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Okay I fucked up... Need some advice to stay awake.

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MagickalKat777

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So I decided (stupidly) to try Mephedrone at 4:30 in the morning last night... needless to say I'm still up. I have to be to work in an hour and a half and I'm crashing. I really hate to say it but it looks like I'll have to do small amounts of Meph throughout the day to stay awake... I can't think of any other option. I just returned from short term disability yesterday and I was supposed to return Tuesday but slept through the entire day.

Basically if I don't go to work its a final and/or termination. If I DO go to work, I don't see how I'm going to stay awake. I really fucked up with this one. I can't have caffeine because it causes SEVERE panic attacks... And I don't have any other stims besides the COMPLETELY untested 4-MeMABP...

I'm pretty much fucked either way.
 
Aren't you one of those indigo children?

Quit making yourself suffer by stopping your doing of retarded shit (sounds like it in this case imo) in the future, lol.

Go to work, stay awake, act ill if you have to? If you show up and don't get fucked up but just look ready to crash you probably could get sent home. (If you are thizzin' or whatever meph equivalent that could be kinda tough.)
 
yeah the problem is with me just coming off of short term going into work and being sent home is not really an option because my short term wasn't even protected with FMLA since I haven't been there a year. I'm gonna go in and see what happens I guess... its all I can do. But my anxiety isn't liking it one bit...

And yes I'm an Indigo but its not really uncommon for us to use drugs... We tend to have very stressful lives and yeah if I was stronger I'd let it go but honestly, I just don't care at this point.
 
what about something like ginseng? green tea? especially since green tea has all the L-theanine in it too, the caffeine and the L-theanine will balance each other out. Just drink that shit all day long.
 
MagickalKat777 said:
So I decided (stupidly) to try Mephedrone at 4:30 in the morning last night... needless to say I'm still up. I have to be to work in an hour and a half and I'm crashing. I really hate to say it but it looks like I'll have to do small amounts of Meph throughout the day to stay awake... I can't think of any other option.
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Oh dear. Been there. Um... depends on nature of your work of course. If you could put lives at risk by being sub-par, obviously you shouldn't work at all (you'd be no good falling asleep, but nor would you be any good high on meph). Keeping well hydrated, and well (but not over-) sugared, should help keep your brain functioning. Drink plenty of fruit juice/fruit smoothies. I have found that small (really quite surprisingly small) bumps of meph can keep me going during the day after taking meph during the night, although I've never done that while at work - and obviously it's not a healthy or advisable course of action anyway; and if being on edge and jumpy would be a bad plan at work, I think the best bet is to take no more drugs (including herbal drugs etc), keep yourself nourished and watered and, if possible, get fresh air breaks (or at least moving about breaks) when you can. Good luck!

Oh, and splashing cold water on your face: obvious, but effective, in my experience.
 
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just get through it you ain't walkin on roof are you or cuttin somebody open?

most likely you're clearing plates off a table right?? just do it.

next time have a little more foresight/maturity.

maybe i'm jaded and cynical but this forum is getting ridiculous with drug abuse. You guys are letting me down.
 

Obviously not my life or anything, but personally I think you should maybe stop using empathogens for a bit? On multiple occasions you have posted about your seemingly uncontrollable binges on them. Didn't you go through like a 30 hour+ binge on methylone? Just seems damaging and pointless. But as i said, not my life, so not really my place to butt in. Just a suggestion.
 
MagickalKat777 said:
And yes I'm an Indigo but its not really uncommon for us to use drugs... We tend to have very stressful lives and yeah if I was stronger I'd let it go but honestly, I just don't care at this point.
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What is it that makes you an indigo child?

I think the term is goofy because even though this universe is so ridiculous, it is an endless stack of relativity. Do you have some kind of singularity that you are projecting from to figure out that you are actually an "indigo child?" Hook it up!
 
Done this. The only thing to do is turn up and act ill enough to get sent home. Shouldn't be to hard if you're on a mephedrone come down.

Would really advise that you DO NOT take mephedrone throughout the day. Has a terrible habit of loosening the tongue and causing you to babble and divulge secrets. I came close to admitting to my boss that I was on it thinking that they would let me off for bein honest. Sounds ridiculous but that's how badly my judgement was affected. Was only stopped from doing this by a friend.

Good luck mate. Horribly fiendy is mephedrone. I've vowed to
never take it on a school night again, if at all.
 
nopipesdfw said:
What is it that makes you an indigo child?

I think the term is goofy because even though this universe is so ridiculous, it is an endless stack of relativity. Do you have some kind of singularity that you are projecting from to figure out that you are actually an "indigo child?" Hook it up!
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I had three different psychics tell me that I'm one of the last Indigo on three separate occasions and when I was a kid I always told my mom and my grandmother very matter-of-factly that I was from the stars... Used to communicate with nature, natural healing abilities, the firey temper that Indigos are known for... the works...

So I decided to do the responsible thing - I called out. I don't work in a mission critical environment (its a help desk for christ's sake) and if they fire me, so be it. I'll get something else. I called my doctor and made up a story about my Wellbutrin causing me severe insomnia (which I stopped taking a long time ago because it did indeed cause severe insomnia among other things)... I'm going to go in tomorrow and get a doctor's note and hope for the best. Whatever happens, happens.

And yes I've gone on some binges lately though I'm not really sure WHY. I don't know what it is I'm trying to escape from. Things have been going really well for me lately so it just doesn't make any sense.

This was hardly a binge though. I had 500mg when I started the night and I have 186 now. Methylone, would have easily been a gram...
 
I had a similar thing but it was court i had to go to to be a witness,
i tried to find a way out of going but couldnt, and just not turning up wasnt an option as i would have been arrested,
so there was nothing else to do except keep taking mcat as i was crashing too,
so kept lining up until i left then bombed half g just before i went into the court,
it was insane i was trying so hard to keep the chatters at bay im sure some people were thinking she's on drugs, lol,
but it was the right thing to do, for me then,
 
I would personally opt to keep at the mephedrone throughout the day. But that's only because I can't think of much worse than a full day at work on a comedown from this particular substance.
 
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And yes I've gone on some binges lately though I'm not really sure WHY. I don't know what it is I'm trying to escape from. Things have been going really well for me lately so it just doesn't make any sense.
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Even if you are some cosmic incarnation or whatever, you are still a human right now. I would recommend continuing trying to figure life out gradually even if you are gifted and not to binge TOO much on stimulants if you don't seem to know exactly what you are doing with 'em.

Surely risking losing your job will inhibit the actual application of your abilities. If you end up binging WAY too much for too long and don't get a decent job it will be hard to really do as much as you want to with you life imo.
 
DXMkid420 said:
can you get some adderal? or some meth. just enough too keep you going. if not, get some epedrin and make tea. youll be up no problem for the whole day
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A bit late, my negro. He already made a thread about needing some downers, bad advice dog. <3
 
U aint going to sleep for shit so wank yourself stupid and then go to work and do a few bumps to get u through day. once home get to bed!
 
^best advice in the thread..

There's no point in worrying about it once its too late.. anyway, its not hard to get through a day of work with no sleep if you have a few bumps of meph left (caveats noted, if people's lives are in your hands just dont do it).

Thats exactly why the stuff is so fucking lethal though, you might feel shit now, and like you're crashing, but we all know what its like.. You got 186mg left? simples ... 75mg line to kick start the proceedings before you jump in the shower and you'll be feeling sorted in no time. Then just do the rest in 3-4 decent sized bumps over course of the day.
 
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