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Dammit, I need to end my unemployment so I can get a scale. I started experimenting with O-Desmethyltramadol today, and was staggering very small doses to be safe, and I never really reached a more than therapeutic level of effects.


Also, I've been digging Neon Indian lately, could anyone throw something similar my way?

Here's a lil' gift for you all. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwHjKUbLbOw&feature=related
 
^ Nice tune. :)

I love the piano though, but it doesn't really like me. I dunno, like every musician has a certain instrument they prefer, and that choice is completely dependent upon the particular disposition of the individual. I feel this intuitive connection to the guitar that just isn't there for me with the keys.

Dude, I'm the polar opposite. I absolutely adore the sound of guitar (particularly acoustic), but guitar strings just feel so alien and awkward compared to the ivories. We should meet up and jam! :D
 
Haha I was vaping some more JWH just now, I was thinking once again I was getting it all wrong, missing the vapour and wasting JWH, then I noticed I was really high and had black resin all over my lips.

I think I finally got the method right. Good start to the day, now time for some chill reggae and food :)

Almost forgot to say.. hope everyone else is having a great morning so far :)
 
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you know, its kinda funny. most people wouldn't share things like this with "strangers", but i feel that you guys aren't strangers. :)

My parents decided to have a big arguement about a week ago, my dad left the house, my mom started to panic, all hell has been broken loose for the last week, constant flame wars between me and my mom, including her grabbing a knife and threatening to slice my jugular.

Yes, my mom is a bit psycho, so am I, it runs in the family, it coarses through our veins to be a bit psychopathic, I'm fine with that, I am who I am, and I will continue to be who I am, not something else, but thats drifting away from the point.

My mom decided to leave the house approximately... 17hrs ago, "I'm going to the airport, the car keys are here, go start your license, the house is yours, your dad is going to scotland." It all crashed on me at once that I have to be a big boy now, no legal job(yes, i'm a dealer, a clean one though, i like to make my customers happy) and only 18 years old.

Now i have a big old townhouse, 3 stories, 3 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, 1 spare bedroom, semi-large flat roof, a living room, kitchen, dining room. Sure thats all fine and dandy, I should consider myself lucky, I do, in a way.

I sat down, and I tried to find a reason to cry, to let it out, but all I could do is find reasons to smile, my parents finally get a break from it all. Time to clear their heads out, they've had 3 years of havoc from me, and my step-brother and its about them they got some time for themselves. Hopefully they can figure it all out and be happy again.

I dont really know why I'm writing this on bluelight... some people might find it something you keep to yourself, but hey, I needed to talk to someone and I found bluelight.

Anyways... wish me luck, life just changed in oh so many ways. :\

edit : it feels kinda lonely in here.. at least i have my dog :) :(

That's a pretty extreme situation to have to deal with all of a sudden. My advice to you would to keep it on the down low that you now own your house or whatever, you don't want to be overcome by freeloaders. By all means tell your close friends and let them chill there, but from the experience of a close friend of mine, people you barely or don't know will start being brought round by others, and soon you'll have no real control over who come's and goes in your household, all because people our age like to hang out and blaze and game all nightw or whatever inside, and away from adults.

I also foresee your dog becoming very close to you over the next couple of weeks, which of course is a good thing!
 
Haha I was vaping some more JWH just now, I was thinking once again I was getting it all wrong, missing the vapour and wasting JWH, then I noticed I was really high and had black resin all over my lips.

I think I finally got the method right. Good start to the day, now time for some chill reggae and food :)

Almost forgot to say.. hope everyone else is having a great morning so far :)

G'mornin' to ya Jesusgreen!

About your JWH situation (I seen you were having troubles yesterday :(), I recommend taking a pipe with 2-3 screens in it and smoking it that way. I've tried the foil method and it's always been a beeotch to me. I feel like it's really wasteful. Give it a try :D
 
Wow I came completely unprepared for class today this sucks. I have a writing assignment that would've been easy to get done but it's exactly the same as one I did before graduating high school :P So I'm not exactly inspired to get on that...
 
Wow I came completely unprepared for class today this sucks. I have a writing assignment that would've been easy to get done but it's exactly the same as one I did before graduating high school :P So I'm not exactly inspired to get on that...

I had a paper that I used 3 times for 3 different classes which all made me read and right a paper on Toni Morrison's book, "Beloved". I changed it around a little bit each time and got an A on all 3 papers! I even then "lent" it to a friend who also had to write a paper on Beloved, and he barely changed it and got a B hahahaha. That paper got some good mileage at school.
 
