UnSquare
Ex-Bluelighter
There are more bad experiences in my life than just the withdrawl I mentioned in the first post, and although it was the worst withdrawl I have ever experienced, it wasn't the first. I am just sick of failure after failure; life is just pain after pain after more pain, ya know? I go for years where I am doing great, headed in the right direction, and then I just go crazy, head into a spiral. On top of it I got all this anxiety and depression that I've been dealing with since fucking middle school, and that I will probably have the rest of my life. I just want all the pain and craziness to end, and I don't mean that in a suicidal way. It's just been so long since I've been genuinely happy. Can anyone relate to this?
Yes.
Empathy +++.
My advice to ANYONE
suffering from chronic untraceable
depression or anxiety is to consider
ANY form of regression work you feel comfortable with.
