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CEV's

jungo87

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As i mentioned in a previous post, last night when i went to bed i was getting closed eye visuals, for example, i thought i was still on here, was watching tv and started seeing peoples faces. Last time i got that was during Alcohol withdrawl, and i was getting it when i first started seroquel. Last bight i took booze, valium, DHC, seroquel and mirtazapine, oh and weed. It was like i was asleep yet i thought i was awake. What could have caused this? I kinda enjoyed it then i'd open my eyes and the place would be dark, no tv on or internet.
 
As i mentioned in a previous post, last night when i went to bed i was getting closed eye visuals, for example, i thought i was still on here, was watching TV and started seeing peoples faces. Last time i got that was during Alcohol withdrawal, and i was getting it when i first started Seroquel. Last bight i took booze, Valium, DHC, Seroquel and Mirtazapine, oh and weed. It was like i was asleep yet i thought i was awake. What could have caused this? I kinda enjoyed it then I'd open my eyes and the place would be dark, no TV on or internet.

That shit is awesome. I took 3 Meprozine and 1mg Klonopin today at school, and every once in a while I would nod out and close my eyelids without even realizing they were closed. My eyes were closed, but I didn't know it because I could still 'see' my environment and things in my visualizations acted normally. It is really freaky, but awesome.

For example, in class this morning, I was reading my school book and apparently nodded out, because it was telling a story about some random stupid ass shit that made no sense what so ever, even though it did to me at the time.

Here is a rough example of something like it would have read:

And so were the cops, they were there. And when it was over he drove up in his driveway. The pipelines were clean cut PVC. The story made it into the local newspaper. The box in the upper story of the casino.


For some reason, things like this in my text books made perfect sense! Until I woke up, of course. Also, sometimes when I nodded out while the teacher was talking, I would have this amazing epiphany and had a huge desire to just blurt it out in front of the whole class. Then right away, I'd wake up, and realize that it was math class and that

A) No body gave a shit about the nonsense that had randomly entered my mind
B) I couldn't recall any of it anyways

Closed-Eye-Visuals are the shit. Especially when you realize that they aren't real, because then you can usually direct them. Pretty fun. Unfortunately, the more aware of how fake the perceptions are, the more conscious you become, and the more they fade away. :(
 
"every once in a while I would nod out and close my eyelids without even realizing they were closed. My eyes were closed, but I never realized it because I could still 'see' my environment and things in my the visualization acted normally. It is really freaky, but awesome."

That's exactly what i was getting when my eyes were closed i'd still see my room and objects. Bit of a let down that they fade, I love it when i get them but sadly it's not very often.
 
That shit is awesome. I took 3 Meprozine and 1mg Klonopin today at school, and every once in a while I would nod out and close my eyelids without even realizing they were closed. My eyes were closed, but I didn't know it because I could still 'see' my environment and things in my visualizations acted normally. It is really freaky, but awesome.

For example, in class this morning, I was reading my school book and apparently nodded out, because it was telling a story about some random stupid ass shit that made no sense what so ever, even though it did to me at the time.

Here is a rough example of something like it would have read:




For some reason, things like this in my text books made perfect sense! Until I woke up, of course. Also, sometimes when I nodded out while the teacher was talking, I would have this amazing epiphany and had a huge desire to just blurt it out in front of the whole class. Then right away, I'd wake up, and realize that it was math class and that

A) No body gave a shit about the nonsense that had randomly entered my mind
B) I couldn't recall any of it anyways

Closed-Eye-Visuals are the shit. Especially when you realize that they aren't real, because then you can usually direct them. Pretty fun. Unfortunately, the more aware of how fake the perceptions are, the more conscious you become, and the more they fade away. :(

Oh my god, I thought I was the only person who's ever experienced that. I would be trying to go to sleep after an opiate binge and I could literally see around my room with my eyes closed. It was some weird shit, very enjoyable tho.
 
Is that Prescription only jay?

Yes it is. But you might just run in to someone with good insurance and willing to spare a couple of 300 mg of it. Just one of those will give you a very remarkable buzz with no tolerance to them. And it last a great deal of time, and you will not have any anxiety the next day.
 
Seems kinda goofy to try to achieve these mild states of weirdness from these drugs, I'd rather smoke DMT lulz.
 
I would have to go with mega dose THC, a light dose of just about any psych, or even MDMA for CEV's at a beginner level.

If psychs aren't your thing, there are some interest effects to observe from these pharms, but from what I understand they don't usually have a clear push or message.
 
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