I was a pack a day smoker and a hopless nicotine junkie. Now I am free. How? Well it all started about 3 yrs ago, on this very site actually when I stumbled across the neodoves thread. Could this be true? I thought. Can I get high from these? kinda like mdma? delivered to my door? 100 caps for next to nothing? Damn right i did. I used them things every day. Doves and spirits mainly. All down hill from there. Basically I was a pathetic, paranoid, anxious mess. I chased those things from Israel to Europe and when they stopped and all the aussie vendors popped, up i just keeped popping. Then they all got shut down.
The ingredients changed over time so it is hard to say exactly what it was I was withdrawing from. One thing for sure is that I hated that feeling of dependency. The thought of a chemical/s having that much control over me saddened me greatly. Now I'm not talking about taking drugs here. I'm taking about having a chemical control your life.
So, the neos dried up and I began to look at smoking in a new light. The health risks and cost couldn't get me to quite smoking. It was the deep realization that I was a crack(nicotine)head. So I stopped. I FUCKING STOPPED SMOKING AND I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY. WOOT WOOT SO HAPPY.
THANK YOU BLUELIGHT, for without you I would not have discovered neos.......and wouldn't have quite smoking.:D
The ingredients changed over time so it is hard to say exactly what it was I was withdrawing from. One thing for sure is that I hated that feeling of dependency. The thought of a chemical/s having that much control over me saddened me greatly. Now I'm not talking about taking drugs here. I'm taking about having a chemical control your life.
So, the neos dried up and I began to look at smoking in a new light. The health risks and cost couldn't get me to quite smoking. It was the deep realization that I was a crack(nicotine)head. So I stopped. I FUCKING STOPPED SMOKING AND I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY. WOOT WOOT SO HAPPY.
THANK YOU BLUELIGHT, for without you I would not have discovered neos.......and wouldn't have quite smoking.:D

