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Stimulants The Evolving Effects of Amphetamine Use

SpunkySkunk347

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"Too Long; Didn't Read" Version:
Has anyone else noticed that the effects of amphetamine seem to change or transform over time?

What do you think causes this?

Is it permanent?

Will this "shift in mental processes" overlap into normal-everyday life, even when sober?

Does this "change in effects" indicate other, more-serious, matters -- such as brain damage?

Do anxiety and other mental health disorders resulting from amphetamine use correspond with amphetamine's changing effects? If so, could we preemptively halt the onset of such disorders by identifying their corresponding indicators via amphetamine's changing effects?

The LONG version -- Advanced discussion for Psychonauts:

Those who use amphetamine (or similar stimulants) more than occasionally may have noticed that amphetamine's effects quite literally "change" as use progresses.

I am not talking about during a single session of use (where the effects are well-known to change from something like phases of a "Rush", a subsequent "High", and finally a "comedown"/"crash"), I am referring to prolonged use - over the course of weeks, months, and years.

As with most people who enjoy amphetamine (or consider it their drug of choice), the first few times are the most pleasant. The euphoria is the strongest during these periods.

The first (or second) is often the most euphoric, with a noticeable decrease in euphoria with the second or third use (especially if the second/third dose is within a day or two after the first). During this period, amphetamine will still be strongly euphoric, but eventually the "feeling" changes, or "shifts", into something "different".

It is hard to describe such a topic (which, by its very nature, is almost metaphysical -- akin to describing the qualia of "color" to a blind man), but psychonauts (or those who otherwise consider chemical experimentation a hobby) should identify with these terms for the most part.

The initial euphoria of amphetamine use could be described as "lovey", "empathetic", extremely pleasurable. There is a strong physical sensation of euphoria and pleasure. Some may even consider it to be "overwhelming".

The second phase (usually beginning at around the second, third, or fourth session of use) seems to be characterized by a decline in the "empathetic" feelings - as well as the intensity of the euphoria. The euphoria of the second phase seems to be more of mental and emotional nature, and less of a physical one.

The third phase could be described as being "raw stimulation" - the euphoria (although still present to some extent) transforms into something like an "uppity feeling", and not so much pleasurable.

Then there are subsequent phases, most of which progress differently for each person (depending presumably on factors such as frequency of use, weight, gender, dosages, diet, nutrition, metabolism, time of day being taken, amount of sleep, etc)..

The main point I wish to acknowledge is that amphetamine's effects will distinctly change, and sometimes irreversibly.

The increased sense of awareness and introspection (called "metacognition") allows for the user to easily take note of his/her changing mental statuses when using amphetamine.

Now, the point of this thread is that I believe there are several important questions that are provoked by this "shifting of effects" -- we are now presented with a unique opportunity to gain insight into the foundation of our mind: How they work, the processes involved, etc..

The purpose for answering these questions is derived solely out of the curiosity of those who asked them, as the answers likely do not have much practical use in the fields of psychology and medicine.

Here are the questions I have proposed:

1. I undoubtedly believe that a fluctuaion of neurotransmitter levels is responsible for amphetamine's "transformation of effects". The question then arises:

A) Does this indicate a transition of cognitive operations themselves, or only amphetamine's effects?
B) Is this transition irreversible? If it indicates a transition in cognition, is it permanent?
C) Perhaps the answer is not quite concrete, and there is actually a variety of variables at play that we are not quite aware of. Could it be that this transition's impact on cognition is partially temporary and partially permanent?

2. In continuation of my proposal in problem 1, I think it is possible for us to actually make connections between specific occurrences in amphetamine's "transformation of effects" and their corresponding neurotransmitters (or neurotransmitter systems) responsible for the transformation.

What are some postulated neurotransmitter systems that correspond with amphetamine's shifting effects?

