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So I was going to grab some acid from someone I know and took the first tab at about 3, I wasn't feeling anything by 5 so I took the second tab and by 6pm the world started coming apart. First thing I noticed was a constant body stimulation, I felt like I constantly had to move and noticed that I was definitely grinding.
The mental trip was hard to control as all thoughts seemed to by running off in every direction at over a hundred miles an hour. Walked around alot and saw some interesting visuals that were vaguely acid like but slightly different in their own way.
I was playing video games for quite sometime because I always felt walking around on psychs at night time was a bad idea. My playing abilities were definitely heightened in comparison to normal but it was hard to hold it together mentally since my thoughts were still running all over the place. After I got bored of that I ended up walking around my apartment complex to where my friends live and it happened they were watching movies.
The movie I walked into was Requiem for a Dream. I loved the sound track to it so I decided to stay. The movie actually kind of focused my trip a bit as I was forced into analyzing my own usage of substances and saw what I did and didnt like about myself. The movie ended around 11 pm and we went to a persons birthday party.
My visuals were once again kicked into high gear, as I was watching people play beer pong their motions had major tracer effects bot the tracers were both going forward and backwards. I've had some trouble describing the backwards tracer but it was like I was seeing their arm in the place it was going to be before it was actually there.
The birthday party went until 2 AM which is when a bunch of the drunk people wanted to go eat. I didnt have an appetite but I wanted to go explore. We were sitting in the drive way of a jack in the box with some type of evergreen with these little spores on them but with my visuals it looks like zits popping on the tree.
Well around 4 am everyone passes out and Im still going. Just after everyone left and I was sitting on my red couch my vision goes completely black. I thought the lights turned off so I felt around for the light switch but realized it was still in the on position and I could feel the heat from the bulb so I felt my face to see if something fell over my face. I realized my eyes were mashed shut. I tried to just open them but couldnt so I used my fingers to open them.
Once my eyes were open I saw this sea of red color liquid. It was warm and tasted metallic which I quickly realized it was blood. I freaked out and ran from the couch I was on and hid under the table in my kitchen. I looked back and the couch turned into a large syringe full of blood which I assumed was mine. I was freaking out and as it kept going I started seeing the sores on Jarred Leto's arm from the movie earlier all over my body. At this point I couldnt tell what visuals were real and which ones werent. In my head I could hear screams of pain and thought they were mine but it turned out it wasnt real as none of my room mates heard it or woke up. It wasnt until the sun was high enough to light my living room that I could get a handle on my visuals again.
As the room was being lit up which was some time around 6 30 to 7 the visuals started go away but the crazy mental trip was still there. I took a shower to try and clean my self up after being laid out on the floor like I was for 3 hours. I was on the verge of an anxiety attack the whole time and the only thing that kept it from happening was forcing myself to focus on my shampoo. after my shower was over I walked around again to try to tire myself out but it didnt work. Eventually my girl friend called me which was the most difficult phone call of my life as I was having extreme difficulty holding myself together at this point for the conversation.
Eventually I made it to her house a few blocks away and she was able to help me keep calm. Up until the very end I felt like I was on the verge of an anxiety attack. I finally stopped tripping and passed out sometime around noon.
The whole next day after waking up I had trouble putting sentences together and relating back to normal society. I know it definitely wasnt acid based on the body stimulation, the 3 hours to feel anything, the non acid like visuals, the non acid head trip, and the 22 hour time line. Because of this experience I will never touch and substances again. Ive tripped 30+ times on acid, 15+ times on shrooms and rolled countless times with plenty of one off trips on different RCs to see what they were like but nothing was ever as terrifying or horrible as this experience at anytime.
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The mental trip was hard to control as all thoughts seemed to by running off in every direction at over a hundred miles an hour. Walked around alot and saw some interesting visuals that were vaguely acid like but slightly different in their own way.
I was playing video games for quite sometime because I always felt walking around on psychs at night time was a bad idea. My playing abilities were definitely heightened in comparison to normal but it was hard to hold it together mentally since my thoughts were still running all over the place. After I got bored of that I ended up walking around my apartment complex to where my friends live and it happened they were watching movies.
The movie I walked into was Requiem for a Dream. I loved the sound track to it so I decided to stay. The movie actually kind of focused my trip a bit as I was forced into analyzing my own usage of substances and saw what I did and didnt like about myself. The movie ended around 11 pm and we went to a persons birthday party.
My visuals were once again kicked into high gear, as I was watching people play beer pong their motions had major tracer effects bot the tracers were both going forward and backwards. I've had some trouble describing the backwards tracer but it was like I was seeing their arm in the place it was going to be before it was actually there.
The birthday party went until 2 AM which is when a bunch of the drunk people wanted to go eat. I didnt have an appetite but I wanted to go explore. We were sitting in the drive way of a jack in the box with some type of evergreen with these little spores on them but with my visuals it looks like zits popping on the tree.
Well around 4 am everyone passes out and Im still going. Just after everyone left and I was sitting on my red couch my vision goes completely black. I thought the lights turned off so I felt around for the light switch but realized it was still in the on position and I could feel the heat from the bulb so I felt my face to see if something fell over my face. I realized my eyes were mashed shut. I tried to just open them but couldnt so I used my fingers to open them.
Once my eyes were open I saw this sea of red color liquid. It was warm and tasted metallic which I quickly realized it was blood. I freaked out and ran from the couch I was on and hid under the table in my kitchen. I looked back and the couch turned into a large syringe full of blood which I assumed was mine. I was freaking out and as it kept going I started seeing the sores on Jarred Leto's arm from the movie earlier all over my body. At this point I couldnt tell what visuals were real and which ones werent. In my head I could hear screams of pain and thought they were mine but it turned out it wasnt real as none of my room mates heard it or woke up. It wasnt until the sun was high enough to light my living room that I could get a handle on my visuals again.
As the room was being lit up which was some time around 6 30 to 7 the visuals started go away but the crazy mental trip was still there. I took a shower to try and clean my self up after being laid out on the floor like I was for 3 hours. I was on the verge of an anxiety attack the whole time and the only thing that kept it from happening was forcing myself to focus on my shampoo. after my shower was over I walked around again to try to tire myself out but it didnt work. Eventually my girl friend called me which was the most difficult phone call of my life as I was having extreme difficulty holding myself together at this point for the conversation.
Eventually I made it to her house a few blocks away and she was able to help me keep calm. Up until the very end I felt like I was on the verge of an anxiety attack. I finally stopped tripping and passed out sometime around noon.
The whole next day after waking up I had trouble putting sentences together and relating back to normal society. I know it definitely wasnt acid based on the body stimulation, the 3 hours to feel anything, the non acid like visuals, the non acid head trip, and the 22 hour time line. Because of this experience I will never touch and substances again. Ive tripped 30+ times on acid, 15+ times on shrooms and rolled countless times with plenty of one off trips on different RCs to see what they were like but nothing was ever as terrifying or horrible as this experience at anytime.
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