matdontbounce
Greenlighter
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- May 12, 2010
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Hey this is my first post on here, lurked for abit but anyway this isn't the place for introductions.
My trip occured on the Friday just gone (the 7th of May).
So i bought 1 gram of MDAI from the internet as i felt like trying something new, i used to be quite a heavy weed smoker and took ecstasy too. I'd read some reports about MDAI being relaxing and people having a pretty chill evening listening to some music and generally having a relaxed time.
I mixed it in with 500ml of water and proceeded to drink this over a 40 minute period. The rest of my evening panned out like this.
I'd finished the concoction by 10:00pm, and i didn't feel anything til about 10:30pm when i suddenly noticed how amazing the music was sounding (Electric Ladyland if you must know) i was chatting online to some friends at the time and i was telling them how fantastic and mind blowing this thing was. This continued til about 01:00am i felt like i'd been plugged into the electric. I'd been ringing my friends telling them how awesome the whole thing was and they later told me how deeply i had been breathing and how i hadn't actually said anything other than 'Wow...wow...wow...' during this time i had often felt a sensation on my head like a net just gently being pulled on it, this felt pretty damn cool. After this point i had to start focussing on my laptop otherwise everything would blur out of control and i found i could type incredibly fast (i checked the message logs i was actually typing incredibly long messages that were quite literate in very small spaces of time). At about 02:00am i was on the phone to my friend and i suddenly felt unbelievably tired, but i just didn't want to sleep so i ignored this. And i felt a sudden clarity wash over me at around 03:00am and i actually wrote out some homework. Then at 04:00am, it started. Actually thinking about and reliving this gives me goosebumps and makes me uncomfortable, but i'll power through as i'm probably being abit soft. I was sitting having a laugh on the phone with me friend when suddenly i saw at the foot of my bed this thing stood at the end of my bed. For those of you who have seen Dead Man's Shoes it resembled Richard when he has the gas mask and green boiler suit on. I was extremely taken aback, from what i'd read MDAI wasn't a hallucinagenic. Then i just laughed and told my friend about it and thought no more. It was at this point time started to distort the next period felt like days but infact lasted about 45 minutes as my friend told me. Incredibly tall figures began appearing in my room. They were sort of transparent but at certain angles they could be seen quite clearly, at first there was a friendly one who was just dancing with my music. But then angrier ones kept coming, they were coming towards me while i was sat on my bed and i was fighting them off. I tried reasoning with what appeared to be the commander who was stood at the back of my room but he just stood laughing at me (they didn't make any sound, but their lips moved like they were on mute). I kept consoling myself that it wasn't real and that if i wanted them to go i just had to wish it. But this didn't work. Then there was a tall woman who was stood infront of my mirror and i managed to get her to sit down next to me she seemed gentle i tried to stroke her hair (i'm actually shaking writing this) and previously when i had touched them they disappeared, but this time when i touched her a strand of hair came away in my hand it had a odd appearance, i can't place it. It was oily but dry, that doesn't make much sense. So this made me freak out massively. Until 06:30am i sat froze on my bed just watching them they had stopped coming for me and were just standing around. These hallucinations continued until about 10:00am when i finally drifted to sleep. I still felt odd for the rest of Saturday and Sunday, then the come down came on Monday. I skipped school i felt that low, i've had problems with depression in the past and suicide kept flashing across my mind that day. Bad times. On Tuesday i was beginning to feel some clarity in my thoughts and today i feel better again.
With hindsight i probably took too much for a new substance and it was very careless. I'm put off all drugs etc now, i'll stick with orange juice thanks.
My trip occured on the Friday just gone (the 7th of May).
So i bought 1 gram of MDAI from the internet as i felt like trying something new, i used to be quite a heavy weed smoker and took ecstasy too. I'd read some reports about MDAI being relaxing and people having a pretty chill evening listening to some music and generally having a relaxed time.
I mixed it in with 500ml of water and proceeded to drink this over a 40 minute period. The rest of my evening panned out like this.
I'd finished the concoction by 10:00pm, and i didn't feel anything til about 10:30pm when i suddenly noticed how amazing the music was sounding (Electric Ladyland if you must know) i was chatting online to some friends at the time and i was telling them how fantastic and mind blowing this thing was. This continued til about 01:00am i felt like i'd been plugged into the electric. I'd been ringing my friends telling them how awesome the whole thing was and they later told me how deeply i had been breathing and how i hadn't actually said anything other than 'Wow...wow...wow...' during this time i had often felt a sensation on my head like a net just gently being pulled on it, this felt pretty damn cool. After this point i had to start focussing on my laptop otherwise everything would blur out of control and i found i could type incredibly fast (i checked the message logs i was actually typing incredibly long messages that were quite literate in very small spaces of time). At about 02:00am i was on the phone to my friend and i suddenly felt unbelievably tired, but i just didn't want to sleep so i ignored this. And i felt a sudden clarity wash over me at around 03:00am and i actually wrote out some homework. Then at 04:00am, it started. Actually thinking about and reliving this gives me goosebumps and makes me uncomfortable, but i'll power through as i'm probably being abit soft. I was sitting having a laugh on the phone with me friend when suddenly i saw at the foot of my bed this thing stood at the end of my bed. For those of you who have seen Dead Man's Shoes it resembled Richard when he has the gas mask and green boiler suit on. I was extremely taken aback, from what i'd read MDAI wasn't a hallucinagenic. Then i just laughed and told my friend about it and thought no more. It was at this point time started to distort the next period felt like days but infact lasted about 45 minutes as my friend told me. Incredibly tall figures began appearing in my room. They were sort of transparent but at certain angles they could be seen quite clearly, at first there was a friendly one who was just dancing with my music. But then angrier ones kept coming, they were coming towards me while i was sat on my bed and i was fighting them off. I tried reasoning with what appeared to be the commander who was stood at the back of my room but he just stood laughing at me (they didn't make any sound, but their lips moved like they were on mute). I kept consoling myself that it wasn't real and that if i wanted them to go i just had to wish it. But this didn't work. Then there was a tall woman who was stood infront of my mirror and i managed to get her to sit down next to me she seemed gentle i tried to stroke her hair (i'm actually shaking writing this) and previously when i had touched them they disappeared, but this time when i touched her a strand of hair came away in my hand it had a odd appearance, i can't place it. It was oily but dry, that doesn't make much sense. So this made me freak out massively. Until 06:30am i sat froze on my bed just watching them they had stopped coming for me and were just standing around. These hallucinations continued until about 10:00am when i finally drifted to sleep. I still felt odd for the rest of Saturday and Sunday, then the come down came on Monday. I skipped school i felt that low, i've had problems with depression in the past and suicide kept flashing across my mind that day. Bad times. On Tuesday i was beginning to feel some clarity in my thoughts and today i feel better again.
With hindsight i probably took too much for a new substance and it was very careless. I'm put off all drugs etc now, i'll stick with orange juice thanks.
