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CHiLD-0F-THE-BEAT said:
Let me also rant and rave about a certain couple of other BLers who were apparently en-route to join us from the Gold Coast circa 9pm. The meet began at 6:30pm and apparently they just couldn't get themselves sorted to actually make it on time, so decided to make us all wait around for them to show - which usually wouldn't a problem.
Cut to 10:15pm and Busty and myself are feeling fatigued and say our goodbyes. Turns out those who were en-route didn't bother to get past Southbank and turned around and headed home without informing anybody.
Thanks for your efforts, guys. I won't put myself out to meet you in the future.

belarki and Sykik however were super-cool and we are definitely hooking up some adventures for the near future. You guys rock, thanks again for organising it belarki.

There's nothing I can say in this thread. I am absolutely gobsmacked at your thoughtlessness. We went through hell that night. Drug_Mentor and I spent over 24 hours driving from Melbourne to QLD, in part for the meetup, and sure as hell didn't just decide to turn back because we couldn't be fucked coming.

As for not getting sorted in time, we were on hold to the taxi company for over an hour before we even made a booking - which then took another 20 mins to arrive, meaning we just missed our train. We waited an hour for the next one.

Anyone who knows me or has read over my posts over the years knows that I absolutely do not EVER touch psychs, due to a bad trip in 2006 which fucked me up badly. Unfortunately I made a BAD decision which was to take some caps I had been given in good faith, which resulted in a trip that I was absolutely not able to handle. This resulted in a meltdown, on a fucking train, in a fucking unknown state, a BAD setting for someone with probably the worst mindSET for psychs, and I am just so THANKFUL I had my friends Maverick and Drug_Mentor with me, who took care of me, although Mav wasn't in a good state herself. I got them off the train at some unknown station because I was not able to deal with the situation, and I paid nearly $100 for a taxi home because I couldn't sit on the train.

I don't have the contact numbers of anyone at the meetup, but Mav does and was updating Belaki the whole time. A big THANKYOU to my friends who took care of me in such an awful situation, and an apology to Sykik, Belaki and Busty who I'd have liked to catch up with, but unfortunately, due to an absolutely hellish experience, I wasn't able to meetup with.
 
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We had a mini-meetup this past weekend thanks to belarki. He got off his arse and set up an awesome date that began at drinks in the valley, continued to atmospheric dining at Garuva and ended with post face-stuffing beverages at Bowery. I was driving so I had a mocktail - a mocktail, I know. :| Lucky it was tasty and involved strawberries and mint and stuff. :)

Anywho, onto the pictures;

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belarki and Sykik looking all dapper and suave

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Busty and myself - I'm still suffering from the molten hot chilli prawns Busty dared me to order in this photo. I'm surprised I'm not sweating! :p

Let me also rant and rave about a certain couple of other BLers who were apparently en-route to join us from the Gold Coast circa 9pm. The meet began at 6:30pm and apparently they just couldn't get themselves sorted to actually make it on time, so decided to make us all wait around for them to show - which usually wouldn't a problem.
Cut to 10:15pm and Busty and myself are feeling fatigued and say our goodbyes. Turns out those who were en-route didn't bother to get past Southbank and turned around and headed home without informing anybody.
Thanks for your efforts, guys. I won't put myself out to meet you in the future.[/
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belarki and Sykik however were super-cool and we are definitely hooking up some adventures for the near future. You guys rock, thanks again for organising it belarki. :) <3



Can I just say, I am one of those GC BLer's who didn't make it up that night. I was on hold with the taxi company for an hour to get to the train station to catch the train up, we missed the last train that goes half hourly by ONE minute then had to sit at the fucking train station in the RAIN for an hour, to wait for the next train. We jumped on, headed towards Brisbane, I was in CONSTANT text contact with Belarki about where we were. Let me just throw in a side note here, all three of us were super stoked to go and meet you all, Footscrazy and Drugmentor were even up from Melbourne for fucks sake and we'd planned even before they arrived for them to come with me..

Back to the night, so I can only speak for myself as to how I was feeling but we had consumed a mystery cap each, I'm a seasoned drug user but whatever was in this thing absolutely smashed my brain, I have a fucking brain tumor and just over week prior I had a biopsy to determine whether it was malignant or not, perhaps that had something to do with it, I don't know and the next night I spent an hour having serious seizure symptoms because of it, making my two dear friends upset as all fuck watching me twitch and seize uncontrollably, yeah, I was totally fine to keep going to a crowded fucking city.. All I do know was that I had to get off that train, we at no stage yet had decided to go home, we just needed to get off the train because I was having a freakout, so we got off with 2 stops to go til South Bank. I was going to either jump in front of a train or kill someone. I couldn't think straight, something was not right so I decided after standing at that train station for about 10mins upset as all fuck, to go home. By this stage it was approximately 10pm and Belarki texted me saying it was just him and Sykik now, everyone else had fucked off...

