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Bluelighter
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- Apr 23, 2001
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this is really bugging me,ok i stayed at this "motor-court" (pay by week) motel actually
anyway i had to leave for having a cat (asshole) i was there for a week ...i did IV ,not much
well supposedly a buddy of mine moved into that same room ,said they found,well stepped onto a NEEDLE!!!,his g/f,now i stick my used rigs in a can,and bend if i dont have a container,ill snap the needle off stick it in there
they said they found my pill bottle that had my name on it and she had to go to the hospital cause she stepped on a needle ,and i was lucky since my buddy likes me she was gonna call the cops?
now this bothers me cause im not the kinda person that leaves FUCKING NEEDLES laying around,even if i HAD ,im pretty fuckin sure they at least do a general walk through over the room before renting it out again?
i HAVE been tested twice ...now i just posted about how my family thinks im high all the time and this WILL get out to my fam my uncle stay at that place and the buddy of mine USES as well so does my uncle and they know each other,now im trying to get away from everyting andd stop using,at least get past the physical dependance part,its like somthing comes up every week that just sets me back mentally,i just wanna find somthing and get high
im thinking MAYBE a needle i broke off might have came out of a can?
i dont know what to do ,i feel as if i have done somthing wrong,i mean i have bad GAd so i often feel like everything is my fault,i fucked up and below people,so yea its eating at me
should i just send them a message saying sorry ,or..well i dont know what else to say
anyway i had to leave for having a cat (asshole) i was there for a week ...i did IV ,not much
well supposedly a buddy of mine moved into that same room ,said they found,well stepped onto a NEEDLE!!!,his g/f,now i stick my used rigs in a can,and bend if i dont have a container,ill snap the needle off stick it in there
they said they found my pill bottle that had my name on it and she had to go to the hospital cause she stepped on a needle ,and i was lucky since my buddy likes me she was gonna call the cops?
now this bothers me cause im not the kinda person that leaves FUCKING NEEDLES laying around,even if i HAD ,im pretty fuckin sure they at least do a general walk through over the room before renting it out again?
i HAVE been tested twice ...now i just posted about how my family thinks im high all the time and this WILL get out to my fam my uncle stay at that place and the buddy of mine USES as well so does my uncle and they know each other,now im trying to get away from everyting andd stop using,at least get past the physical dependance part,its like somthing comes up every week that just sets me back mentally,i just wanna find somthing and get high
im thinking MAYBE a needle i broke off might have came out of a can?
i dont know what to do ,i feel as if i have done somthing wrong,i mean i have bad GAd so i often feel like everything is my fault,i fucked up and below people,so yea its eating at me
should i just send them a message saying sorry ,or..well i dont know what else to say