Ok so to update... A friend of mine (also a Bluelight regular) has a hookup for tar that he trusts and has been using for a while. He got me a few bags (or balls, really) of tar. He took a quarter ball and was flying sky high.
I tried it several times, starting with a quarter, and working my way up to injecting AN ENTIRE BALL in one shot and failed to get high.
I def felt the shot... I did the full ball yesterday, and the rush was so strong I had high hopes (heh heh) that THIS time it was going to work... But alas, within half an hour I was feeling completely normal.
Can my tolerance really be that insane? Ive been using dilaudid daily for the last 18 months, so I'm aware it would take more to get me to the same place as an average user... But really? An entire ball wasn't enough to give me the true H experience?
Is it possible that my body chemistry just isn't geared towards H? I know different opiates affect people differently, maybe I'm just not cut out for H :-(
I could try to take even more, but my instincts are against it. First of all, even if, say, two bags did the trick, I just can't see myself spending $<donk out> every time I want a hit of H!
And, of course, that's also a hell of a lot of bad shit to be sticking into my body.
Any thoughts?