Stimulants Adderall binge question

[papaown]

Disclaimer: What I did was very stupid, but I can't do anything about it now, some information would be great. Also, I wrote a shitload here, so I'll apologize in advance lol.

Let me start off with my info so you can get a better idea.

-25mg Adderall XRs (not prescribed, from a friend)
-21 years old
-Pretty light guy - only 145 pounds
-Can probably count how many times I've done Adderall on my hand, and it's almost always the xr.
-Had maybe a total of 4 Dr Peppers cans throughout this, and tried to stay hydrated with water but could have done better tbh
-I should have done better with the eating, I ate probably a total of 4 meals total during this time
-Not really much tingling in extremities (as so when you completely cut off your circulation)
-I also have Gold Tussionex on hand if it'll help (?) , haven't really looked it up, but just throwing that out there. Hell, it may even help me to calm down and bring down my blood pressure.
-Having slight auditory hallucinations every once in a while, while they're not crazy, they're still there. Sometimes I'll know it's not there, but I'll check out the window just to make sure to shut the Adderall demon up.


So here's the story. I had a TON of schoolwork I had to get done, popped first xr at 5pm (I was spacing them out around every 8-10 hours) as to try to not pyramid some of the dosages. Start was at 5pm Wednesday, went to sleep at 5am Thursday (Technically Friday morning)%), and took my final one at 9pm on Thursday night (haven't had one sense).

I took a total of either 4 or 5 of the 25mg xrs (sad I can't remember), not dosing more than once every 8 hours and made sure I was close to baseline. Long story short I felt a comedown around 1am but didn't go to sleep until 5am (took 100mg Benadryl) which worked amazing actually to go to sleep. I woke up this morning in a meh kind of mood, but nothing crazy. My skin is still flushed around hands, feet, and face.

About 2 hours ago, I went to CVS and bought a Monster not thinking clearly about how I just had a massive amp binge (for me, obviously not alot of people). I'm not too for sure if it could be because of the Monster tho, because my caffeine tolerance is ridiculous. About an hour ago I looked at my left arm and noticed the veins looked as if I had been masturbating constantly for 4 hours straight with it lol. I'm really not feeling too much of any of the bad effects I had yesterday got a solid 9 hours sleep), except for after the monster I'm slightly more jittery now.

(Sorry for all the typing by the way, just trying to make it pretty detailed, and no I didn't write this much because I'm ). I really don't feel that bad today besides the slight jitters, redness is still there, and my veins look like an 80 year old man (which isn't helping the slight paranoia lol). I know my dose really wasn't unbelievably overboard, but the Adderall demon won't let me relax until I get some input lol, hope you understand. Thanks. %)

~P.S. the more I think about it, the more I think it could just be my blood pressure raising because of slight anxiety. Not anything I can't handle, but the only thing my brain can focus on is my veins right now and making sure it's all good lol. Meh, from now on I know not to really touch stimulants, and to only indulge occasionally with my good ol' friend Tussionex.

 

[papaown]

Uhh...even after writing this, it seems that my left hand/arm has relaxed slightly in the veins (still bulging), but now my right hand seems to have gotten slightly more vasoconstriction. If veins had a mind of their own, I bet they'd be laughing their ass off right now at my situation lol.

 

[djzmo]

maybe you should consider taking a benzo, just saying...

 

[papaown]

maybe you should consider taking a benzo, just saying...

Yeah, if I had access to those at this moment I would have already taken some. Don't really know anyone else prescribed them either. They used to be a life-saver for x comedowns tho, but that's a whole different story.

 

[Eagleman]

Increased blood pressure is all I can think of. Yes, try taking a benzo, and give it another day or so and you'll be fine. Don't sweat it.

 

[Depressicaa]

I think you might just be dehydrated.

 

[DeMiZe-420-]

He's fine, all that taurine and shit in those monsters mixed with the amphs is just putting him in overdrive..just chill, relax, take some deep breaths and it will be gone eventually..dont sweat it

20mg of adderal + monster is not lethal

 

[papaown]

Just as a follow up :

I found alot of information on google about benzos helping, but I didn't have any access to it. After not finding too much information about the Tussionex, I just decided to take it anyways. Considering my last Adderall dosing was yesterday. I should have done this before, got my mind out of scatter-brain land, took away the anxiety, and oddly enough made my veins relax (most likely to the decrease in blood pressure). I feel just the same as any other time I've taken the tuss, which is cool because I expected it to not be as enjoyable considering the hammer I took to my brain mentally the past few days, it's like I never had a binge.

This was my last adventure on amps, even if I took it for academic reasons lol. I'll stick to the occasional energy drink if I need a little boost. I like my body a little too much to risk doing this again.

Opiates are unbelievably amazing lol, there isn't any comedown at all to me, just the effects eventually fade off. Not too many other drugs can do that :D I can see how people can get addicted to opiates, because they are a near miracle drug. But then again, that's also the reason I don't use them recreationally lol, they're a little too much fun

 

[papaown]

He's fine, all that taurine and shit in those monsters mixed with the amphs is just putting him in overdrive..just chill, relax, take some deep breaths and it will be gone eventually..dont sweat it

20mg of adderal + monster is not lethal

By the way Demize, re-read my paragraphs if you can muster up enough motivation to read my rampage of blabbing lmao. It wasn't 20mg, I wish it was only that, but shit happens lol. They were the 25mg xrs, but I took 4-5 of them over the span of 2 days with no sleep, not enough nutrition, and literally no stimulant tolerance besides caffeine.

The Tuss will be keeping my brain happy for a good 6-8 hours and get the little Adderall voice inside me to fuck off There won't be a next time, but at least I learned a good lesson out of it, without going to the hospital lol.

 

[DeMiZe-420-]

By the way Demize, re-read my paragraphs if you can muster up enough motivation to read my rampage of blabbing lmao. It wasn't 20mg, I wish it was only that, but shit happens lol. They were the 25mg xrs, but I took 4-5 of them over the span of 2 days with no sleep, not enough nutrition, and literally no stimulant tolerance besides caffeine.

The Tuss will be keeping my brain happy for a good 6-8 hours and get the little Adderall voice inside me to fuck off There won't be a next time, but at least I learned a good lesson out of it, without going to the hospital lol.

hahaha im sorry bro, thats a different story then.. i know when i binge one false move can turn it from the shit, to being totally shitty, so i feel for you

 

[papaown]

hahaha im sorry bro, thats a different story then.. i know when i binge one false move can turn it from the shit, to being totally shitty, so i feel for you

It's all good, I'm feelin good off the opiates, no scatter-brain, no ER, and a lesson learned for the future lol.

 

[iceicebaby]

Ugh I have been there with the Adderall. Stopped taking it because its way easier to find ritalin around here. I feel you . . . too bad you don't have easy access to any benzos and hope you feel better soon!