oliphill
Bluelighter
Ok, so I used to be massively addicted to K. I was taking up to 12.5g a day at one point. By the end of it, my insides were so messed up, unbearable stomach pains, pissing pains, I was in and out of hospital all the time and told if I carried on my bladder would be partially removed. So basically I did a lot.
Anyway, since then I got hooked on opiates (heroin and methadone mostly). I just had a look at this website: http://www.opioids.com/nmda/receptor.html and it talks about NMDA receptor stuff and opiates. I dont really understand it..
What I'm wondering is a few things:
Could I have done permanent damage to my NMDA receptors? and if so...
Am I just a pussy or have I possibly messed up my pain threshold levels, as I can't seem to handle pain anymore, especially opiate w/d's ?
Just wondering really, as I really did properly abuse K and it does seem now that I can't handle pain as well as everyone else.
Anyway, since then I got hooked on opiates (heroin and methadone mostly). I just had a look at this website: http://www.opioids.com/nmda/receptor.html and it talks about NMDA receptor stuff and opiates. I dont really understand it..
What I'm wondering is a few things:
Could I have done permanent damage to my NMDA receptors? and if so...
Am I just a pussy or have I possibly messed up my pain threshold levels, as I can't seem to handle pain anymore, especially opiate w/d's ?
Just wondering really, as I really did properly abuse K and it does seem now that I can't handle pain as well as everyone else.

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