SO, for whom ever to say that we made NO effort or whatever the fuck, is just plain fucked up. I'm offended and actually upset over this and I apologised to Belarki and Sykik, they even said "no worries, hope you have a safe trip home :)" via text when I texted.. We got back on the train for about 15mins and got straight back off again, then Footscrazy spent $104ish on a fucking taxi back to my house...

No effort huh... We spent a fuck load of time and money to come up, we were so close but freaked out. Would you have rathered we rocked up and freaked out with you guys all there and lost the plot?? I think not... Next time check the fucking facts before you start judging people.. I really don't care if I get in trouble for this post because I'm upset and am being made out to be some kind of fucking flakey person, which I absolutely AM NOT!

To the people who did rock up and especially Belarki and Sykik, I apologise. It wasn't a smart idea to get messy and for making bad choices, I'm deeply sorry. I hope I can be forgiven and another chance to meet you all will be thrown my way in the future. I hope you all had a great, enjoyable and safe night.

Much love, Mav <3
 
^ I wasn't going to mention your health probs Mav because you hadn't, but there it is. Mav has been having a hard time lately and yet made a huge effort to come out to meet you guys (we all did), to be trashed on by someone who has ABSOLUTELY no idea what the hell is going on...wow, just fucking wow.
 
Thanks Footscrazy.. Much love <3

I ain't guilting any motherfucker into anything and I wouldn't and am NOT using my situation in any way to get sympathy or whatever the fuck, but yes, the fact is, I have a brain tumor.. I don't know how long I'll be alive for, I'll suffer seizures and intense headaches until I meet my maker. Footscrazy and Drugmentor drove 24+ hours to see me, that's fucking dedication.. That's friendship, that's love..

Drugmentor was amazing that entire night, he wasn't affected as badly as we were and looked after the two of us without a hint of hesitation, much love bub, I'm so glad we had you there <3

Like I said, my soul is hurt and I'm upset by that comment, I just wish people took the time to maybe ask a simple question or not judge or jump to a conclusion.. It'd make the world a nicer place..

Mav
 
Wow meow schmow!

Sorry to hear that guys. Nothing worse than getting a trippy substance when you are expecting MD** like effects (unless you're a tripper like myself who would probably eat another 1-2 ;))

It's good to hear the other side of the story. I would have liked to attend the meet up and from already meeting belarki and sykik, I know you missed out on meeting some really cool people.

I'm looking forward to another summer in Qld.

Better luck next time :)
 
I also feel the need to address certain comments made by COTB, although footscrazy and mav3rick have probably said everything that needed to be said.

First I would like to point out, although I have had little to no personal contact with any of the bluelighters who attended, I was absolutely stoked that I was going to be getting to meet you guys and anticipated that night as one of the highlights of our trip.

It is highly unfortunate that events unfolded as they did and as a result all three of us were unable to attend. I understand a level of frustration but the fact is to come on here and say no effort was made is so far from the truth it isn't funny. I am pretty offended someone would come on here and trash us when they themselves obviously made no effort to find out what actually happened, and mav DID send a text saying what was happening.

I don't know what to say really, we were all really psyched to come see you guys and made a good effort to come and do it. It was a major downer we were unable to make it but it is an even bigger downer to get home and log in here only to see COTB's remarks. I think that it really reveals someones character when they needlessly attack the actions of others without even having a grasp on the circumstances, and are so quick to lash out over an inconvenience without considering the time the other parties were having.

Do you really think we took the time and effort to come two thirds of the way for nothing?! It just really baffles me that you would start that shit up on a public forum instead of taking it up with one or all of us personally via PM or whatever. As mentioned previously, Mav sent a text to let you guys know what was going on, I really don't know what more you could of expected of us given the circumstances. In regards to the fact even if we had made it we would of been quite late, I apologize for any waiting around that may of caused before we turned around, but it wasn't exactly fun being on hold to a cab company and then waiting at a wet train station either..

To all those we missed and didn't feel the need to come on here and make inflammatory remarks, I just want you to know I am really bummed things turned out the way they did, and next time I am on the Gold Coast I would love it if we could catch up for a drink or something.
 
