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Mephedrone Addiction

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ColtDan said:
is it fuck. ive had 30 grams sat around before it became illegal, didn't touch it for ages, and when i did eventually do some it was 500mg maximum a once a week on a saturday night over the span of 6 hours. this meph was the best i ever had as well. develop some self control

the side effects of this shit are bad enough to stop anybody with any regard to they're health from abusing this stuff daily, etc... if you abuse it your an idiot
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That has been my experience as well, I've had relatively large amounts around the house and still managed to control myself, whenever I did mephedrone I always felt like I was doing some damage to myself and that was enough to make me stop.

I never did less than a gram in one session though, but never did more than 3 and I don't think I ever stayed up more than a couple of days on it, just couldn't do it had this feeling I was gonna die or end up badly, usually I have no problems staying on amps or PV but meph is just different.
 
I always bought in bulk and had it sitting round fine.

I never had the same willpower with coke.

Maybe i learnt me lessons there,that's why I not boshing the meph daily, or maybe it's just that meph is not addictive.
 
ColtDan said:
is it fuck. ive had 30 grams sat around before it became illegal, didn't touch it for ages, and when i did eventually do some it was 500mg maximum a once a week on a saturday night over the span of 6 hours. this meph was the best i ever had as well. develop some self control

the side effects of this shit are bad enough to stop anybody with any regard to they're health from abusing this stuff daily, etc... if you abuse it your an idiot
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no need to be such a judgemental prick, congrats on your self control, some people don't have that, take your attitude the fuck out this thread plz.
 
ColtDan said:
is it fuck. ive had 30 grams sat around before it became illegal, didn't touch it for ages, and when i did eventually do some it was 500mg maximum a once a week on a saturday night over the span of 6 hours. this meph was the best i ever had as well. develop some self control

the side effects of this shit are bad enough to stop anybody with any regard to they're health from abusing this stuff daily, etc... if you abuse it your an idiot
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Lol, reading back on your posts from last year I cannot believe you wrote that you heartless bastard :)

If I remember rightly you had no self control when it came to meph.
Don't be so harsh.
 
My Story is as follows.

Never really did drugs, smoked abit of weed now and then thats it.

In uni, all my mates are doing it, offereing me a key and i said no for about 4 months, then one day i said ok one key, then it was 2 ,3 ,4 , 5 , 6 then .5 of a gram once a week, then a gram.

finally for about a month i did about 2g a week sometimes more. Getting to your last line scraping the desk chewing the bag, sucking your keys , licking your cards. - really is awful, hated it. But loved the high.

Near the end of the uni year i baught 10g of mate as i knew i would be going home and would not have a supply, me and my g.F had a massive argunment and she through it down the toilet, jesus i was angry, so i told her to buy another 5g to make up for it :(.
After that my best mate (who doesnt do meph) found my baggy and started prodding it with a needle, ive never bin so scared in my life i couldnt get it off him, was sweating not gna lie felt horrible. He then looked at me n said 'can you not see how pathetic you are being over a drug' i assured him it was the money that he would be wasting if he was proding it but knew it was really the meph, he tossed it in my hand and i felt a huge sigh of relief come over me.
Thinking about what had happened that day, feeling so depressed that id let a drug do this to me.
So i then proceeded to throw it down the toilet lol!!!!!(or not lol atall).
possibly 100 quid down the toilet in a day. - would pay 100 for my health to be fair

Its bin 6 weeks nearly since i touched it, but keep wanting to buy substitutes like mdai , nrg-2 ,3 and watching benzo fury like everyday ans hoping 5-iai will be released.

Got back into weightlifting, and this helps training everyday, sets me up for a new goal.
 
I take it people have been experiencing paranoia on meph, as i keep getting dull pains under my breast bone and to the left of my chest. and keep thinking shiiiiiiiiiiiit heart valve problems, should i get an ekg shouldnt i im only 19, then put it down to ribcage pain from weight-lifting.

My advice to people wanting to try meph, if you no you have an addictive personality, dont try it or if you do buy it in .5, but its still a slippery slope.

