Oh fuck sorry. I just glanced at your post and thought get off was like get off! man. Then I saw the other reply and realized I replied to you wanting to quit with how to get more addicted. Damn I'm a cunt.
Yeah. he is right, taper off, 2-4mg every day or two maybe a bit wider if you've been on em a while. tapers are the tried and true method. Last bit sucks some bit that's life. I know you were saying you can't get em but benzos cool it out esp at the end if it's rocky. but don't take a lot, just enough to even yourself out some.
Most of the biggest problems dropping opiates are in the head. don't let it drag on you, don't let it make you feel beaten, take a little flu it ain't no thing. Have a good attitude like that and it helps a ton imo. but you have to taper em, don't just drop it all it makes you feel like they have you.
Also not everyone feels this way, but for me some stims during light wds (mostly to battle the depression, wanna backslide thing) works like a charm. if i'm not actually sick i pretty much forget them at least as long as i'm amped. That may not really be that suggested of a harm prevention method, but shit i have kicked so many times, probably more days than you've used :D If you know you can beat them (and taper) it's pretty easy, at least for me. a little pain ain't no thing right?