Woah, woah, WOAH!

I certainly hadn't heard a whisper of any of what you guys have posted, only that you guys were en route from the GC (which, for all I knew, was where you lived). We assumed you knew the time of the meet-up and had, for whatever reason, had to arrive later. As I said in the original post I was absolutely cool with that, I've had people come late to arranged things before and sometimes it just can't be helped.

We left the group early and only found out later that you guys didn't make it - and again nothing was mentioned about how or why.

I simply posted from my perspective, obviously without knowing the full story. I assumed you were just another lot of BL pikers, but it turns out you made a pretty mammoth effort to get there, so props for that at least!

I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions, being on this site for as long as I have (yada yada, old bitch am I) you kind of become a bit disenchanted and a bit pessimistic about these things. I'll make sure not to jump the gun next time and wait for a proper explanation.

And I retract the not wanting to meet you kids. Can we go back to playing nice now? :) <3


But, for future reference if we ever do meet up for drinks and / or dinner, I probably wouldn't be too impressed if you were on stuff. It was a really super casual NON DRUG RELATED meet, so sober would obviously have been preferred. But that's neither here nor there. :)
 
It wasn't a smart idea to get messy and for making bad choices, I'm deeply sorry.

Hahaha, we have all been on Bluelight long enough and have been to plenty of meetups to know that is the main reason for a no show in 80% of cases.

COTB is just busting your hump. We are sorry you guys didn't make it but we are well aware (and it's a long running joke) that any meet up can divided by half when ever getting messy is involved. ;)

The invite still stands for next time girls.
 
Thanks for the apology, I think D-M said it best though really

Drug_Mentor said:
It just really baffles me that you would start that shit up on a public forum instead of taking it up with one or all of us personally via PM or whatever.
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Footscrazy out!!
 
F - How about because I've never communicated with any of you via PM or otherwise before?
And you know you could have PM'd everyone involved in the meet after you had recovered and advised us all of what happened. Just sayin'. :)

K - Bahaaaa, you know I always attract the drama and crazy. I'm too honest I think. :)
 
Apology accepted.. We can all go back to being chilled little beings.. :)

Werd to D_M for that same quotey bit...

From my perspective, I was going to PM or FB Belarki (and ask him to pass it on to Sykik) to explain but I didn't see the need to PM everyone who went, because they were the only two who were still partying on at what would have been our ETA (approximately 10:15pm) so no one else would have even met us, which totally sucks. Yes, we could have handled the night a bit better and I know I'm kicking myself for the whole evenings events but what's done, is done.. You all know the score, you all know what happened, you guys had a great night, we didn't, plain and simple..

That's all I have to say on it..

Mav
 
^ Glad your feeling better now :) And it is a good bet to stay away from mystery caps :)<3
 
I can't speak for footscrazy or mav but I know the reason I didn't PM anybody the next day was I felt the SMS had let everyone know and I really wasn't looking to spend my time on the GC online. I came home with the intention of sending a PM to those involved to apologize for my absence and express my interest in meeting up in future, after coming on today and having the discussion in this thread though it probably isn't neccessary.

Obviously it is an unfortunate situation made even more so by the subsequent misunderstanding, I personally am not holding any grudges over what boils down to a few possibly unneccessary remarks on a forum.

In regards to the drugs, I would of been more than happy to attend sober (although I do tend to be slightly more socially awkward unfortunately) had I ever been under the impression drug use would be frowned upon. I guess being bluelight it can be easy to forget we don't all parttake anymore. I wasn't overly drug affected and I don't think it was footscrazy or mav3ricks intention to be, it is a firm reminder mystery caps are seldom a great idea I suppose. Much as I wanted to attend when it came to getting two close friends home safely or ditching them to go for drinks it was a no brainer for me.

Anyway, all this doesn't really matter I suppose, as I said before I harbour no ill feelings and would certainly meet up for a drink with you Bris-vegas Bluelighters if given the oppurtunity again in future.
 
Of course, I'd still love to meet you now I've retracted my earlier hasty remarks. I'm really glad to hear everyone is ok.

Mavrick, I hope you're doing alright? You must be carrying a pretty intense burden around with you. I hope you have people you can talk to if you need. <3
 
mav3rick, Footscrazy & drug_mentor - It sounds like you had a pretty horrendous time of it - we've all been in crazy and intense situations - i can't imagine what it would have been like in completely unfamiliar surroundings (such as in a state you've never been in - geographically and chemically). I really feel for you and hope you are all feeling better <3
 
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