Dude, I'm the polar opposite. I absolutely adore the sound of guitar (particularly acoustic), but guitar strings just feel so alien and awkward compared to the ivories. We should meet up and jam! :D

Definitely, man. :) Its such an amazing thing playing music with others, especially after you get over the fumbling around stage and get into the zone-- I liken it to a type of hyper-conversation, like communication^2.

Now when 3, 4, 5 or more musicians get together and play-- things get really crazy because there's easily over 100 open lines of real-time, instantaneous communication between the musicians. And if yer really lucky, and tap into that 'god-energy', its like every musician is in symbiosis with every other member of the group and it melts into one giant mind-orgy of psychedelic wonderment. :D

Damn, all this music-talk is making me realize how badly I NEED to get a new guitar, ASAP. I feel so naked without one, like a little kid who lost his snuggly blanket.
 
Definitely, man. :) Its such an amazing thing playing music with others, especially after you get over the fumbling around stage and get into the zone-- I liken it to a type of hyper-conversation, like communication^2.

Now when 3, 4, 5 or more musicians get together and play-- things get really crazy because there's easily over 100 open lines of real-time, instantaneous communication between the musicians. And if yer really lucky, and tap into that 'god-energy', its like every musician is in symbiosis with every other member of the group and it melts into one giant mind-orgy of psychedelic wonderment. :D

Damn, all this music-talk is making me realize how badly I NEED to get a new guitar, ASAP. I feel so naked without one, like a little kid who lost his snuggly blanket.

Man I have a couple guitars but I never really learnt to play, made a little progress but then had a load of stuff on my mind, slowly practised less and haven't touched them in a long time. Posts like that remind me of the reason I got them in the first place though, maybe I'll have to dig one out and give it another shot. :)
 
I've been learning to play classical guitar at uni. I'm absolutely loving it. I already have plenty of experience as a percussionist and produce electronic music, so its not to bad to pick basic guitar up.
 
haha i know how that goes. I'm on day 4 of no weed and I know my bank account is loving it.

I'm glad I'm learning to play classical. If I were to learn any form of guitar It would be classical. Same with piano. The theory that you learn ties over to every facet of music, which is wonderful as a electronic music producer.

oh yeah fuck customs. its been since the 17...
 
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Haha I'm a really idiosyncratic guitar player. I learned everything backwards. First I figured out the scales, and then how to solo over chords, and then I finally kinda half-assedly memorized the basic chords. I can play along with / solo over just about anything-- but I really do need madd practice on playing without a rhythm section to keep me on the tracks.

But I don't really think about music like "Oh, here's a chord change coming up I need to be ready", I more so just sense the shifting harmonics and my fingers dance around to accommodate it. I essentially learned what notes NOT to play depending on the key and chord progression, and then just used the harmonic and appropriately dissonant notes as a "playground" of sorts to dance around in melodically. I think my method would be called "playing by ear" in common circles. :)

I really want to learn formal music theory, though. Perhaps after I finish my degree I'll find a way to do that, I'm sure it would help my playing immensely. As of now I have a pretty good intuitive grasp of music, that seems to be almost completely divorced from my intellect. In fact the more I shut-off the analytical part of my brain and allow the non-egoic parts of my mind to take over, the better my playing becomes. My ideal state, which I've only been able to access a couple of times, has felt exactly like the music was playing me-- not vice versa. Quite a wonderful feeling. :)
 
I need to take some guitar lessons. I taught myself by ear to play, and am pretty good for what I do, but I want to actually know what I am doing and get better skilled. Once I finally (hopefully soon) find a job, that will be one of my first luxuries added back into my life. In the meantime I was thinking of downloading a couple learn guitar dvds and seeing what I could get myself to pick up from those...anyone have any learn guitar dvds that they'd recommend?
 
Nice man. It feels good to not feel like a slug all the time. I started to get ridiculous with my consumption and with the my tolerance shooting up, I would smoke a bong rip once an hour or two with in 2-3 hours. Each of the rips being around .20g. Silly I know. I can get more out of it if I just cut back and let my tolerance get back to where it should.

I ended up running through a gram of Jwh-018 and a gram of jwh-250 with in 3 days... yeah thats how fucked up my tolerance is.

So right now I'm rocking on some free hardees. I was talking to my lab partner from last night after class and he asked if I liked hardees (he realized i lived super close to the one of the local ones), and he ended up giving me a coup on for a free combo meal. A large bacon cheese thick burger with curly fries... how terrible for me. around 1400 calories from this one meal. Now this is a time I wish I was high :D
 
Damn man! Haha that's a monster of a tolerance.

I wasn't even smoking that much, just a blunt with some friends every night. But the problem was that I told myself I wouldn't do that again, and of course I did. Also I get "weed hangovers" and it makes me really lazy into the next day.
 
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