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How do you decide when to use drugs?

Depends on the drug. Weed is pretty much when I feel like it. Heroin/opiates you bet your ass I'm doing it the night I get it most likely, but I will wait until night. Opiates during the day is just off to me because I'll be nodding at 3 pm and wide awake wanting another hit at 1 am. Pyschs I wait for the right time (have 3 hits of acid on me and no desire to use until my planned date which is next week). Anything else is just whenever the opportunity arises for the most part.
 
Certain drugs I like to keep special and save, but I usually just take them whenever. It's unfortunate because everytime I usually get a really bad craving, I'm not holding anything, and i don't want to hold when I don't have to. Such a difficult choice.
 
if i feel stressed out or anxious then i'll smoke some weed and swallow some benzos. If i feel sluggish and need some motivation to do some work then i'll take stimulants (e.g. crystal). If i have some free time and feel like being a psychonaut, then i'll take an above average dose of K to go into the K-hole.
 
Every morning I ask myself....

Do I have money?

If yes, Do I have enough food to not buy food with the money?

If yes again I call a dealer

If he has drugs, I choose to do drugs.

Not my fault man it was destiny....like omg so many things had to line up and happen just right in order for me to get high. (Best stoned hippy voice)
 
Sweet P said:
My brain goes into autopilot around drugs. I don't decide... I just do. :D
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Haha. This is very true. I guess that's how it is for me, too. That and: when I start to get the sweats, THAT is when it's time to dose.
 
i TOTALLY CAN'T SIT WITH MYSELF SO AT ALL TIME AM LOOKING TO FEEL SOMETHINHG OTHER THAN MY SO CALLED NORMAL FEEELINGS,WHEN THEREIS NO DRUGS I SLEEP SLEEP
 
I use psychedelics at home when I have the day off uni, or maybe with a few friends as I find it hard to socialise when I'm tripping. When I have some speed or MDxx I always prefer it to be at night, usually on weekends, the more people around me the better :)
 
I don't really do much deciding.

When it comes to meth, I use it as soon as I get my hands on it. :\
 
Damn, these days, in the mornin when I get outta bed to my pill bottle. Im bout to get my refill in the mornin....I should have it by 12:30 hopefully, Its 4:30 now, thats only 8 hours away, wish I could sleep them away. Aint worth it to go to bed at 5am and have to get up at 9 and I dont feel so hot anyways with these hot flash type shits, ran short at the end of the 2wks this time :X

In the past tho, the answer of this question was always. If i had shit-When I wake up, again a hour or 2 later. Before I go to cop If i had shit. If i didnt, get money and get to the block ASAP before I sweat myself into a river and drownd.

After the shit copped, about as soon as I pull off the block and check that there aint no tinted out cars tailin me, Im preppin that shit in the cap and already booted a nice shot before I even made it onto the on ramp for the highway....Just didnt give a shit...

When I got home, do some more....Then some more if its still early...And of course, always a nice shot before bed. Also when I wake up in the middle of the night becuz the diesel didnt knock me out good enough, then its time to use some "drugs" again too.

This question obviously means 2 very different things to the casual users and the carreer addicts, cuz if you addicted, there aint no question at all.
 
Definitely gorgoroth, benzos anytime, weed anytime or on my own with some music to chill too, and stims when I need to work or just for fun when I've a film on.

But mostly when I want to so it could be anytime lol.
 
For me it's usually when I keep telling myself that I'm not gonna use, I end up doing it. Don't ask me why, that's just what happens. It's like some schizo thing. Happened today as a matter of fact. I was uptown and stopped at the ATM to deposit a check that won't clear till tomorrow. So, I throw it in, then look at my balance, decide not to mess with it. Drive and get some gas in the whip, turn right round and ATM it again. Call my boy who's on the road about 10 min from me. We meet up on a back road and both pull over. I step out to his window and do my thing (One paid, one fronted till the morn) and just as we're done a State Trooper comes round the corner and stops dead right in front of us. I step back too my ride and get in. My boy leaves and the trooper just sits there with his blinker on. I'm getting ready to go into my pocket and do the big gulp but I hold off cause if I do, that's it for today. (crazy to even believe I'm thinkin that!) I sit and wait hand in pocket, while two other cars from behind me pass round. It feels like a game of who's gona blink first, then the trooper slowly makes his turn up a side street and I back into a drive and go the other way. The road he took is a dead end and I know it, so I add a little extra throttle to my route home as I scan the rearview. Get home, happy, two 80's in hand. Upstairs to the head and boot the both of them before I decide that I'm pissed off for even doing it! It's autopilot when the shit gets into my head. Now I owe for one and also know for sure that when I pay tomorrow morning early (7-8am) I'll prolly get another two while I'm there! Just no way I'm a hand him dosh and not re-up. Sad ain't it? What I'd give for a finger (compressed 10gram piece) of that lovely vinegar stankin brown we get in Mass! These Oxy 80's suck in comparison and lets not even get into the rediculous price! ..................But, I digress........must be those 2 x 80s I capped a couple hours ago.
 
gorgoroth said:
w3rd but depends when/what that shite is.
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True. If it's meth, I'm straight into autopilot mode!

But if it's anything else, except for benzos which I need to take, I can usually sit on it for a while and wait for the right moment to use.
 
Stimmed it but it's wearing off slowly but surely as I was going down to a friend's house but that's out the window now.
 
I have a lot of trouble with this one. I used to be I would be on it constantly as soon as I get it but with 90 pills a month I don't have to. I try to take my pills when the bf is gone to work so that I can be high without annoying him with my changed behavior. I usually try to convince him to take it with me so that it is easier for him to tolerance the amped upness. But that isn't always possible.
Stoned, usually whenever I want. As long as I'm not around my family or trying to do something REALLY important I'm alright.
 
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