2nd attempt
My report on 4-meo:
Doasge 320mg
Omega369 x 2
ace-l-cart
magnesium
multi-v
some oj
1mg xanax
1xsoma
Had some stims friday and saturday followed by 2mg xanax, 2mg kpins. some high grade mj.
setting: in bed 11pm gf next to me with series playing. vampire diaries
t + 0 consumed 320mg in water and relax, the first dose still in the back of my mind, 320 can't be that heavy.
T + 50 - Effects are now present , not as exploding as last time, more gradual. Syncing with tv series playing, connection with characters but with more importance. There's an underlying feeling present.
This trip was to be internal with very interesting twists. Felt in control all the way through with situations presenting themselves. Personal exploring and healing. I know. Working through old memories with ease, justifying everything and understanding world problems and complexaties
A lot of info on egos and people of past lives. Souls not moving on, hanging onto their egos in afterlife demensions.
Maybe this is different for others, I read about bardo states a while back.
Indian warrior war dimensions of ego filled beings, people that died in car crashes being confused and not knowing how to move on. Replaying old familiar earth situations over and over before being alone and wondering, kind of sad.
I can see the bigger picture and know how they can move on but it's diffucult to let go. The bigger the ego on earth, the more diffucult letting go and move on. You must move on. I am in this egoless state where I know where eveything is. All around earth, other dimensions, invisable to earth,including heaven.There is the rumor of heaven but diffucult to get to. And so it goes on with discussions, real life stories from people in these dimensions. Sometimes manipulative but you can feel the ego in them and know. Move on. Don't listen to that. Karma was also present. To move on they need balance. Sounds crazy but I'm relaxed and it's playing out.
T + 2:00 - Peak is now over but still alot going on, tv shuts off and everythings dark in the room, quite. This is where the healing aspect began. Can't go into much detail but there were devices floating around the room, healing parts of your mind,soul and body. Artificial Technology at work. Mind eye images of spots dissolving into a light purple color.
T + 4:00 Tired now but can't sleep, 10 mg melotonin later and I was sleeping with my eyes wide open. It was like sleeping while wide awake. I had whey protein in the morning and 2 hours before dosing. It contains tryptophan, tyrosine and a lot of aminos. This helped a lot with dopamine and serotonin depletion from Stim use earlier.
T+8:00 I get up, couldn't sleep and start the day, made some tea, had some kiwi fruit, 2 scrambled eggs, 2 shots lupini and glas of sparkling wine. Gf wakes up and I feed her some kiwis, took 1mg klonopin and moved into the shower. Had some mj and spend the rest of the day driving scenic roads with gf keeping an extra eye. Driving is not recommended but I was very cautious.No excuse but had to get out the house. Went through McDs drive trough, very lovely.Drove for about 4 hours, had a good time.
As the day went on I kept feeling better and better. More energy, more optimistic. With no sleep until 9pm that night, sleep wasn't needed.Energy was ok.
At this dose and preloading wth various nutrients, no ill effects are reported after T + 48.No brain pains. More positive effects, great overall mood with no comedown feeling from moderate stim use earlier the weekend. Like the comedown didn't come.
This is it for the 4-meo. Very imprested again, lots of potensial and possibilities.
I'm waiting on the 3-meo next, who knows where it takes me.
There's a lot to see.
Safe exploring!
