its.euphoric
Bluelighter
Ok... I don't really abuse drugs, I mean, I drink sometimes, I smoked occasionally, I tried ecstasy a few times... and of course weed but just rarely.
And some other stuff but not very often.
Anyways... I noticed that alcohol doesn't even make me feel euphoric anymore.
And I noticed too that the last time I drank cough syrup was way less strong... I also felt like my whole self wasn't there... like dancing to the music was just like, my mind was out of it.
It use to be that life was just boring and drugs were there to make it fun.... but recently it's like drugs don't even do anything. I'm pretty sure there's something wrong with me and my dad is gonna be taking me to a doctor but I'm just wondering what people might be thinking could be going wrong.
I'm thinking like something is wrong with my dopamine levels or something. Because I don't get pleasure in hardly anything... and idk
And some other stuff but not very often.
Anyways... I noticed that alcohol doesn't even make me feel euphoric anymore.
And I noticed too that the last time I drank cough syrup was way less strong... I also felt like my whole self wasn't there... like dancing to the music was just like, my mind was out of it.
It use to be that life was just boring and drugs were there to make it fun.... but recently it's like drugs don't even do anything. I'm pretty sure there's something wrong with me and my dad is gonna be taking me to a doctor but I'm just wondering what people might be thinking could be going wrong.
I'm thinking like something is wrong with my dopamine levels or something. Because I don't get pleasure in hardly anything... and idk
