QuasiStoned
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Trying to relieve my opiate withdrawals (I made a thread about cold turkey withdrawal early this morning) I used a dip of phenazepam to try and get some more sleep. In the early morning hours I took about 4ml of 1,4BDO to continue sleeping (I had managed a couple of hours thanks to phenazepam) and my mom found me gurgling and unresponsive and eventually I stopped breathing. All because I wanted to get a little bit of sleep. I woke up with 2 cops and 2 paramedics in my room.
I told them that I smoked JWH-018 and that itwas legal and they told me blah blah you can import all you want but that doesn't make it legal. I had a bong in my room that I used mostly for JWH that has been mostly used for JWH but I'm sure there was THC t be found in the stem/slider piece. The cop asked me why I wouldn't just smoke the regular stuff and I said "because it's illegal." Cop 2 says this shit ain't legal either you can order steroids legally but the 2nd second you use them it's illegal.
Anyway, yes I'm shaken up because I almost killed myself with a mixture of 1,4 BDO and phenazepam. This is the 2nd time the paramedics had to come to my house (first time OD on phenazepam) and my mom keeps telling me my insurance is going to drop me for this kind of crap (and I dunno if that's true or not? Can they drop me for ER services being called twice?)
As for the bong, they took it with them and the one cop had said something about betting if he scraped the stem for THC he'd find some (which is scaring me to death because he's probably right). That same policeman admitted to smoking weed with his buddies and what not before he joined the force so he didn't seem too bady anti-reefer just concerned about stuff ordered from the internet. He didn't say that I was going to recieve a citation and the lady paramedic said that the bong was going to be "destroyed." I'm terrified of getting paraphanelia charges but they didn't give any indicator that they were going to charge me. As if being technically dead and having my father giving me CPR in bed and my mother going hysterical isn't eneough pain and suffering,... I don't need a paraphanalia charge on top of this (I've already a paraphanelia charge before... for fucking weed).
The interesting thing, after they left the JWH-018 was sitting on the window sill downstairs and they didn't confiscate it... wtf? First they argrue with me about the legality of it and then they leave it behind, probably because they finally realized it was legal. I'm most frightened about the bong, the lady paramedic told my mom "it would be destroyed," so I guess that's a good thing right? Couldn't they arrest me on the spot for paraphanalia if they were going to press charges? And if the bong were truly going to be destroyed then they obviously don't plan on using it as evidence?
I can't believe I was legally dead this morning. I dumped the 1,4 BDO down the drain. I'm going to have to find another way to get off the poppy tea which sucks because 1,4BDO / GHB was very helpful with the withdrawals but it's just too dangerous. I mixed it with a benzo and that is one of the stupidest things that you can do, but I didn't feel anything when I took 2 ml after 15 - 20 minutes so I took another 2ml.
Sorry guys I'm just so scared my parents want me to go to my family doctor and admit I have a problem and try to get my pain treated properly, but if I tell him I used poppy tea won't that go down on my record and make it difficult to get adequate relief? As will all these 2 emergency room visits They get forwarded to my family doc too?
Sorry guys I'm just scared and afraid to go to my family doctor and tell him that I have a problem. Are these records kept confidential? If I switch doctors they get all that information? I have real chronic pain and I turned to poppy tea for relief after I had 2 or 3 doctors try to treat me with NSAIDs which did nothing. Most of all I'm terrified about the bong, do you think that they would really be dick-headed enough to try and charge me for something like that when I just went through an ordeal like this.
I told them that I smoked JWH-018 and that itwas legal and they told me blah blah you can import all you want but that doesn't make it legal. I had a bong in my room that I used mostly for JWH that has been mostly used for JWH but I'm sure there was THC t be found in the stem/slider piece. The cop asked me why I wouldn't just smoke the regular stuff and I said "because it's illegal." Cop 2 says this shit ain't legal either you can order steroids legally but the 2nd second you use them it's illegal.
Anyway, yes I'm shaken up because I almost killed myself with a mixture of 1,4 BDO and phenazepam. This is the 2nd time the paramedics had to come to my house (first time OD on phenazepam) and my mom keeps telling me my insurance is going to drop me for this kind of crap (and I dunno if that's true or not? Can they drop me for ER services being called twice?)
As for the bong, they took it with them and the one cop had said something about betting if he scraped the stem for THC he'd find some (which is scaring me to death because he's probably right). That same policeman admitted to smoking weed with his buddies and what not before he joined the force so he didn't seem too bady anti-reefer just concerned about stuff ordered from the internet. He didn't say that I was going to recieve a citation and the lady paramedic said that the bong was going to be "destroyed." I'm terrified of getting paraphanelia charges but they didn't give any indicator that they were going to charge me. As if being technically dead and having my father giving me CPR in bed and my mother going hysterical isn't eneough pain and suffering,... I don't need a paraphanalia charge on top of this (I've already a paraphanelia charge before... for fucking weed).
The interesting thing, after they left the JWH-018 was sitting on the window sill downstairs and they didn't confiscate it... wtf? First they argrue with me about the legality of it and then they leave it behind, probably because they finally realized it was legal. I'm most frightened about the bong, the lady paramedic told my mom "it would be destroyed," so I guess that's a good thing right? Couldn't they arrest me on the spot for paraphanalia if they were going to press charges? And if the bong were truly going to be destroyed then they obviously don't plan on using it as evidence?
I can't believe I was legally dead this morning. I dumped the 1,4 BDO down the drain. I'm going to have to find another way to get off the poppy tea which sucks because 1,4BDO / GHB was very helpful with the withdrawals but it's just too dangerous. I mixed it with a benzo and that is one of the stupidest things that you can do, but I didn't feel anything when I took 2 ml after 15 - 20 minutes so I took another 2ml.
Sorry guys I'm just so scared my parents want me to go to my family doctor and admit I have a problem and try to get my pain treated properly, but if I tell him I used poppy tea won't that go down on my record and make it difficult to get adequate relief? As will all these 2 emergency room visits They get forwarded to my family doc too?
Sorry guys I'm just scared and afraid to go to my family doctor and tell him that I have a problem. Are these records kept confidential? If I switch doctors they get all that information? I have real chronic pain and I turned to poppy tea for relief after I had 2 or 3 doctors try to treat me with NSAIDs which did nothing. Most of all I'm terrified about the bong, do you think that they would really be dick-headed enough to try and charge me for something like that when I just went through an ordeal like this.
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