3. We could posit that amphetamine's limited affinity for serotonergic pathways is what is responsible for amphetamine's initial effect "lovey" feelings and empathy, as well as the intensity of the resulting euphoria. This is connection is speculated due to its similarities with the MDMA's effects; the effects of MDMA arise largely from serotonergic activity. MDMA is also quite similar in molecular structure to amphetamine, and is theorized to have a similar mechanism of action within the brain (albeit a different region of the brain).
We could consider this to be a reasonable conclusion. However, more questions arise.
When amphetamine's "lovey" and "empathetic" effects begin to fade with continued usage, does this indicate a decline in serotonergic functioning? It can be noted by many amphetamine users that it is quite difficult to replicate the intense euphoria that they had experienced from their first few sessions of use, even if they raise the dose considerably. Even with prolonged cessation of use, it is very difficult to re-obtain the intensity of the initial euphoria. What could this indicate? Some possibilities are:

- A tolerance has developed specifically for the serotonergic effects of amphetamine.

- Nerve-tissue damage in serotonergic pathways. This hypothesis could be tested, as serotonergic nerve damage would cause the effects of MDMA to also be mitigated. If an individual were to use amphetamine until the initial euphoria of the aforementioned "Phase 1" had diminished, then try a subsequent dose of MDMA a while later (perhaps a few hours or maybe a day or two), we would be able to confirm or dismiss this hypothesis. If MDMA's effects are unimpeded, then no nerve-damage has taken place. Of course, all variables would have to be eliminated to rule out other possibilities; the individual would have to get adequate sleep and nutrition (to rule out sleep deprivation and malnutrition) before taking the subsequent dose of MDMA.
A much more simpler way would be to look at the self-given reports of others -- perhaps it has been previously reported that former methamphetamine or amphetamine addicts are unable to achieve a euphoria from MDMA, or the euphoria is dampened significantly.

- Perhaps the intensity of amphetamine's initial euphoria (perceived as "lovey" and empathetic) is a state of mind that can only be achieved when the brain is functioning at its maximum potential, and it is not solely caused by serotonergic activity. Possibly after several sessions of amphetamine, a long-term impairment results in the brain, causing the brain to be unable to achieve this state of bliss until after an extended period of sobriety. If this is true, then an individual experiencing this would be unable to reach a state of blissful euphoria with any drug, and not just amphetamine. I do not think this is true, however, as I personally am still able to experience intense euphoria with the use of opiates and other drugs, and this feeling is very similar to the unique feeling of an initial dose of amphetamine. I have been able to get an intense euphoria from opiates, even though hours earlier I had been unable to achieve any euphoria at all from a standard dose of amphetamine. This suggests that the solution is one of the two possibilities above.

4. It has been noted by many amphetamine users that the negative effects of use will last for days, weeks, months, and even years into sobriety. This is noted more often with methamphetamine, supporting the serotonin hypothesis mentioned above (since methamphetamine has more of a serotonergic affinity); however, the increased reports of anxiety from methamphetamine use may simply be the result of anti-meth propaganda, hysteria, and placebo effects reported from individuals influenced by those things. This is merely speculation, however.

A) What could we attribute long-term amphetamine-induced anxiety to? If serotonergic damage is indeed the cause, then perhaps serotonergic damage is long-term (or even permanent) as suggested above.

B) What could we attribute amphetamine psychosis (particularly the long-term incidences of psychosis) to? It is often theorized that increased dopaminergic activity is responsible for amphetamine psychosis (as well as schizophrenia and other classic psychoses). However, perhaps "psychosis" is actually just a vague categorization for non-specific symptoms. Amphetamine-induced memory impairment, anxiety, sleep-deprivation, agitation, malnutrition, akathisia, skeletal muscle deterioration, hyperthermia, and high blood-pressure could all collectively lead to the extreme state of mind that health-professionals recognize as "psychosis". It becomes a series of questions concerning "cause and effect". For example, short-term memory impairment (often caused by prolonged usage of amphetamine) can cause states of mind identical to psychosis. However, short-term memory impairment might actually just be an indicator of declining functionality within the cognition, as it is often accompanied by confusion, cognitive dissonance, "ego death", and delusions.

