! I couldn't believe it, I spent everything!! So I wrote a note for hotel staff saying
"Im so so so sorry, I can't pay the bill, please trust me, I will pay it back in one weeks time, Im so sorry!" I left it on the bench and made a runner with it, put bong in bag, cleaned place up and furiously throwing the remaining zannies in my bag...
That night I stayed in a cheap hotel and just felt sorry for myself, but I wasn't depressed or sad, just shocked.... I had another zanny and just dozed off...
SUNDAY
I woke up in the morning still fuming, broke as, no drugs left, no memory of my week, nothing... Just a hole heap of random receipts in my pocket, phone videos and just heaps of stuff on me which I have no idea about?? I gave the rest of the zannies away and went back home ready to face the consequence...
In summary: I spent around 9k in 1 week and only remember 25% of the entire week... All because of stupid zannies and stupid me!
I couldn't sleep for a few days after that even though I was tired, I got little random shakes, I had bad anxiety, felt scat, felt like I was going to spew and I had work Monday to Friday... It was a tough tough week...
If anyone is trying zannies for the first or any time... Just have one or two then HIDE the bottle, or don't even touch them. I say hide them because I would get back into them without knowing it and then I'd screw things up...
Since that week I haven't had any more and haven't been drinking, nothing... Still pretty shocked when I keep hearing things I've done and can't even remember...
I love yet I hate xanax so muchhhhh!! Yet I know I am going to have them again one day... I am just going to try limit myself!
Thanks for reading...
MM
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it just happens. Benzos are just very enjoyable, and that qualifies as a recreational drug to me.
