Kunmo, I am glad to see you read my comment. I just feel for ya. I was my own Dr. for years. Extra pill here and a line there, oh yeah those were the days,they certainly were...I am glad I have closed that curtain for good. I see clearly today and I see all ya'll asking some fucked up things on here. I read your post and thought "this dude thinks he is cool as shit." for now..you claim to be incontrol,you just may be,for the moment. You are banging oxys and benzes now? It is only a matter of time, before that sandy castle your living in gets blown right the fuck off the beach. It gets pretty fucked up in paridise. You state in your post that you are using your drugs with caution? Smoking an Oxy is not being safe. Come on man stop, think about that for just one min. SMOKIN FUCKIN OXY'S ..that is NOT safe... it is just addict behavior.Then I seen in one of your postes here you BANGED it WTF you can't be serious when you say you are being careful. It always starts of innocent and then BAM.... suddenly there is a monkey on your back. You don't notice the monkey for a while, infact you don't even know he is there. But some day that bitch is gonna be bigger then you...I hope you are NOT like me, I hope it don't bring ya as far down as it has me, satistics say otherwise. I really do hope you make it thru without too much regret, but when you do drugs there are SO MANY REGRETS........FEAR THE REAPER...HE IS SURELY ON YOUR ASS.........