5A). Does the increased level of introspection into one's own mental process (called "Meta-Cognition") have any practical application? Perhaps merely even for curiosity? Perhaps there is still discoveries left to be made in the field of psychology (regarding the abstract concepts of cognitive processing and the like), and amphetamine could be a useful application here? Although, any information obtained would be limited in its real-life usefulness, other than perhaps a better understanding of the mind itself.

5B). Is information gained during this "state of awareness" reliable/accurate, or flawed? It almost seems to be a cliche stigma in entertainment that drug users will have epiphanies, feel enlightened, think they have discovered the meaning of life, or otherwise think they have come to important philosophical conclusions, when actually whatever they are saying is just gibberish to another person, or common sense that lacks any significance. "Woah dude.. I think I just found the meaning of life... The meaning of life is to love other people, man... I think I've become one with God..." This is more notable on psychedelics (acid and mushrooms notoriously), but is noted to occur with amphetamine as well. Amphetamine is often regarded to be a much more "psychedelic" stimulant (props to its relatives with similar phenethylamine structures such as mescaline or the 2C-? family).. but perhaps due to the given clarity and vividness during this amphetamine-induced state of "enlightenment", discoveries and epiphanies reached during such a state might actually be useful - perhaps this "high-functioning" state of meta-cognition could even be exploited.

6. Memory impairment is often experienced after using amphetamine frequently, or if the amphetamine habit has been going on for a long time. The memory impairment can sometimes be long-lasting, even after extended periods of sobriety. What causes this memory impairment? Some possibilities are:
- Anti-cholinergic activity that comes from higher doses of amphetamine

- Prolonged sleep deprivation

- The brain does not have enough resources to supply for an individuals mental demands; an individual may feel compelled to work non-stop or "keep going", when his/her brain (and likely the body as well) lack the resources needed to continue. As a result, memory is impaired - the mind is working faster than the short-term memory allows.

- Neural damage of a specific neurotransmitter pathway, such as dopamine or serotonin.

- non-specific brain damage (perhaps irreversible) that may have occurred from malnutrition, hyperthermia, sleep deprivation, or simply because of prolonged sessions of high-level activity within the brain.

-disproportionate neurotransmission; the dopamine pathways in certain regions of the frontal lobe may not have yet run out of neurotransmitter reserves, and their high level of activity urges the individual's cognition to "keep going" -- but, other regions of the frontal lobe (or other dopamine pathways) might have exhausted their supply of dopamine, and are simply unable to function. This could also explain amphetamine psychosis, and the distinct obsessive behavior often resulting from amphetamine use.
 
I'll read it all tommorrow when i'm not so tired my man ( sounds like a relatively intersting topic to me ) , but i do have a feeling that the amphetamines are still making you pretty damn productive. ;)
 
I too am too tired at the moment to comprehend all that, but what I can say, is that after using meth, at times heavily (daily) for 6 years, I don't agree with your basic premise that the first few sessions are the most euphoric. On the contrary, I have found that euphoria substantially increased as I became more addicted to the substance, for perhaps several reasons that I can think of. I think I became more attuned to the subtleties of the drug, and was able to appreciate it more; the anticipation that grew with increasing addiction increased the perceived and actual reward; and finally, with increased dependance on the drug, its use not only produced a high but also relief from the effects of its withdrawal.
 
I always look forward to seeing a looong post about Amphetmine's by SpunkySkunk, can't help but wonder if s/he had a little motivation from the very subject of the post, lol.

Anyways, I didn't read the entire post yet, but I will say after 3-6 months of using ampt. a few times a week I just got tired of it, it was too draining on my body and not at all necissary for me to focus.
 
lol.. ok.. i didn't read it all but i think i know exactly what you mean.. does the chages in amphetamines affects coincide with how you feel minus the drugs? basically.. do these changes coincide with your mental state while sober?

I've abused amphetamine.. horribly.. and along the stages you've described (changes / lack of euphoria / empathic quialites) my sober mental state has also been on a down hill decline to the point i can't fully enjoy amphetamines anymore because i become TOO introspective with a massive paranoid cloud around it.. not nice..