Cheers for reading. xx
 
putting drugs down the bog is WRONG! even crap drugs like meph, i need to set up a PO box for when people decide to ditch their stash.
 
gorestep said:
I take it people have been experiencing paranoia on meph, as i keep getting dull pains under my breast bone and to the left of my chest. and keep thinking shiiiiiiiiiiiit heart valve problems, should i get an ekg shouldnt i im only 19, then put it down to ribcage pain from weight-lifting.

My advice to people wanting to try meph, if you no you have an addictive personality, dont try it or if you do buy it in .5, but its still a slippery slope.

Cheers for reading. xx
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I don't think its anything to worry about, I always get a wierd/tight feeling in my chest after taking meph. Even if I don't remember taking it on a night I know that I have at some point due to that feeling the next day.
 
Gorestep, good luck ... it does get much easier.

I haven't touched any meph since it was banned. I have no idea why I suddenly found it so easy but I was able to convince myself the quality and price wasn't worth it, as well as my health :\ I did ocasionally get slight pains in my chest in the day or two after taking meph but I am more than sure it was heartburn - if you are concerned though, go to your doctor. Health first.

Also I would try your best to stay away from all the other RCs for a good while. I ended up trying some MDAI in May, which was nice but it was a little soon after. I knew it was an entirely different drug and wasn't even looking for the same sort of high. I planned to only do a little but at some point my common sense went and I boshed it ... I still had a slight 'meph head' approach to drugs. This ended up with me getting an ECG in a hospital which didn't highlight anything other than an occasional palpatation which they wern't concerned about. The shame I felt for wasting the doctors time has been enough to give me a big kick up the arse :|

The weightlifting should help - I think that's the only reason I never went completely over the top with Meph and it has helped since. As you said it gives you goals to set and a solid reason to stay away from drugs on the whole %)

I found it really helped to try and take positives from the whole experience - think about how far you've come, whether that be a week or months later. This did occasionaly put me down in the dumps remembering how reckless and bad I was but it puts things in perspective.

@Colt Dan - don't be such a hypocrit. I remember you from back in the first/second Meph megathreads... all too easy to be judgemental with hindsight.

<3 to everyone else who has had problems with Meph.
 
I seriously have no idea how people manage to sniff so much mephedrone. After around 1 gram my nose is totally blocked and sore. I physicaly cannot get any more up there unless I spend 10 minutes sniffing steam and blowing my nose.
 
watsons torment said:
putting drugs down the bog is WRONG! even crap drugs like meph, i need to set up a PO box for when people decide to ditch their stash.
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I flushed almost a gram of MDPV down the loo last week, I did feel a bit guilty afterwards, I've decided that next time I'm having problems with something I will bury it somewhere and then draw a map.
 
Fluid0484 I'm un-approving your post here, it's off topic and this is the Mephedrone Addiction thread after all.

Have a look at the other threads about RC's.
 
gorestep said:
My Story is as follows.

Never really did drugs, smoked abit of weed now and then thats it.

In uni, all my mates are doing it, offereing me a key and i said no for about 4 months, then one day i said ok one key, then it was 2 ,3 ,4 , 5 , 6 then .5 of a gram once a week, then a gram.

finally for about a month i did about 2g a week sometimes more. Getting to your last line scraping the desk chewing the bag, sucking your keys , licking your cards. - really is awful, hated it. But loved the high.

Near the end of the uni year i baught 10g of mate as i knew i would be going home and would not have a supply, me and my g.F had a massive argunment and she through it down the toilet, jesus i was angry, so i told her to buy another 5g to make up for it :(.
After that my best mate (who doesnt do meph) found my baggy and started prodding it with a needle, ive never bin so scared in my life i couldnt get it off him, was sweating not gna lie felt horrible. He then looked at me n said 'can you not see how pathetic you are being over a drug' i assured him it was the money that he would be wasting if he was proding it but knew it was really the meph, he tossed it in my hand and i felt a huge sigh of relief come over me.
Thinking about what had happened that day, feeling so depressed that id let a drug do this to me.
So i then proceeded to throw it down the toilet lol!!!!!(or not lol atall).
possibly 100 quid down the toilet in a day. - would pay 100 for my health to be fair

Its bin 6 weeks nearly since i touched it, but keep wanting to buy substitutes like mdai , nrg-2 ,3 and watching benzo fury like everyday ans hoping 5-iai will be released.

