Zzyzx
Bluelight Crew
Last weekend I decided to give another shot to Salvia. I had already tried it a few times but the most I have had so far was a rather unpleasant body high.
This time I used 350mg in a water bong. A friend & sitter was in charge of manipulating the high temp torch and another friend in charge of handling the bong.
I had to take it in 2 breaths, a first small toke, and a second much bigger one that I held in till my friends were sayin I was 'changing colors'
I slowly blew the smoke out, and already I was coming up hard. I felt as my body was getting lighter. Then suddenly I felt like I was waking up. The kind of wake up you feel when you dream you're fallin down and you wake up as you hit the floor in your dream for those who know what I mean.
I had no clue where I was, nor what I was! I felt as if I was paralyzed, I couldnt move or speak. I tried to look everywhere but things were moving fast and I was so in shock, I just couldnt understand what I was seeing.
I didnt have a body, I was just a mind that was part of something of utter alienness that I can't even begin to describe. The experiense was so fully immersive and so real, that at this point I began to fear that life as I knew it was but a dream I just had, and that I was now back to reality, like it always was.
At this point my friends tried to communicate with me. All I heard is distorted alien gibberish. I couldnt see who was talking, I just heard it. I became even more afraid at this point. I thought maybe I wasnt supposed to have woken up. After all the life I had dreamed did last a while. I thought something bad was gonna happen to me. All I could do was look in disbelief, wondering what was gonna happen next.
Then I began to feel movement, the object I was part of was moving around. I couldnt see where it was moving cause beside the object itself, everything else was bright white giving absolutely no spatial reference. But I clearly 'felt' the movement in my body.
Everything began to turn and spin. I was now getting glimpses of reality. The wheel was turning faster and faster, from sanity, and back to insanity. At this point I regained my mind enough to notice my friends and even see them, but I couldnt reach or talk to them. I was wondering if they were trying to help me, or if they were trapped with me themself.
After that there is a blank in my memory but somehow, I came back to this world. I was flushed with a wave of heat and sweat, I had no idea what just happened. I was able to speak again but hardly, whispering OMFG OMFG OMFG.
I then remembered that I had just taken a hit of salvia. This was my first ++++ experience.
My friends said that I didnt move a hair for the whole time, and that my face was like that
like I was terrified. I was indeed terrified. And thinking about that now, I find that extremely exciting!
This will not be the last of my salvia experiments.
This time I used 350mg in a water bong. A friend & sitter was in charge of manipulating the high temp torch and another friend in charge of handling the bong.
I had to take it in 2 breaths, a first small toke, and a second much bigger one that I held in till my friends were sayin I was 'changing colors'
I slowly blew the smoke out, and already I was coming up hard. I felt as my body was getting lighter. Then suddenly I felt like I was waking up. The kind of wake up you feel when you dream you're fallin down and you wake up as you hit the floor in your dream for those who know what I mean.
I had no clue where I was, nor what I was! I felt as if I was paralyzed, I couldnt move or speak. I tried to look everywhere but things were moving fast and I was so in shock, I just couldnt understand what I was seeing.
I didnt have a body, I was just a mind that was part of something of utter alienness that I can't even begin to describe. The experiense was so fully immersive and so real, that at this point I began to fear that life as I knew it was but a dream I just had, and that I was now back to reality, like it always was.
At this point my friends tried to communicate with me. All I heard is distorted alien gibberish. I couldnt see who was talking, I just heard it. I became even more afraid at this point. I thought maybe I wasnt supposed to have woken up. After all the life I had dreamed did last a while. I thought something bad was gonna happen to me. All I could do was look in disbelief, wondering what was gonna happen next.
Then I began to feel movement, the object I was part of was moving around. I couldnt see where it was moving cause beside the object itself, everything else was bright white giving absolutely no spatial reference. But I clearly 'felt' the movement in my body.
Everything began to turn and spin. I was now getting glimpses of reality. The wheel was turning faster and faster, from sanity, and back to insanity. At this point I regained my mind enough to notice my friends and even see them, but I couldnt reach or talk to them. I was wondering if they were trying to help me, or if they were trapped with me themself.
After that there is a blank in my memory but somehow, I came back to this world. I was flushed with a wave of heat and sweat, I had no idea what just happened. I was able to speak again but hardly, whispering OMFG OMFG OMFG.
I then remembered that I had just taken a hit of salvia. This was my first ++++ experience.
My friends said that I didnt move a hair for the whole time, and that my face was like that
like I was terrified. I was indeed terrified. And thinking about that now, I find that extremely exciting!This will not be the last of my salvia experiments.
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