You understand what i'm tryin to say?
 
I've always known this to be the case, but I've never been able to put it into one post.

Amphetamines after significant use just don't work anymore.

This makes sense.


Thanks for the great post!
 
i didnt read the whole thing, but i went through a pretty huge half year amphetamine bender once in my life, and a hefty break was the only way to return myself to that original high. amphetamine is truly a bitch though when it comes to using it long term. i'll never forget that first time, its never been the same
 
Gotta go with the majority - a quick stimmedskim looks like it's worth making the effort to read properly. I've been on a wee stim binge recently but I think I may need to work up a few more doses before wading in :D

Metapsychologically diorthotic perused vaticinations...

... medicamentously deranged pharmacopoeial verbicides.

Stims <3
 
Very interesting. I like you description of the phases of use. Very accurate, at least concerning my experience(s) with Amphetamine. As far as your overall question(s), I really can't even begin to postulate, though I am inclined to believe it is, at least somewhat, an issue of tolerance, similar to that of MDMA. Just my inclination though.

Also, I really like paragraph 5B, and the ideas you have presented there. That's really intriguing to think about. Next time I take some Amphetamine I'm definitely going to come back to this thread!
 
I always look forward to seeing a looong post about Amphetmine's by SpunkySkunk, can't help but wonder if s/he had a little motivation from the very subject of the post, lol.
I'd have to say you're correct :\

I've abused amphetamine.. horribly.. and along the stages you've described (changes / lack of euphoria / empathic quialites) my sober mental state has also been on a down hill decline to the point i can't fully enjoy amphetamines anymore because i become TOO introspective with a massive paranoid cloud around it.. not nice..

You understand what i'm tryin to say?
I completely understand that, it happens to me as well.
I become so introspective and begin to over-analyze the fundamentals of thought itself; it always ultimately boils down to questions like "Can rational thought even exist?" or "Does free-will exist?" - at which point I enter a maze of nihilistic and fatalistic paradigm shifts.
I become overly-rational and overly-logical, and even attempts to tell myself "just relax" are impeded with the thought "What's the point in trying to relax when the notion could just be an illusion, and doesn't exist at all?"
I basically get sucked into the task of having to PROVE my own existence - a monolith which many great philosophers have been unable to conquer.
It will continue - even into sobriety - until I accept "letting go".
 
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Addemax SR

Yeah, when I used to binge on Addies I noticed that after awhile it was impossible to get the smiley love thy neighbor high I at first got from the pills. Instead, the buzz was just total paranoia from the start. That seems to be a permanent effect for me. I used to call an Addie binge "going into the tunnel" because for the time I was high, reality seemed fundamentally different, as did my personality. I call the effects I got from high dose Addie abuse "existential paranoia". Who knows what the permanent cognitive/emotional effects have been. I used to dream of a mixed-salt meth product called Addemax. Wouldn't that be cool?
 
i didnt read the prior posts just glanced at the tldr,

but for me the effects went from awsome to shitty in about 3 months of daily use. i stopped for 6-9months till the pychosis wore off. ive dabbled since and had all good highs like the first time i use amps.
 
Well i get a presc every month and i use the fuck out iof them...like 6 to ten a day snorting most...My personality changes on them I get nonstop thoughts racing through my head n shit i never think about too. I come down eventually aftyer my little hiatus n feel like shit. But my day to day activities are normal i guiueesss,. That is probbly bc wen im done with my adderall presc i smoke a half to a zip to face for a week or 2 then repeat....
 
After popping 20-40mg/day for a few months, the rush was almost completely gone and the sinking into dark territory began..

9 months later, after having been completely off/removed from amphetamines, there was a 10mg pill.. and it worked just as it did before the daily use.

Opiates are now mixed into this situation, so the high can sometimes reach an intensity that seems to mimic opiate w/d.. Kind of weird.. Chills..
Wonder if amphetamine causes in vivo opiates to burn more quickly, by raising metabolism..
 
