Pinkpuff
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 17, 2008
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Hello,
Last night I attended an event and did my regular routine - ate a big lunch, had a small dinner (I can never eat much on the day of a rave because of nerves, but I try anyway), drank a Vitamin C pack...
Where to start?
From the moment I started peaking from my first pill (blue telephone pokeball), every time I would stand up and attempt to walk, my leg muscles (especially the left ones) would tighten up and after only taking a few steps my left leg would start getting more and more numb. I tried stretching it, walking more on it to see if it would go away... But the only way that it wouldn't get numb was if I sat down. That scared me, so I pretty much had to sit down throughout the entire even, which was very frustrating/debilitating. Has anyone ever heard of this before? What could it be? I didn't even dance/walk that much before I took the pill, I just did what I usually do, so it can't be from that.
Then I took another half, which hit me nicely but did not help the leg situation much... Once I took my next half (both halves were green lightbulb pokeballs), I felt a very weird roll, and was sort of "coming down" the whole time. I attempted to take yet another half, but that made things worse. I puked a couple of times and started getting freaked out (panic attack, pretty much) about my leg and didn't understand why I was not even feeling the halves I took.
Does this mean I need a break?? The last time I rolled, a half gave me a weird roll after taking a whole one as well. But what I don't understand is, a whole hits me as hard as it always has... I've just been having horrible luck with halves lately. I have been rolling once a month for about 2.5 years... With the occasional 2-3 month break.
Sorry about the long message, I just feel really hopeless because e is my favorite drug, and I try to keep it to a minimum but maybe I need to take a longer break? I am so worried the leg thing is going to happen again.
Help guys!
Thanks in advance.
Last night I attended an event and did my regular routine - ate a big lunch, had a small dinner (I can never eat much on the day of a rave because of nerves, but I try anyway), drank a Vitamin C pack...
Where to start?
From the moment I started peaking from my first pill (blue telephone pokeball), every time I would stand up and attempt to walk, my leg muscles (especially the left ones) would tighten up and after only taking a few steps my left leg would start getting more and more numb. I tried stretching it, walking more on it to see if it would go away... But the only way that it wouldn't get numb was if I sat down. That scared me, so I pretty much had to sit down throughout the entire even, which was very frustrating/debilitating. Has anyone ever heard of this before? What could it be? I didn't even dance/walk that much before I took the pill, I just did what I usually do, so it can't be from that.
Then I took another half, which hit me nicely but did not help the leg situation much... Once I took my next half (both halves were green lightbulb pokeballs), I felt a very weird roll, and was sort of "coming down" the whole time. I attempted to take yet another half, but that made things worse. I puked a couple of times and started getting freaked out (panic attack, pretty much) about my leg and didn't understand why I was not even feeling the halves I took.
Does this mean I need a break?? The last time I rolled, a half gave me a weird roll after taking a whole one as well. But what I don't understand is, a whole hits me as hard as it always has... I've just been having horrible luck with halves lately. I have been rolling once a month for about 2.5 years... With the occasional 2-3 month break.
Sorry about the long message, I just feel really hopeless because e is my favorite drug, and I try to keep it to a minimum but maybe I need to take a longer break? I am so worried the leg thing is going to happen again.
Help guys!
Thanks in advance.
