Crankinit
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Do you think your memory will ever be as good as it use to be? Im currently suffering the same issues and I still have some speech problems and I havnt touched MDMA/stims since the end of November last year. I popped over 400pills in the space of 1 to 1.5 years im really regretting it now. I really want to go study but I know my memory is fucked, my pscyhologist reckons its me just trying to avoid everything but I dont think so. My long term memory is pretty good but anything short term is fucked.
Hey mate I had a similar problem (wasn't quite at your pill count, but I usually combined it with high doses of meth, which fried quite a few braincells). And honestly, I found the best solution was to start pushing myself intellectually again. Don't push too hard, but the brain is like a muscle, if you don't use it, it'll decondition, and it takes time to get it up and running again at full speed. Maybe try doing 1 or 2 subjects part time, don't stress yourself but just enough to get yourself up and running again. You'll be amazed how much comes back to you once you started using your brain again, instead of just bombarding it with chemicals (of course I still do the latter, but I like to think I'm a lot more moderate these days :/ )
Another thing that comes highly recommended is fish oil supplements. While I doubt all of the so called benefits are true, enough people speak highly of it that I figure there has to be some benefit, and it certainly can't hurt.
