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Herion, Cocine, & Crack {Never Do It}

adri88crys

adri88crys

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:\i have done herion first, 2nd cocine, then crack. :!its not worth it at all, u may think its fun & cool but u know what its not. so dont start or try it ok people... u may think its ok to just try it & not ever do it again right, wrong thats what i thought. let me just try it & see whats the big deal about it, i can put it down. but now i have trouble with it. i tried it when i was 20 now im 21, a yr i have a problem with the shit!! i have a son & a fiancee, thats what care more about than that shit but its hard not to do it beileve me it sux having a drug problem so im getting help for it..:p i really wished that i never tried it that day but i did & i can't take it back, i wish i could but can't. i even tried herion wondering why my bf now fiancee did it, but now he don't neither do i,my fiancee & i struggle 2gether with crack cocine.i did herion b4 cocine or crack, it was nice the rush felt great when u shot it up better than smoking crack but its not good either. i would do herion over crack anyday but i would rather not do any kind of drugs at all. when u shoot cocine it also felt great kind of herion but with herion u dont crash u stay mellow & junk, but u know what i stopped herion but struggle with crack cocaine:o... i wish i would of stuck with smoking weed every once in a while than doing the other shit!! but whatever,my fiancee & r working on our problems & getting everything under control so i could live a good life with our son<3...
 
sorry to hear the addiction's getting to you, but don't let it beat you. put down the pipe and quit cold turkey... crack is one of the drugs that has bearable withdrawals, yet, it's difficult to wean off of...
 
Adri - I sure hope you and your fiance can get the help you need and start a wonderful drug-free life together with your son. It sounds like you could have a nice family together. Also it is good that you and your fiance want to work together and support each other to quit. Good Luck!
 
thank u all.. and thanx for the support..
thats what we want a drug free life with no bad thing holding us back.
we love our son very much & he needs us both. we want to have fun with him & not boring & not playing with him because we r miserable cuz we r coming down. but thanx again
 
Fucking speedballs are addictive right enough. Ive never shot coke but ive shot morphine and dilaudid while smoking crack and if money was no restriction i would probably spend all night hitting that pipe once i start. Im not too bad on it but when im doing dilaudid/morphine and crack speed balls i'll keep hitting that dirty old pipe until money becomes a issue. If i knew that i wouldnt be flung out on the street a few times due to all the money litterally going up in smoke it would be no trouble burning through a 8 ball in a sitting. But thankfully i can't do that these days. That and the comedowns are awful and fuck with my head.

I never got addicted to coke/crack thankfully but that was only because i never felt that it was that addictive. I found it compulsive sometimes but i didnt need to have the shit. Not like i got sick when i didnt have it. I have seen people get pretty fucked up on coke and crack addictions and it is if anything worse then a opiate addiction. Ive seen people turn into the walking dead in a few months after getting addicted to that.

I can't certainly recomend anyone do such a not only addictive but totally pointless drug. It really only makes you want to do more of it.
 
exactly paranoid i never thought i was never addicted to coke/crack, because i could go with out it & not think of it until its brought up & go get it with my fiancee but i would always say no but then i go through with it & do it its horrible. when we did it our son was never home he would be at my moms house, but it dont excuse us doing it at all.. so we decided to help each other to stay away & if either one of us got a craving out of no where we help out one another & get through it.. but theres times its hard & we mess up but not anymore we r trying so hard to stay clean, for ourselves & most of all our beautiful little boy. thanx ford im glad i have a place to go to get good advice & help, it really helps alot... & thanx alot travel for the support & everyone else i havent mentioned.. & if any one else once to talk about there past or present problems im here to help & so is my fiancee.. he's on this site too.
he is (opiatekrzy)
have a good safe day/night!
 
Adri, thanks for the kind words . . . maybe you and your fiance can be an inspiration for me too - - even though I am not addicted to crack (I do it maybe 3-4 times a month) I am starting to not enjoy it and the comedown is so so bad. . . the fun is not worth the comedown. So I want to cut back even more - maybe down to twice a month and if I cannot cut down maybe get stronger and quit all together. Once these drugs start to take over our lives and the comedown and the risks outweigh the benefit it maybe time to stop.