Got back into weightlifting, and this helps training everyday, sets me up for a new goal.
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Damn dude, i just read your post on the meph addiction page.

I had basically the same thing happen, but totally different. Emotions, stress, cost, ect. was the same result, just another story behind them.

Isn't this drug totally fucked? The high is SO great... but SO short. And the withdrawal symptoms are that of a crack head.

I'm hoping that I just finished my last "wagon" fall off. I spent $400 on a huge supply that I thought would last me a month... and it's now officially gone. Only 4 fucking days. I'm out of it now, and my dealer lives hours away... so hopefully I'm safe. I'm pondering the morals of drug dealers right now - "Would he not sell it to me ever again if I asked him to do that?"

Anyway, you're story is really sad, but kind of inspirational due to the tone of it. You seem like a good person who just completely was bitched slapped by a little white powder. 6 weeks is really good, and at this point if you do it again, it would be your choice... right?

I guess what I'm getting at (and the point of even contacting you in the first place) is this: Is there a way that we could realistically help people get off this shit, with out current life situations considered? Bluelight is AWESOME, but I know I personally needed more help than just this.
 
If you had read any of the guidelines in this thread it would have been clear that unhelpful shite like your post are not tolerated in this thread.

first post said:
there are varying opinions regarding 'psychological addiction', and whether it really exists or not. some of you will maybe feel the need to point out how stupid it is to binge on a research chemical. this thread is not about either of those things. so let's keep it constructive, informative, and supportive, and pool our knowledge on the effects of overconsumption and how to combat it.
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some people clearly do have issues with this drug and this thread is for support not for being a dickhole
 
Been lurking here since February when I googled "mephedrone addiction".

Whilst I haven't gone through as much as some, I started to consider whether or not my mephedrone consumption was a little out of the ordinary. I'm a class A user from as far back as 1988, but had never felt the urge to cane a substance as much as meph. It was Mugabe and Angelsmoke's testimonials that woke me up to a potential problem and I haven't touched it since. I gave up 6 weeks before the ban and funnily enough it took that long to get it out of my system until I wasn't thinking about it regularly during the day.

Not ever being a dealer of note, you could maybe put it down to not being used to having class As around the house for temptation, but since then I've had a go down the MDAI route without a problem. It would seem that meph hits some of us harder than others.
 
Just reacquainted myself with the drone, polished off two grams of meph and one of methylone since monday night, it's been since August last year that I kept away from it, the M1 it's been even longer I think a year or so.

Anyway, I can definately feel the pull, it's not banned here, I'm right now fighting an inner battle on whether I should order some more, but I probably will resist the urge.

It did feel good though, listening to good ol drum and base tunes, while coming up on 250 mgs made me feel like a kid again.

For me mephedrone is only compulsive while I'm on it, as soon as I get some sleep and sober up I don't think about it anymore, it also fucks my body a bit too much, I guess the main problem and the reason so many people got hooked on it is the price and the fact you can get it delivered to your door.
 
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Drone grabbed hold of me to cause me to turn into an exhausted blibbering idiot within 3 weeks, worst binge was 10g in a weekend, i remember being semi conscious on the sofa with a literally water rushing like a tap was on sort of feeling in my head.

I've not done it since my problem. I woke up when a friend said "I'm worried your not going to be my friend for much longer due to this stuff".

I still try RC's but nothing like 10g over 2 day gram a night, missing work, finishing a 5am up and off to work at 6am, knowing full well i shouldn't be.

It changed me. It made me realise that if you don't respect these things, they will get you.
 
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