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Please answer and help me out..

IamMyself said:
Btw trust me, i'll never get into hard drugs.
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Please pardon me for a second, I'm going to be very crass ;) :)

What in the FUCK is a hard drug?

All drugs have the capacity to harm you whether its physical or psychogically. I honestly cannot think of a single "harmless" drug out there.

All drugs should be used wisely and with caution and its important to learn as much as you can about any particular drug before you ingest it.
 
IamMyself said:
Give me some tips on things to calm me down and help me control myself please. I'm young so take that into consideration. Thank you <3 (:
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Meditate. If you feel as if you're losing control, just find the quietest place around, sit down, straighten your back, close your eyes, and start breathing really deeply, paying lots of attention to each breath.

First of all, it feels AMAZING. Secondly, when you open your eyes and get back up and rejoin the party (or whatever happens to be going on where you are), you feel totally clear and you can act with full control.
 
purplefirefly said:
Mdma doesn't force you to do or say anything that you don't want to say. You are very much in control of your own experience and certainly your own actions. Mdma doesn't "force" you to do anything that you don't want to do. Truthfully, to me, there are a very tiny and minute number of drugs where you actually lose yourself, mdma and more prevelantly alcohol, do not make my list of those types of drugs.
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no these drugs don't force you to do anything you want to... just when you're under the influence saying certain things and acting a certain way just seems so right, and I don't think there's anything wrong with it.

Like, for me, I ended up telling my family I was gay while drunk... not because I couldn't control myself but I just felt so comfortable doing so at the time.
 
I can't believe more people have not said this, but maybe you shouldn't take such a powerful drug at a young age? You will get so much more out of MDMA/drugs the older you are, well that is my opinion anyway.
The very fact that you mentioned you are young is quite worrying :|

How old are you?
 
I'm 15

Here is how it went if any of you were interested. I popped it and had THE MOST AMAZING day of my life. I feel changed. I was very euphoric and I talked to the girl I like. Basically I controlled myself AN it was just so bomb.
 
15 is too young to be taking pills, in my personal opinion.

Wait until college, at least. If you still live at your parents' house, you're not independent enough to take drugs like E, or psychedelics. That's just my opinion but I think you'll find that the benefits you'll see if you wait until college are WAY better than the benefits you'd get out of it right now.
 
Pans-Advocate said:
15 is too young to be taking pills, in my personal opinion.

Wait until college, at least. If you still live at your parents' house, you're not independent enough to take drugs like E, or psychedelics. That's just my opinion but I think you'll find that the benefits you'll see if you wait until college are WAY better than the benefits you'd get out of it right now.
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I think I might do that. Really though, it was AMAZING
 
And because of the fact it was amazing, it's pretty dangerous because repeating is highly likely (imho). Just be careful and always keep in my mind that there is no drug related experience that has to be made "now". Waiting a while (years) for it, could even make it better, especially since you are still developing yourself.

Regarding to your fears of losing control (can't tell you so much about MDxx cause I rolled for the first time last week, thanks again for those guys @ IRC bearing my euphoria and nonsense ;), was great) - don't think TOO much about it. There are certain substances (mostly psychedelics) which require you to accept a certain loss of control, as entering the flow and let things just happen will make the experience much more comfortable. I had a strange coming up on shrooms once, my biggest fear was about losing control. Guess what happened.. ;)

The set is also important. Being at a party or place where you know that people are cool, not judgeing you and with friends you really like does always help. Feeling good and feeling to be in the right place before any kind of experience, is more likely to result in a pleasant experience than rolling/tripping on a graveyard with a bunch of satanist craving for your blood! ;)

Take care of yourself!
 
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IamMyself said:
I'm 15

Here is how it went if any of you were interested. I popped it and had THE MOST AMAZING day of my life. I feel changed. I was very euphoric and I talked to the girl I like. Basically I controlled myself AN it was just so bomb.
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That's badass =D I'm glad you had fun!! I was 11 when I first took MDMA. I have no room to talk about starting at a young age, so I will never harp on someone for it. It's better to practise "harm reduction" instead of telling someone you think is young that he or she is too young. He or she is going to do it anyway, so it's best to give the best information possible to that person. He or she will need it more than most.
 
IamMyself said:
I think I might do that. Really though, it was AMAZING
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Oh, I totally believe you! It's been amazing for me too! I'm just saying, when you've got more control over your own life, and you've had more experiences in friendships and relationships, and you've built up more skill doing stuff you like to do, THAT'S when MDMA gets REALLY incredible. You really don't want to "get used" to rolling before you're at least in your 20's, I think. It really is more special each time if you take it less often. Don't waste the mystery of it now. Save some of the secrets of the substance for later.

(For reference, I rolled for the first time at 19 and I'll be 23 at the end of this month. I feel like I started rolling at the right time for my own life. You might think the same too in the future, or you might think you started too early ... there's no telling right now. But you should make sure you don't end up thinking in 5 years, "I wish I hadn't taken so much of it when I was in high school, or else I'd be having a great time right now.")
 
I started rolling at 15 also, way too early. I was popping a large amount of pills at the time, and now I'm 18 and rarely roll anymore. I've done no long term damage to my body, and my thinking processes are normal aswell.
 
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