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pillpopper805

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ok so ill be completely honest and admit to my stupidity i abuse ecstasy to an extreme. on average i roll 3 times a week. but i havnt rolled since last thursday and all day ive had this slight feeling like im rolling, its not super strong like if i actually was rolling but enough to notice is it all in my head or has anyone else gotten this?
 
Well I roll in moderation but when I have a great roll the day after I still feel like I'm rolling. It's a nice feeling


Just take a break and you'll be fine
 
If you continue what you're doing the effects of e will reverse, therefore you will act like youre rolling when you're sober and you'll be normal when you're on x... i've seen the same thing happen with acid
 
pillpopper805 said:
ok so ill be completely honest and admit to my stupidity i abuse ecstasy to an extreme. on average i roll 3 times a week. but i havnt rolled since last thursday and all day ive had this slight feeling like im rolling, its not super strong like if i actually was rolling but enough to notice is it all in my head or has anyone else gotten this?
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Trust me thats a high frequency of usage using trust me I would know I was almost like you once. Its all rainbows and butterflies while its happening but trust me when its all over and you finally decide your finished you will be in a LONG road for recovery. (Probably a year)

its a dark scary, cold place...

They say I am back into a semi absuin habit again, but Ive at least only planned to mostly do it only this fall about every other week. plus I took a long break before this so I feel charged up for my final round in this trilogy. Its gonna fuck me up and I know it but Im not nearly as fucked as you will be if you dont stop soon.

slowwww down a tad 8)
 
^Listen to MasterSplinter...that YEAR of recovery is very real and it could easily take longer.

I'm just coming out of a 2 month binge where I rolled like 6 times or so. That was after a good 4 month break. It's been three weeks now and while it's not horrible, I'm going through some periods of severe boredum where nothing satisfies me. It's not fun, but I've been through it before. Winter hurry up and get here, so I can start the e withdrawl antidote...skiing.

MasterSplinter...hope you have a gameplan. Sounds like you do. Good luck.
 
They say I am back into a semi absuin habit again, but Ive at least only planned to mostly do it only this fall about every other week. plus I took a long break before this so I feel charged up for my final round in this trilogy. Its gonna fuck me up and I know it but Im not nearly as fucked as you will be if you dont stop soon.
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LMAO!

An abuser telling another abuser to slow down
 
georgewc2001 said:
^Listen to MasterSplinter...that YEAR of recovery is very real and it could easily take longer.

I'm just coming out of a 2 month binge where I rolled like 6 times or so. That was after a good 4 month break. It's been three weeks now and while it's not horrible, I'm going through some periods of severe boredum where nothing satisfies me. It's not fun, but I've been through it before. Winter hurry up and get here, so I can start the e withdrawl antidote...skiing.

MasterSplinter...hope you have a gameplan. Sounds like you do. Good luck.
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How often did you roll? Every week? Everyday?
 
I would roll like two weekends in a row, then one weekend off and continued that pattern for like 8 - 10 weeks. So, no, not every day...that makes no sense. Even the best pills stop working on me after taking them for like 2 or 3 days straight.
 
georgewc2001 said:
I would roll like two weekends in a row, then one weekend off and continued that pattern for like 8 - 10 weeks. So, no, not every day...that makes no sense. Even the best pills stop working on me after taking them for like 2 or 3 days straight.
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Yea I know that but I'm just trying to understand the worst case scenario in MDMA abuse.
 
Are you asking what's the worst that could happen in terms of long term side effects from rolling too much?
 
Why dont you ask the real questions?

Why do you feel you need to take X so often? Are you trying to escape something?
Fix these problems in your life and your x use will follow I feel, you cant fix problems when you're fucked up all the time!
 
"on average i roll 3 times a week"

You don't want to keep hearing this, but you will 100% regret this decision heavily. You probably haven't been doing E long, or let's hope so. Educate yourself, don't roll more than once a month. Some people might get high or drunk a few times a week and live normal lives, but rolling that much will fuck you up hard.
 
If your taking MDMA that often you are no longer 'rolling' you will be experience a slight mood lift, speedy high and then feel shitty on the days off.

You need to give yourself time to recover from popping, some people say one month, others say three. I hope that your looking after yourself by eating healthy, sleeping, antioxidants, staying hydrated etc? If your not then your only damaging your body/brain and it will eventually manifest - you could have depression, mood swings, problems with your memory, motor function etc.

Now that you have found this site have a read up on MDMA and its effect on your body, how to protect yourself and how to enjoy the drug safely.
 
Mr Filth said:
LMAO!

An abuser telling another abuser to slow down
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Dude fuck you, Splinter may have problems with his own usage as others of us have. He is just giving good advice to someone and here you are bashing him for sharing his life experience with us.

so even if he doesnt say anything im sayin


FUCK YOU PRICK
 
Mr Filth said:
LMAO!

An abuser telling another abuser to slow down
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Probably better advice coming from him than from someone who knows nothing about MDMA abuse/addiction.

@OP - Dude, seriously slow down. Start taking 5-htp on a daily basis along with other vitamins like a B complex, vitamin D, C, and I would abstain from any and all stimulants. Let your body, heart and brain recover. I know it's not easy, but we're here for you.
 
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