yo at aivaras
i dont mean to offend you but this is a stupid fucking idea to hook this kid up with this shit, and very naive to trust a drug addict when he says "im only gunna try it once" especially when he already has a history of smoking pot and weed. Also THIS KID IS FUCKING 14! when i was 14 i hadnt started using drugs yet and life was wonderful. seretonin realease in children is much higher than in teens and adults. I dont even recommend him smokng weed but thats not so serious. I guarentee you that he WILL try it again. The first time i tried mushrooms ketamine, weed, mdma, and extacy i told myself that i would never do them all again. Well i have done all of them several times. And to babysit him when he is tripping is just basically telling him that there is nothing wrong with it, once he experiences it 1 time he will never forget the feeling, and even if he does it once and quits for several months(as i did) he will eventually come back to it, be it when he is 15 or 20. And to say that he will never do it at home because his parents are always home is also naive. Almost everytime i have used all the drugs i said i was in my room, after my parents had gone to bed, and they havent found out yet. How do u know that he will get it if u dont get it for him, does he have other dealers? you need to sit this kid down and give him a serious talk along with his older bro, as i wish someone had done for me, and warn him that HE DOES NOT WANT TO DO IT!!! you obviosly have influence on this kid and his bro, so foreal tho, how many drug addicts have said that they will only try it "once", probably most of them, and most of them went on to be drug addicts.
k, im gunna tell you a little story, i had used mdma probly 5 times, but in low quantities, and yes i enjoyed it, who wouldnt. 5 days ago i bought 6 grams of this shity fucking shit and did like 2-3 grams through out the night (snorting), yes it was a blast at the time, but the next morning my whole noise was totally clogged with blood mixed snot, and everytime i blew my nose it hurt like a mother fuck. Also when you snort mdma you it numbs the pain, so ur not gunna feel it til the next day. ALONG with my nose my whole thought hurt like a mother fucker(imagine the worst throat pain youve had when ur sick and you swallow it hurts right?) this was 5 times worse then that, and along with that, when you snort this stuff it goes throogh ur nose down ur thought and in your lungs, corroding everything on the way down. the next day i could not stand up straight because it hurt SO FUCKING MUCH TO EVEN Breath. After that night i could barley walk, i had the shakes, and little control of my body, i probly looked like a fucked up dude.
Along with the shittiest hangover of my life, i told myself i would never do it again, but kept it just because i didnt want to waste the money i spent. So 3 days later when my immune system, nose and lungs had slightly recovered. i decided to do it again. i stayed up all night digesting and snorting this, and i couldnt/wouldnt stop, i kept doing it until my body was almost in a seizure, and i could barely move or stand. this was the first time i had bought/used it in such a high quantity. after that night that i used it orally, i developed a painful ulcer in my mouth, along with a super fucked up rash all over my face, and i dont know if it will go away. So please im warning you, yes it seems fun at first, and thats what i thought when i first tried it many months ago, but it will fuck you up. Just becaue u tried it once, and dont experience any of the symptoms i did doesnt mean that it wont happen. i may sound like a fucking party pooper, and i would be saying that this drug is the shit a week ago, but it really isnt, and i am glad that i have not gotten deeper into it. and tho i was snorting it, imagine that these are straight chemicals, and if they corrode your nose, throat and lungs, imagine what they do to your stomach and every other area it passes through.
For reall tho please just talk to this kid, im saying this out of concern, it WILL lead him down a dark destructive road, as all of us who have used drugs the harder drugs can say. Life is good without it.