helium-4
Bluelight Crew
I'm supposed to be studying but man... studying issssssssss soooooooooooo boring!
let me just say, fuck you to the guy who decides it's ok to shout on your phone in the middle of the library, and not only make one phone call, but multiple ones. I mean, fuck at least go to the first floor where people are not sitting as quietly trying to get work done.
Ismall girls in yoga pants.
That is all.
Sometimes when I'm flipping through the channels I feel the urge to stay on the fitness channel to watch namaste yoga. I wish they let you just watch at the yoga studio but Kevin the secutiry guard thinks otherwise...
I really want to learn formal music theory, though. Perhaps after I finish my degree I'll find a way to do that, I'm sure it would help my playing immensely. As of now I have a pretty good intuitive grasp of music, that seems to be almost completely divorced from my intellect. In fact the more I shut-off the analytical part of my brain and allow the non-egoic parts of my mind to take over, the better my playing becomes. My ideal state, which I've only been able to access a couple of times, has felt exactly like the music was playing me-- not vice versa. Quite a wonderful feeling.![]()