etherbunny
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Mar 6, 2010
- Messages
- 36
I am a new actual member, however I have been reading bluelight for a long time. After reading so much information I thought it was about time for me to join and try to contribute to the community.
Some basic information about me:
Location: USA (Until I can feasibly leave this place)
I rather enjoy Dungeons and Dragons Online, PnP DnD. I used to play pool in the APA. I'm an avid poker player, especially Texas Hold 'Em. Love movies, not much into console games (though I own 4 XBOX 360s and all are modded *1 banned*, I'm learning various programming languages and working on my Bachelors in Biochemistry, well I start chem classes after I wrap up my Bach in Computer Science: Internet Security.
I joined Bluelight to be a part of the community and hopefully provide some useful advice/information to those who need it. I'm also looking for help answering some questions and 'blanks' I haven't figured out yet.
This may be a little more personal than some others posts, however if I'm adopted or if anyone takes interest in my postings I think they should know more details about me, and if you don't then you've probably already stopped reading this and have clicked on to something new. I have been diagnosed in the past with Bipolar disorder (Mania), BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder), I have Anxiety Disorder: NOS, ADD, and eosinophilic gastroenteritis (though not definitivly diagnosed: I do have some kind of disorder that either is or mimics EG.
My drug experiences have been fairly limited, I have not had much exposure to 'street drugs' other than Coke once and it was crap quality. I have been exposed to various 2C series RCs and the majore carc.ca RC selection. My main experience is with prescription medication, Dexedrine, Adderall, Klonopin, Xanax, Valium, Ritalin, Focalin, Trileptal, Seroquel, Trazadone, Ultram, Percs, Vics, Morphine; I'm literally just scanning my computer desk and reading the labels of the old bottles I haven't discarded yet. I've been on every SSRI except Prozac. I've run the full gambit of anti-depressants, atypical anti-psychotics, several mood stabilizers, and these have all been prescribed near their full 'therapeutic' dosages.
I do not usually 'abuse' medications, though there are those times when I'm feeling especially bad and need a 'pick me up' dose, but these aren't as frequent as they used to be.
I am currently struggling with a Ritalin addiction and am growing more and more dependent on benzos to 'normalize' me. It's a struggle to maintain when your primary Psychiatrist doesn't even know how to properly taper from one benzo to another and doesn't even know what some of the medications I've discussed were until he looked them up on the spot.
Well that will wrap it up for me, I think this gives a picture of who I am and where I'm coming from. I am looking forward to my 50th post so I can recieve PMs from other users and hopefully help out with more private issues/concerns. Also look forward to being able to pm others for more private/personal messages about topics we share interest/expertise in.
Oh last thing, Big Bang Theory is the best show on TV, watching the whole season from start to finish again, sadly I just got done with a ST:TNG and ST:V marathon run watching every single episode; I'm unemployed and waiting for my new job to provide me a start date, so killing time w/ the TV. Now I can contribute to the community as well as watch awesome TV.
Love and peace
Etherbunny
Some basic information about me:
Location: USA (Until I can feasibly leave this place)
I rather enjoy Dungeons and Dragons Online, PnP DnD. I used to play pool in the APA. I'm an avid poker player, especially Texas Hold 'Em. Love movies, not much into console games (though I own 4 XBOX 360s and all are modded *1 banned*, I'm learning various programming languages and working on my Bachelors in Biochemistry, well I start chem classes after I wrap up my Bach in Computer Science: Internet Security.
I joined Bluelight to be a part of the community and hopefully provide some useful advice/information to those who need it. I'm also looking for help answering some questions and 'blanks' I haven't figured out yet.
This may be a little more personal than some others posts, however if I'm adopted or if anyone takes interest in my postings I think they should know more details about me, and if you don't then you've probably already stopped reading this and have clicked on to something new. I have been diagnosed in the past with Bipolar disorder (Mania), BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder), I have Anxiety Disorder: NOS, ADD, and eosinophilic gastroenteritis (though not definitivly diagnosed: I do have some kind of disorder that either is or mimics EG.
My drug experiences have been fairly limited, I have not had much exposure to 'street drugs' other than Coke once and it was crap quality. I have been exposed to various 2C series RCs and the majore carc.ca RC selection. My main experience is with prescription medication, Dexedrine, Adderall, Klonopin, Xanax, Valium, Ritalin, Focalin, Trileptal, Seroquel, Trazadone, Ultram, Percs, Vics, Morphine; I'm literally just scanning my computer desk and reading the labels of the old bottles I haven't discarded yet. I've been on every SSRI except Prozac. I've run the full gambit of anti-depressants, atypical anti-psychotics, several mood stabilizers, and these have all been prescribed near their full 'therapeutic' dosages.
I do not usually 'abuse' medications, though there are those times when I'm feeling especially bad and need a 'pick me up' dose, but these aren't as frequent as they used to be.
I am currently struggling with a Ritalin addiction and am growing more and more dependent on benzos to 'normalize' me. It's a struggle to maintain when your primary Psychiatrist doesn't even know how to properly taper from one benzo to another and doesn't even know what some of the medications I've discussed were until he looked them up on the spot.
Well that will wrap it up for me, I think this gives a picture of who I am and where I'm coming from. I am looking forward to my 50th post so I can recieve PMs from other users and hopefully help out with more private issues/concerns. Also look forward to being able to pm others for more private/personal messages about topics we share interest/expertise in.
Oh last thing, Big Bang Theory is the best show on TV, watching the whole season from start to finish again, sadly I just got done with a ST:TNG and ST:V marathon run watching every single episode; I'm unemployed and waiting for my new job to provide me a start date, so killing time w/ the TV. Now I can contribute to the community as well as watch awesome TV.
Love and peace
Etherbunny