Also Adri and Opiatekrzy . . . one thing I am very fortunate about is that a truly enjoy my life when I am not high . . . and with you having each other and a good relationship and your son you have something great to enjoy and live for without drugs. Stay strong!
 
nice thread, the temptations come out of nowhere and we do it, but now that we have a son, its not about us anymore, i havent been thinking about it like i did and am even going to rehab for 30 days my choice, i want the help , i know the tools, but i want to do it for my son, adriana and my sake to have a happy family
 
opiatekrzy said:
nice thread, the temptations come out of nowhere and we do it, but now that we have a son, its not about us anymore, i havent been thinking about it like i did and am even going to rehab for 30 days my choice, i want the help , i know the tools, but i want to do it for my son, adriana and my sake to have a happy family
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<3<3 thanx for complimenting on my thread i made honey.. i know baby & i love u & also so happy for u, for doing this on ur own!! i would like to marry u when u come back home like u said u wanted to do.. i would love to marry u mike!! i love u so much, u & our little sugar honey bear mean a lot to me so much that i want to spend the rest of my life with u & raise our little squirt together forever & ever.. i want us to have our happliy ever after & have such a perfect well simi-perfect familia lol.. im so proud of u my future hubby for life.. muah xoxoxox<3<3
=Dur future wifey *adri*;)
 
I am proud of both of you - - keep up the great work of getting off drugs for good, and planning a life together with your baby. You will find that even though life is not easy, and that there will be struggles and hard times now and then that overall life can be a wonderful fulfilling adventure without drugs.
 

I Cant Beileve I Got Cravings For Crack/Cocaine..
I Hate When That Happeneds..
I Hate To Say I Almost Gave In The Temtation..
OMG I Hate This So Much
Ugh!!
Well I Figured I Could Come On Here To Let Out Whats Inside
 
adri88crys said:

I Cant Beileve I Got Cravings For Crack/Cocaine..
I Hate When That Happeneds..
I Hate To Say I Almost Gave In The Temtation..
OMG I Hate This So Much
Ugh!!
Well I Figured I Could Come On Here To Let Out Whats Inside
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You can work this out Adriana, with opiatecrzy together. You will be ok and the temptation doesn't ever really leave though. My bff from Michigan had a very hard struggle with crack. Her parents would go driving to different crack houses that she was known to stay in Detroit to scoop her up, cos her son was just 2. She would straighten up for a couple days only to relapse and this was a very hard habit to break. But she got through it - so can you.
You have your whole life ahead of you and don't want to be old like me and still struggling. My suggestion is try and look for support groups in your area if you feel overwhelmed. I wish you both the best ~theresa
 
adri88crys said:
:\i have done herion first, 2nd cocine, then crack. :!its not worth it at all, u may think its fun & cool but u know what its not. so dont start or try it ok people... u may think its ok to just try it & not ever do it again right, wrong thats what i thought. let me just try it & see whats the big deal about it, i can put it down. but now i have trouble with it. i tried it when i was 20 now im 21, a yr i have a problem with the shit!! i have a son & a fiancee, thats what care more about than that shit but its hard not to do it beileve me it sux having a drug problem so im getting help for it..:p i really wished that i never tried it that day but i did & i can't take it back, i wish i could but can't. i even tried herion wondering why my bf now fiancee did it, but now he don't neither do i,my fiancee & i struggle 2gether with crack cocine.i did herion b4 cocine or crack, it was nice the rush felt great when u shot it up better than smoking crack but its not good either. i would do herion over crack anyday but i would rather not do any kind of drugs at all. when u shoot cocine it also felt great kind of herion but with herion u dont crash u stay mellow & junk, but u know what i stopped herion but struggle with crack cocaine:o... i wish i would of stuck with smoking weed every once in a while than doing the other shit!! but whatever,my fiancee & r working on our problems & getting everything under control so i could live a good life with our son<3...
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u obviously did sum crappy shit:p i dont like blow and rocks but skag is pure win for me;)
 
Stay strong, Adri - - it won't be easy because the cravings will still come now and then - when you get the cravings, come and post out here and look for support, call a good friend who is concerned about keeping you away from drugs, take a long walk at a park, etc. Good luck!
 
you gotta fight it and them cravings will keep coming but they do get further apart, i honestly cant remember the last time i done crack, prob 6 months ago and the cravings dont come very often now but i'm still usin about 1.8g of good afghan smack a day so that kind of stops them.
you got ya man so just support each other as much as possible, i know how hard it is if you both get weak at the same time,think about your little un gotta help keep ya sane.
good luck to you both
R.
 
More power to you and your family ,getting clean is cool,even though I use drugs ,I think that people who need to quit or decide to quit should be encouraged.Good job and good luck.Hope all goes well for you two..Cool that your getting clean..Peace
 
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