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Today I am thankful for...

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Oh yeah, the 4th of July ! Happy Birthday USA. I'm temp in a happy mood. So I'll wish anyone happy birthday. Every country is flawed just like individuals, but they still have Birthdays !!!
 
same here, the wifes napping after reading, and im about to continue The Hero With A Thousands Faces, and keep reading carl jung references that are making me lose interest in what he had to say...

iam also thankful to live in a time where psychiatry is just starting to become more finely tuned and understood. it really is the dawning of a true understanding of the capabilities, and infinite possibilities our minds are capable of, at some point clinical psychiatric diagnosis will at least be able to be made with some sort of imagery work, like ct, nuclear, and mri, or a series of tests, such as 'bio feed back' or a harmless synapsis stimulation gizmo, or a module of the net working of the area of the brain proven to be the source of missfire, or what have you. have the module running as soft ware and compare the subjects in conjunction.

this must be in practice already somewhere, i mean, if you can imagine it, its probably happened or is happening some place, good or bad.


im also thankfull i finally got into actual football ;) & am very proud and excited for the netherlands. they have always been incredible, strategic, disciplined, and persistent; that all equals heart to me.
yet they have never taken the cup almost always undefeated in their division, and always high on the score boards.

still, they have never had theirs, after taking brazil though, germany better not miss a beat.

go Netherlands!
 
panic in paradise said:
go Netherlands!
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Go Germany!! =D


Today I am thankful that my parents are dentists. Otherwise I wouldn't be able to afford to get my tooth fixed...it feels like it's dying so it might have to come out.
So from a financial aspect I am grateful that my parents are dentists, but also, and more importantly to me at this point in time, I am thankful that my mother is the most gentle dentist I could ever imagine existing. She has NEVER once hurt me :)
Thanks Mum <3
 
Friends and Family

I'm lucky enough to have such an extensive support group that always has my best interest in mind. I finally feel the best I've felt in a long time, so I'm just going to radio these feelings and let them do their job, while I relax, living life one day at a time. Just a daily reminder; keep it simple.
 
n3ophy7e said:
Go Germany!! =D


Today I am thankful that my parents are dentists. Otherwise I wouldn't be able to afford to get my tooth fixed...it feels like it's dying so it might have to come out.
So from a financial aspect I am grateful that my parents are dentists, but also, and more importantly to me at this point in time, I am thankful that my mother is the most gentle dentist I could ever imagine existing. She has NEVER once hurt me :)
Thanks Mum <3
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I'm half German, and half Italian, so with the Deutschlanders playing very well, I feel confident that they can take the whole thing.
 
I'm thankfull that tomorrow i'm catching a plane to Melbourne ....

Cya later NZ ... I love you!

But I want to start a new life ...

Watchout Melbs ... here comes 8ft with a pocket of Mescaline sulphate ;)
 
I'm thankful because there are certainly plenty of extremely euphoric times ahead.

And for having a caring family.
 
panic in paradise said:
same here, the wifes napping after reading, and im about to continue The Hero With A Thousands Faces, and keep reading carl jung references that are making me lose interest in what he had to say...

iam also thankful to live in a time where psychiatry is just starting to become more finely tuned and understood. it really is the dawning of a true understanding of the capabilities, and infinite possibilities our minds are capable of, at some point clinical psychiatric diagnosis will at least be able to be made with some sort of imagery work, like ct, nuclear, and mri, or a series of tests, such as 'bio feed back' or a harmless synapsis stimulation gizmo, or a module of the net working of the area of the brain proven to be the source of missfire, or what have you. have the module running as soft ware and compare the subjects in conjunction.

this must be in practice already somewhere, i mean, if you can imagine it, its probably happened or is happening some place, good or bad.


im also thankfull i finally got into actual football ;) & am very proud and excited for the netherlands. they have always been incredible, strategic, disciplined, and persistent; that all equals heart to me.
yet they have never taken the cup almost always undefeated in their division, and always high on the score boards.

still, they have never had theirs, after taking brazil though, germany better not miss a beat.

go Netherlands!
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Go Deutschland!
 
Today I am thankful for orthopedic surgeons. I'm about to leave for my appointment and hopefully get my thumb and tendon fixed this morning. Everyone wish me luck! :)

Ok, I just got back. Everything was postponed til 9 a.m. tomorrow but the surgery is definitely going to happen. The doctor said he was going to send me to la-la land and re-open the laceration and re-attach the tendon. I'm dreading it but I haven't been to la-la land in a while so there's incentive ;)
 
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burntserkits said:
Today I am thankful for my country. I think it's very fitting since this weekend we are celebrating our independence. I know people in other countries don't always hold us to the highest regard but we are a great place full of great people (just not always foreign policies)...
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/RANT/

Some time ago I came to the realization that the great majority of Americans are good people. Hard working, honest, diligent, responsible. And then there is that small percentage that takes advantage of the goodness of the rest of the country and those are the people that give a bad name to the states. That small percentage of people abusing the rest is what is going to drive this country down. It seems that these people will never be able to get enough, until there is total slavery again.

I definitely like being an American. I like this country and there are only a few other countries where I wouldn't mind living. I will probably spend the rest of my life here unless of course it gets to be unbearable.

This country could be so great but instead the gov't is waging wars against its people. War on drugs, war on terror etc. All these things are taking place due to greed. Greed for money because these wars are controlling people and generating tons of money. I'm sick of it.

/End of rant/

WHAT I AM THANKFUL FOR:

  • family and friends
  • not having to go hungry...yesterday I didn't eat because I was too busy and towards the end of the day my hands started shaking and I felt light headed and all shitty...it made me think about how horrible it is to have to go
    hungry
  • summer
  • internet
  • A/C
  • attractive guys...looking at my SO makes me very aesthetically happy...he has great bodily proportions and a very nice, masculine face
  • morning sex...it makes the whole day better and only happens on days when my SO is off work so its very special...thank god for long weekends;)
  • BL and the nice people that come here...that includes the OP :D
 
^I understand where you are coming from and I definitely feel the same way as you (especially when speaking out against some of our government's policies). Hopefully things will change with time and as the people speak out. On an opposite note, I love your list of things you are thankful for. I'm thankful for all of those things too ;)
 
I'm thankful for being able to feel.

For being able to feel mad.
For being able to feel discontent.
For being able to feel fed up and worn out.
For being able to feel like I want to get high every minute of everyday.

But what I'm most thankful for is that I'm STILL tapering, and no matter what I feel, at least for once in my life I'm not numb to the entire world. Feeling like shit is better than not feeling anything at all.

And one day when I'm done with this taper and off this crap for good, I might just feel something good. And the best feeling of all will be knowing that when I feel that something good, that I EARNED to feel that way. And that I didn't just take a drug and put it on my endorphin line of credit that has for so long been expired now.
 
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