right,fuck where do i start my brain is a bit messed up & stoned but its all good,
when i had 1 pellet (a big one) last time it was so mild, & the severe headache, severe clenching & the time awake wasn't worth going through again for such a mild high,
i even started to regret buying 4. as i was thinking taking more than 1 would possibly make the negative effects even worse with not much difference with the high,
The plan was to DD to see if that made a difference but as there was so much different reports about if there was a difference between the small ones & big ones i thought maybe i should just try 1 again incase the small ones were stronger, i had 1 big 3 small,
when crushing up i thought what if 1 is still mild & take another but it doesnt change it would be a bummer, so just DD, thank god i did, (a friend came over & he had one )
Now thats more like it, completely better than last time,
crushed & bombed at 6:55 same things like need to poop, nausea was happening then intensified compared to last time, i liked it,
i dont know if theres a difference in strength but i know now that DD is def needed for me anyway,
i will be buying again now after feeling how i did , i want to feel it again,
i lost track of time but i think i was feeling it a bit sooner this time,def noticed stronger come up & high, everything, i really enjoyed it this time, i took another half & gave my friend other half but dont know what time but it was ages after maybe 1am,
at one point i went to see the time in kitchen it felt like 10pm but it was 9pm i still had only 2 at this point & was well gone ,
When i was on mcat or jolly hardstyle,hardhouse,makina was amazing that was what the dugs needed, but that just wasnt working with 6-APB & ended up listening to all my older cd's like pete wardman - trade 4 oh it was so great, euphorias 1 & deeper, trance nations, they were what the drug needed and i really enjoyed listening to these again,
I hardly get pupil dilation these days & if i do its only my left ones but i got dilation on both it was ace to see my pupil dilated again ,
I was dacing lots, lying on the floor, knees up swaying,hands up totaly gone in the music i did this a lot in between dancing it was lovely, the waves were so much more noticable, i had loads of chatters, eye flickers, lovely colour visuals when eyes closed i loved it all, hot & sweaty but not not in an uncomfortable way,
also listened to a kutski mix -unkool oldskool mix with scratching,
i dont like scratching but this mix was working too even the scratching, but a few tracks were a panny.
had a few waves of (do you know the term smacky dove) and looked like it too but they passed and would go back to rushes chatters and looking E like, i got a shock when i looked in the mirror when i looked kinda like i was on E, probably got a shock too when i looked like the smacky dove look as it was so different to the main look all night,
A headache did develop later but no where near as bad the last time, also grinding and this wasnt as bad as last time either, we took 2 paracetamol each
was about 5am desided to go and try to sleep as was feeling def more down and waves were decreasing, was feeling pretty fucked, took a benzo each, friend fell asleep for a few hours, i felt i was going to sleep easily, then ting im wide awake, but felt good, my friend woke up too we were chatting it was nice as no headache now, & only slight grinding,our pupils still dilated
it was 9:30am and sat chatting till mid day then was thinking it would be nice to get some drugs , we couldnt find any so went & got a bottle of vodka ( i dont drink hardly, maybe a few beers or bottle of wine now & again,)
this was a good choice felt good & went to score some hash & sat smoking & drinking until about 10pm then went back to mines as started to feel fucked , didnt drink anymore had a packed joint and fell asleep easily had a great sleep and woke up today at 12pm,
few joints and am melting into couch nicely,
the past 2 years the money ive spent on shit pips is mad, £10 for 1 6-APB was not worth it
but 2 DD was nice and would pay for that again for an evening considering how much mcat i went through on a session, a\lso the amount of jolly for an evning, they were both expensive ,
think ive covered everything
all in all much better experience and will do it again now