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Have I ruined 'the magic' and permanetly damaged my brain?

Moderation is key. (:
you'll feel way better rolling once every 1-2 months or so oppsed to most weekends, it yourself something to look forward to.
I'm only 16 but the first time i rolled was pretty good so i did it the next 2 weekends after that and the 2nd time was better than the first and the third was total crap (same pills btw) and when i went back to school i noticed i couldnt really remember things that well and i was studdering a lot when i had to present a project to my class so now i only do it once every month and a half or so and it feels way better.
 
I dropped pills every Friday and Saturday between the ages of 16 and 19. I had two weekends off in that whole time. I never lost my magic, and I was one of those lucky ones who never got a come down. Without any warning though, that all changed over the course of one day, and I spent the next 6 months in an absolutely tortuous state of anxiety, depair, panic and hopelessness. While in the long run it helped me deal with some issues, I would never wish that feeling on anyone, and if I had the choice of going through that again or dying on the spot it'd be a very tough choice.
 
footscrazy said:
I dropped pills every Friday and Saturday between the ages of 16 and 19. I had two weekends off in that whole time. I never lost my magic, and I was one of those lucky ones who never got a come down. Without any warning though, that all changed over the course of one day, and I spent the next 6 months in an absolutely tortuous state of anxiety, depair, panic and hopelessness. While in the long run it helped me deal with some issues, I would never wish that feeling on anyone, and if I had the choice of going through that again or dying on the spot it'd be a very tough choice.
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:O thats strange how it all caught up to you at once.
 
^^ Well the catalyst was a bad mushie trip, and I used to blame it all on that. Now though, I think it's more likely it was the prolonged abuse of pills.
 
well guys, i have failed. I did MDMA yet again last night, and feel like shit thats been eaten then shit out again. i can honestly say, now I AM DONE WITH MDMA. im not doing it ever again! well not for a couple years MINIMUM.
 
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