i'm starting to like them less and less after using them on and off for about 2 years now. after a month of not using any i got a script for 50 5mg valiums and 25 30mg serapax(oxazepam)... i bearly even felt a buzz from them even when dosing up like say 120mg of oxazapam and 30mg od diazepam, yeah i felt it, but just a shit kind of feeling, and since if pretty much gone through the rest by dosing a lot smaller(but more than prescribed) and generally not feeling anything and having a realy bad appatice, like finding it hard to eat anything really.
I've always gone off food when on benzo's but not like this... i guess i should wait longer than a month when it comes to benzo's, but in a couple of weeks i've an Autechre

gig to go to and i'll be planing on taking acid for sure... only thing is that i get anxiety, and sometimes i get it when i'm tripping, which i haven't done for 6 months, so i'll be wanting some benzo's handy for sure.
sorry to go a bit off topic, but i find valium works faster than oxazapam, takes forever to work... and i recently tried to get clonazepam from my gp, but he wasn't willing to give me that as he said it was just for epilepsy8) so then i suggested lorazepam(he tells me he only knows the generic names

,,, he has a quick look on his monitor and says yep, bet errr they're not on the PBS and it will cost a lot more money, so i had to settle for oxazepam(which is rubbish IMO) And i've tried xanax and can always buy it elsewhere if needed, but i also don't fancy it, but would be good for a 'trip ender'
What do people think are the fastest acting benzo's? from my experience, not necessary the short acting one's come on the fastest. would clonazepam or lorazepam come on faster than xanax?
also there are many that i haven't tried, but want to, i've had diazepam, oxazepam, xanax, mirtazepine and some z drugs not worth mentioning.... i think the best is diazepam actually, but i know there is something out there more suited to me... i've managed to try Flunitrazepam the once, and only 2mg, but i was so impressed with the half life and the freshness of the classic benzo mellowness, it felt like the coming on part had awesome legs and never noticed the settling in feeling, i'm seriously going to ask my doctor about hypnodorm as he's prescribed me temazepam, and i have a good reason to need the longer acting hypnotic

fingers crossed... will report back if successful
Wooo i'm officially a bluelighter... i love this forum