i need some advice i might have slipped up

this is really bugging me,ok i stayed at this "motor-court" (pay by week) motel actually

anyway i had to leave for having a cat (asshole) i was there for a week ...i did IV ,not much

well supposedly a buddy of mine moved into that same room ,said they found,well stepped onto a NEEDLE!!!,his g/f,now i stick my used rigs in a can,and bend if i dont have a container,ill snap the needle off stick it in there

they said they found my pill bottle that had my name on it and she had to go to the hospital cause she stepped on a needle ,and i was lucky since my buddy likes me she was gonna call the cops?

now this bothers me cause im not the kinda person that leaves FUCKING NEEDLES laying around,even if i HAD ,im pretty fuckin sure they at least do a general walk through over the room before renting it out again?

i HAVE been tested twice ...now i just posted about how my family thinks im high all the time and this WILL get out to my fam my uncle stay at that place and the buddy of mine USES as well so does my uncle and they know each other,now im trying to get away from everyting andd stop using,at least get past the physical dependance part,its like somthing comes up every week that just sets me back mentally,i just wanna find somthing and get high

im thinking MAYBE a needle i broke off might have came out of a can?

i dont know what to do ,i feel as if i have done somthing wrong,i mean i have bad GAd so i often feel like everything is my fault,i fucked up and below people,so yea its eating at me

should i just send them a message saying sorry ,or..well i dont know what else to say

You're buddy just happened to move into the "same room". The chances of that don't seem high at all number 1.

Number 2 whats even weirder is SOMEONE MOVED OUT. What the HELL provoked them to look for a bottle with your name on it? Where was it the trash?
If I randomly stepped on a needle, having no effn clue who was in that room previously, I'm def not hoping to find a bottle with a name on it.

So unless you had it out in the open thats a second unlikely event.

Lastly, and to top it off. You already seemed to have taken a degree of responsibility which tells me its too late to do much of anything. From the rip I would have denied it.
If they kept pestering I would have told them to get a DNA test and hung up (most likely not as nicely). Come on that is just too weird. You need to draw a line simply do to the weirdness factor.

So they JUST HAPPENED to rent out the same room that they had no idea you were in. Stepped on a needle then actually had the thought to look for a pill bottle? Due to the circumstances I think thats a situation in life you just make one of those faces and ask them "wtf r u talking about?" Play dumb and tell them "maybe someone else has my name". Seriously you don't need that shit and even if their story is true how you think it happened I'd still deny it.
 
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