I too am too tired at the moment to comprehend all that, but what I can say, is that after using meth, at times heavily (daily) for 6 years, I don't agree with your basic premise that the first few sessions are the most euphoric. On the contrary, I have found that euphoria substantially increased as I became more addicted to the substance, for perhaps several reasons that I can think of. I think I became more attuned to the subtleties of the drug, and was able to appreciate it more; the anticipation that grew with increasing addiction increased the perceived and actual reward; and finally, with increased dependance on the drug, its use not only produced a high but also relief from the effects of its withdrawal.

Meth retains its euphoria upon redosing much more so than d,l-amp or d-amp. That's why you may not initially agree with him, but in reality, for a d,l-amp addict, you'll lose the euphoric value to the experience and then you'll take it even further than you did to get there in the first place, to a point where it won't even be euphoric but 100% dysphoric, rather.

I'm not too familiar with the long-term effects of meth use to be honest though, I can't say meth doesn't follow a similar pattern, I just don't think it does for one reason or another.
 
I've always known this to be the case, but I've never been able to put it into one post.

Amphetamines after significant use just don't work anymore.

This makes sense.


Thanks for the great post!

Well I wouldnt say they dont work completely.

Firstly - you have to define the reasons for the amphetamine use - granted - if it is prescribed for ADD, or taken recreationally - as the first poster noted - strong euphoria - which decreases as use goes on.

Whats worse than that - is that for people receiving prescriptions and really rely on this type of medication to function at 100%, the euphoria going away for the most part (there is still a nice mood lift and confidence boost, even months after ) but certainly not like when you first took it. Anyways, the worst aspect is that the therapeutic value diminishes - and the anxiety or "comedown" phase lengthens in time.

I believe a large part can of course be contributed to the lack of food and water someone takes while on said amphetamine, as you simply dont feel like you need it - but the problem is way deeper.

A school day used to be great (im 24, not 17), you could get work done - anxiety is decreased yadda yadda - now I find, 50% of the day is Speedy with a pretty consistent 1-2 hour window of good vibes. The second half, actually, now the last 2/3rds really consist of trying to force down food, deal with headaches, avoiding people as anything just makes you want to just leave, and last but not least - no interest in learning.

So being the Psych major that I am, and trying out all different sorts of medications - I try to find the best way to deal with the problem; so far...my efforts are futile, as seems to be with the majority of people who use stimulants. I try to eat - it helps to an extent. I have access to downers (valium, clonidine) but they dont make me feel better - but rather, just tired, and a nervous tired at that. Ive tried magnesium, vitamin C, multi's, all have some, albeit negligible benefits.

I skip days, thats logical right? Of course the days I skip im extra tired, but hey, I dont want tolerance hmm? This too seems to only work if the amount of days you're taking off stretches to around 2 weeks - and obviously, this isnt too practical.

Ive tried all the different ADD meds - (non stims too) - dexamphetamine seems to be the least harsh on my body - providing a cleaner and mostly mental high - but of course, no drug is perfect.

The cracked out feeling, loss of hunger and thirst, sweating, the comedown (depression, anxiety, hypertension, etc etc) just seems to come too often, so what do you do? You can take more - that actually helps for several hours - but then youre stuck in the same situation.

Verdict? Sleep. It sucks, forcing yourself to sleep as your coming down, not just falling asleep normally. The medicine is such a tremendous help on so many levels, obviously, or why the hell would I, or anyyone take it? But man, I wish there was some secret I dont know about that truly helps you "come down".
 
