no worries broseph, im all about spreading good energy through the universe!
& dont worry, you're not loony... well, really, everyone is crazy in their own wee way.
i like to think of it as, "If I'm crazy, what's that make you?".
when you take a dose of lsd, things will always get strange/interesting.
it reeeeeeeally sounds cliche and weird, but its true, the world and its workings along with people's
all become much clearer.
however, with lsd you do have a tendency to think shit that just isnt.
that is why reflecting upon a trip and thoughts therein is important to separate the nonsense from the truth.
(such as believing you're jesus)
in other news, today a young man hallucinated he was jesus but for some reason what was in his mind's eye was this:
the whole time he didn't realize that he had just pissed all over the bathroom rug instead of the toilet. to each his own enlightenment though, eh?
& yes, tripping solo, while i havent done it a lot (i shall be doign so more from now on),
is a great way to self-analyze along with exploring the inner workings of the mind,
change behaviours, and explore your sub-conscious.
like i said before, don't be afraid of what a psychedelic experience can show you.
good or bad, you'll come out of it a much better & stronger person.
as for the permanent personality change, it doesnt always happen overnight.
im still trying to change some of my behaviours that i dont like, and tripping helps me self-analyze.
its VERY easy to fall back into the mindset you had before, as your mind has been conditioned your whole
life to think and act the way it does.
it takes effort to keep at it and make the positive changes and make them stay.
you're more controlled by your subconscious/unconscious mind than you'd think.
lsd allows one to unlock doors in this layer of the psyche and explore & change, as i stated.
LSD is indeed an amazing high, but its one that you feel ok with not having all the time, you know?
oh, and for dosage and tolerance buildup, always wait at least a week or else it wont affect you as much.
(see the LSD & Mushrooms tolerance guide at the top of PD)
oh, and dont worry about sober people not understanding you.
when im on acid i have a hard time understanding sober people!
sure you can feel a little loco en el coco, and get thought loops, but dont worry, dont try and fight it
things always return to "normal" after about 12-18 hours.
a saying i like is-
"sometimes i feel like im diagonally parked in a parallel universe..."
i hope you have a great week & weekend bro,
~ Namaste.
-Sega420