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Creating,Feeling,Controlling And Manipulating My Hallucinations

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GanjaMan324

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I know mephedrone is not a typical psychedelic, but this expierance was not my usual mephedrone high it was, so please dont move it? because for me it was psychedelic drug, and very spiritual, the most amazing moment of my life so if you can please take the time to read it, and maybe you will try this too i never even knew this was possible and is pretty crazy sorry about the Swim

This was a really strange but Amazing,Real expierance:
Swim done around 600mg-700mg, over the course of 6 hours, and started hallucinating on the comedown , but they were not like any of the ones described here. Swim got the most intense closed eye visuals, almost like Swim was travelling through time, there were these blue balls of energy that would grow and grow then swim would be able to mentally throw them beyond his vision(still closed eyes). After about 10-15 minutes of this, swim opened his eyes and this is where it gets really strange..

Swim started feeling entities and a presence in the room with him, like a ball of energy that was see through but Swim could see it Floating around the room. And swim started trying to communicate and manipulate these Balls of energy lol, and to Swims suprise it worked. Swim started to control these balls of energy with his hands, bouncing from one hand to another Like juggling them between both hands. It felt like it was the air and Swim was manipulating it, throwing the balls of energy it was amazing. Swim felt like god controlling the air and the energy around him. Also felt like swims fingers were magnets they started to join together, it was just like a magnet, forces joining my fingers to each other. And then swim realised when his fingers were joined like this he could acutally 'Create' the balls of energy he was talking about, in between the fingers that were joined together. It was one of the most amazing and beautiful expiereances Swim has ever had, it felt like Swim was in control of the air and the energy(but i could see it, and physically feel the energy with my hands)... I know it was all a Hallucination, but you know when someone says 'Oh you have a great energy about you', Swim was seeing this energy and controlling it.. Is it possible to Control and manipulate hallucinations? Swim had another thought that those balls of energy that i created in my mind, at the start could have possibly been teleported from my mind into reality (Lol swim supposes thats a hallucination, something from your mind that is transformed into reality). Swim knew it was a hallucination though, but its as if swim created the hallucinations by creating it in my mind and teleporting it into reality. So heres swims question if most people have no control of what they hallucinate (like people talking about moving shadows you cant catch), my theory is that you cannot catch it because your mind knows what its going to do before you do it, so this begs the question if we cannot control our hallucinations, are we in control of our minds? And last question Has anyone ever been able to create hallucinations in there mind, then transform them into reality, and start Touching,Feeling,Controlling,Manipulating their hallucinations? I believe now after some thinking and various feedback from the report, that it was not a hallucination, but it was pure energy.. hope to hear feedback
 
I used to get intense hallucinations from speed (and cannabis and sleep deprivation xP).. i could control and manipulate them, even make them start..

I was probably taking too much too often..

Btw.. hallucinating doesn't make a drug psychedelic.. they're 2 different things..
 
I've had mephedrone "hallucinations" too. To me it feels like some sort of sentient energy field. It presents itself in the same way every single time I have experienced it. First I see a sort of spinning ball of reddish energy, which then begins to loom very close to me, and I start to notice it is comprised of what look like some sort of symbols on a wheel, spinning to the left, almost like hieroglyphs or mayan like, but also sort of morphing and changing at the same time (all the while spinning on the overall wheel shape of the entire entity). After a moment of two of it being right up in my face, I then often experienced what I called a "bliss hug" from the entity. It would appear to loom even closer to me, until it sort of seemed to moved into my same space and enervate me with this amazingly blissful energy that felt like I was being reassured or hugged. I've seen this like 20 times now and it seemed almost as if I could ask it to appear (when on mephedrone) and it would. The interesting thing is that I have also experienced this exact same phenomena while on bk-mbdb once, but the amazing thing is that the entity, while formerly comprised of red colored lines of energy (or whatever it is), this time on bk-mbdb was green! Everything else was exactly the same, the way it appeared as first a ball, then the looming up close, the type and shapes of the symbols, it spun to the left, and the bliss hug. Amazing experience.

I've seen a couple other "entities" on bk-mbdb/mephedrone as well. Once, while trying to summon the bliss hugger described above, something else came, and at first it just sort of walked/swam past me. It was made of green energy lines and reminded me somewhat of a tiger or shark in thee way it sort of moved past me. It felt like I was being checked out sort of like how a larger animal might move past some smaller, helpless one. But the interesting thing is at first it didn't seem to really care about me, until I did this exercise I do when I feel threatened, which is to imagine a shell of blue light covering my entire being, sort of like an egg made of energy that comes out from my crown an re-enters through my feet. I do this in my mind when I feel threatened and it always makes me feel safe again (learned it from the gateway hemisync meditation cd series) but the very instance I did this, the tigershark entity , which had passed by me and seemed to be moving along, suddenly turned abrubtly around and was quickly up on me, and all of a sudden I felt threatened again, but it was unable to do the same thing the bliss hugger did, which was to sort of enter my space at the same time as me...that time left me a bit scared, as the tiger shark thingy seemed not friendly and it was insane to experience what seemed to me it reacting to my energy fluxing.

In any event, I am sort of glad to read someone else having some mephedrone hallucinations. I was wondering if others were experiencing anything like this too.
 
i swim, ive got one of those pools that is like 4 feet deep outside. swimming whilst baked is fun as hell.
 
I think it's more annoying that you take the thread(s) off topic with the anti-swimming rant. It's a waste of time to come to a thread you have subscribed to only to find a bunch of bus patrols giving out swimming tickets...
 
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