I'm up to about a gram a day smoking crystal...I have to admit most of the time I'm just not getting high, I think it's more habit now than anything...In the morning I can definately feel it, but I wake up each morning knowing it's there and knowing it's the first thing that starts off my day. I don't know about everywhere else in the country but here in the san francisco area the shit is real good, I mean real good...I'd try to take a day off without it but I'm more afraid to than anything. I think after two years of daily use I enjoy being spun out and don't feel right unless I am...after work is usually when I really smoke up and I can feel it then too. I work 12 hours a day, eat and sleep (only about 5 hours a night) but I have no problem eating or sleeping, no problems working, apparently my use goes undetected...one thing, however, is I do get a numbness and pain in my hands that goes up into my arms sometimes...I think its due to lack of proper rest. I only sleep 5 hours a night, that's all my hectic life will allow, it's not as bad if I eat right and take it easy, but it's still there. I also have a hard time maintaining my weight even though I do eat regularly...just moved to this area from Arizona and don't know anyone else that does it...the guy I get it from doesn't either. It would be cool to have somebody to hang out with and get high, so sometimes it can be a very lonely drug. I've learned long ago that most people that do speed can be very scandalous so it's wise to choose friends carefully.
 
I've been giving this issue a LOT of thought over the past few years. Ever since I joined this forum actually.

I've found through my own experimentation that the answer is instead of taking a break for some obscene amount of time, you start with the obvious abstinence, but you need to somehow down regulate your psychological tolerance. I'm talking about this preconceived notion people build up in themselves that only X dosage is going to give Y effects. I used to be one of those people - I used to think 20mg was the minimum dose, but I was so wrong. I used to think of my dosage in the 10's of mg's. I now think of them in the single digits - I hardly go over 10mg and I find complete stimulation with moderate euphoria and very limited dysphoric effects.

Its been some time since I was taking amphetamines at such a frequency and dosage to deem it abusive. It's been about 2 years since that time of my life ended. And in that time I've not taken any of these long breaks - nothing longer than a matter of weeks (3-4 at most). But often times I've found myself taking sporadic dosages throughout - so basically out of 30 days each month, I may find myself taking the drug maybe 10-12 out of those days and usually in the range of 4-11mg spread out over the course of the day. Never more than 5-6mg at one time. I'll take 1mg or 2mg before I go to the gym sometimes now though too.

I think if everyone just threw out this idea that they need a high dose, to keep pushing the limits. And to just stick to a dose and give themselves time to work into, and if it doesn't work you consider the contributing factors to either the dysphoria or simply lack of euphoria. And often times the dosage isn't what's the problem.

I've now spent basically a year adjusting to this lower dose philosophy. And I took most of the summer off. I didn't use to be able to just take these incredibly small dosages and have it work, but all of a sudden it just happened. And I've never looked back.

As I said, I think a lot of it is people's perceptions on a dosage, and their exorbitant check list of things the drug needs to do in order for it to be considered "working."

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Also, on the note of dysphoria. Because I'm dealing in small dosages now I feel very susceptible to the negative side-effects when I get overzealous with my dosing. In many ways, the fact that the drug is still euphoric and lasts so long at 4-5mg, yet if I try to go above that I start having exponential increases in side-effects.
 
Opiates are now mixed into this situation, so the high can sometimes reach an intensity that seems to mimic opiate w/d.. Kind of weird.. Chills..
Wonder if amphetamine causes in vivo opiates to burn more quickly, by raising metabolism..
That's dangerous thinking... sort of like a "self-fulfilling prophecy"

I've been giving this issue a LOT of thought over the past few years. Ever since I joined this forum actually.

I've found through my own experimentation that the answer is instead of taking a break for some obscene amount of time, you start with the obvious abstinence, but you need to somehow down regulate your psychological tolerance. I'm talking about this preconceived notion people build up in themselves that only X dosage is going to give Y effects. I used to be one of those people - I used to think 20mg was the minimum dose, but I was so wrong. I used to think of my dosage in the 10's of mg's. I now think of them in the single digits - I hardly go over 10mg and I find complete stimulation with moderate euphoria and very limited dysphoric effects.
10mg? damn... for me that "X dosage will give Y effects" has become 90mg at least... and coming down just becomes painful.
The song "Brain Stew" couldn't be more accurate in describing what I end up feeling like during a comedown: "My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed.... My crooked spine!... etc"

Seriously, is it possible that my spine has actually become crooked from amphetamine use? Sitting in one posture, popping 150mg, and then beating off for 7 hours straight... It sure fucking feels like my spine is crooked... Do I need to call a chiropractor?
 
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